I am not here, I'm not listening, I'm in my head and I'm spinning ....

Chapter 20  Are you for real?

Everyone stared at Dee and Jyrki for the questions and the answers they heard. 'You will??' Jyrki asked Dee with a huge smile on his face. 'Hmm no I was joking.. of course I will you weird fin!!' Dee said while grinning reaching over to him to kiss him. She then continued eating her pizza not even knowing what Jyrki was doing next to her. It wasn't until Jo gasped and looked at Dee that she dropped her pizza again. 'Jojo?? You okay?' Dee asked her and looked at her with an eyebrow raised. 'Uh.. yeah I'm fine.' Jo said to her while letting her eyes move next to Dee. Dee followed her eyes and had them huge when she saw what Jo was looking at. 'You got me a ring already?! Ohh it's beautiful!!' Dee said to Jyrki when she saw that he had got down on one knee and was holding a little box with a engagement ring in it. He cleared his throat and winked at Dee. 'Now more official then if you don't mind... Daremo Elizabeth Christine Kraven will you marry me?' Jyrki asked her while taking her hand and the ring out of the box sliding it around her finger. 'Of course I will!!' Dee said to him hugging him so they both fell on the ground with Dee on top giggling and kissing him. 'So I guess you guys are engaged now or?' Bazie asked them while they all stared at the floor laughing. Dee sat  up straight still on top of Jyrki and glanced at her ring round her finger. 'yes we are most definitely engaged... ohh it's got a emerald stone on it awww I love it!' Dee said to Bazie and Jyrki when she found the emerald on it. Jyrki still lying on the floor started chuckling and tried to move Dee of him but she wouldn't move. 'It's your favourite stone so I got it for you and by the looks of things I am guessing you like it?' Jyrki said while trying to sit up a little. Dee noticed and moved of him and sat next to him on the floor still looking well more staring at her ring she loved every bit of it. It was a silver ring with a big emerald stone on it surrounded by little black sapphire stones. 'Oh My God !! congratulations then you 2 ohh Dee show me the ring!!' Jo said getting up from her seat sitting next to Dee who showed her the ring. 'Isn't it wonderful!' Dee said all giggly and happy half bouncing on the spot she was sitting. 'Ohh wow it looks amazing I mean wow!' Jo said to her and the girls both stared at the ring. 'I know right? It looks freaking huge like enormous!!' Dee said again and finally got up from the floor to sit back on her chair again. She showed the ring around the table and they all congratulated the 2. 'Ohh!!' Dee suddenly said getting her phone of the table which was charged and everything Jyrki kept it running when she was gone and flipped it open and stared typing like mad on it sending out messages to several people including Nightwish and MCR. 'Oh yeah typical Dee has to tell everyone she is engaged now.' Jo said laughing. Dee then picked up the phone stuck out her tongue at Jo and dialled a number, someone picked up and Dee started chatting excitedly in French. 'Ohh that's William she is talking to.. wonder how he reacts.' Jo said again following half of the conversation , in the meantime Jyrki received several messages that congratulated him including Nightwish , Bam Margera , Ville Valo and several more. 'Holy shit she texted all these people? I didn't know she owned al these numbers.' Jyrki said laughing texting thank you messages back. Dee hanged up the phone happy and dialled the next number which was Frankie's she promised him to tell him everything how it went. 'Who is she calling now?' Jussi asked. 'Ohh probably Frankie or someone else from MCR.. I bet she made them a promise so.' Jo answered once again while continued eating her food. 'Whaaah you would!!! Aww that is so awesome Frankie!! Thank you thank you thank you!!' Dee said happily and not long after she hung up the phone and joined everyone else again in dinner. 'What was that about?' Jo asked her. 'Ohh nothing... Frankie is doing me a huge favour that's all... ohh William is really happy for us.. his exact words were.. I can't wait for Jyr to be my brother in law... so he's cool with it.' Dee said to Jyrki and he wrapped an arm around her kissing her temple. 'Oh yeah before I forget Frankie just reminded me of it so.. I brought you gifts... they are in the bag over there.' Dee said to Jo and the others. Jo went right for it she knew MCR and the gifts the gave her last time, she opened the bag and nearly freaked out  of excitement. 'Oh my god!! Dude seriously??' Jo said to Dee who nodded and sat back lightening a cigarette. 'Yeah they just gave me all of it saying to give it to you and the guys well If the guys liked it.. dude you should see the shirt Gee gave to me it's fucking brilliant!' Dee said now getting up moving towards the bag getting out a purple shirt with a drawing on it of a graveyard and vampires, and another shirt a green one with the bride of Frankenstein on it. 'Ohh yeah Frankie gave me this so fucking awesome Gerard freaking drew them himself I never knew he was a artist I told him about Jyrki of course and he was excited and wanted to see some of his someday.' Dee said to Jo going through the huge bag she dragged with her filled with T-shirts and all other sort of merchandise form MCR. 'This Gerard guy he is a comic book artist to?' Jyrki asked Dee from the other side of the room. 'Yeah here catch!' Dee said to him while throwing over her shirts and some others that she got out of the bag. The guys all looked at the shirts and were impressed by the designs on it. 'wow they look cool can I have some?' Jussi asked Dee and she grinned already handing him some shirts. Not long after everyone wanted to have one and the stuff was handed around the room and before Dee knew the bag was empty except for a few things which were really for girls.

Couple of days later Dee was walking around town with Timo looking for a place to have some coffee. When they walked into a coffeehouse that wasn't so crowded as the last 4 they passed the bumped into Ville and Gas from HIM, the 2 of them gestured over to Dee and Timo to come sit with them so they did and walked over to their table in the back where you could still smoke. 'Hei Timo. Dee darling nice to see you again.. how are you?' Ville asked them when they reached the table and he got up to give Dee a hug and a kiss on the cheek and shook Timo's hand. The 2 sat down and looked through the menu what they wanted to drink. 'Ohh good good.. I texted you right about me and Jyrki getting engaged?' Dee asked Ville and he nodded yes. 'Ohh yeah that's right congratulations with that.. I was really happy and excited for you guys when I got the news.. so did he get you a ring yet?' Ville asked her again and Dee showed him the ring around her finger. 'Ohh looks really nice!' Gas answered her and Dee blushed while the waitress walked over and she and Timo both order their drinks. When the waitress got back and handed Dee her coffee she nearly jumped up out of happiness to finally have coffee after looking around Helsinki for an hour. 'Yay!! Latte!! Woohooo thank god for coffee!! Ohh sorry did I startle you?' Dee asked the waitress when she saw her taking a step back she just smiled politely and walked away. 'Yeah you did it again you scared another one.' Timo said to her grinning. 'Ohh shut it!!' Dee said to him while hitting him on the arm. They spend the entire afternoon in the coffee house talking to Ville and Gas, discussing albums touring and a lot of other things music related. Around 4 Dee got a phone call from Jo. 'Ohh holy crap.. Timo it's already 4 we forgot about Jo and Jussi remember we would meet them at 3.' Dee said laughing while picking up the phone, Timo in the meantime paid for their drinks they had and they all walked out and stopped in front of the coffee house. 'Hold on Jo have to say bye to Ville and Gas.' Dee said to Jo on the phone. 'What the hell? Your with Ville and Gas!! Dude I'm jealous is that why you forgot about us?' Jo joked and Dee laughed holding the phone away from her ear to say bye to Ville and Gas by giving them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. 'Bye guys see you later!!.. ohh Jo shut it. No that wasn't the reason it was one of them.. besides I needed my coffee shot as you know so where are you 2 now?' Dee said to Jo and heard her laugh. 'Downtown Helsinki where the comic artist hang or something like that the name of the place I can't freaking pronounce!!' Jo said to Dee and they both laughed. 'Hmm TT and I will find it see you In a few I guess then since I have no idea where we are now in Helsinki so.' Dee answered her and the girls hung up the phone. On their way back to Timo's car Dee told him where to go. 'Ohh great those are like a few streets where they can be since Jyrki has a few places he hangs out with Jussi.. was Jyrki with them?' Timo asked her and looked at his watch It was already passed 4:30 so he had to be with them now he would be done with the interviews and all he had to give all day. 'I have no idea to be honest I didn't ask we'll see. Now let's go before Jo gets even more impatient than she already is.' Dee chuckled and putted her seatbelt on and Timo started the car and they were on their way. 30 minutes later they were driving through the streets where Jo and the guys were suppose to be, they looked into every place Timo knew they could be but didn't see them since the windows were to dark. 'Ohh this is annoying I'll call Jo again to ask her to stand outside the damn place.' Dee said to Timo and he laughed. 'Hello' Jo answered the phone. 'dude get the hell outside of where ever you guys are! Please!' Dee said to her and she laughed and walked outside. 5 minutes later they spotted her and parked the car. 'Finally!! I thought you guys were never going to make it here!' Jo yelled at them since they where across the street. 'Oh don't get me started we drove by this place 4 times but we couldn't see a thing through those damn windows.' Dee said to her when they stood next to her and they all got inside, there were a lot of gothic like looking people in there all looking at Dee and Timo, they moved to the back of the place where everyone else was already waiting including Jyrki. 'Ohh Jyrki didn't know you where here to.. hi love.' Dee said to him while taking of her coat and sitting on a chair opposite from him on the other side of the table he just frowned at her. ' Why are you sitting over there?' he asked her now grinning. 'because there is no room on your side so. 'Dee said chuckling and saw him push the guy next to him away from him, he gestured over to Dee to sit next to him while talking to the guy in Finnish explaining that Dee was his fiancé and that he wanted her to sit next to him. The guy smiled and got up moving to another seat. 'Seriously.. you just asked him to move?' Dee said to him rolling her eyes while sitting next to him. 'Off course I explained who you were and he moved not having a problem with it.' He grinned while giving her a couple of kisses not letting her answer him immediately. 'great.. Jo we really have to learn Finnish just for the sake of this weird one here.' Dee said sarcastic pointing her thumb to Jyrki who sat there smirking his head of. 'Ohh yeah Jussi does the same you know.. we are both like yeah dude whatever we just sit over here or whatever and they go pushing people away so we can sit next to them... fins are weird.' Jo answered and Dee laughed. 'Could be.. or we are just to much American!.' Dee joked and the girls both burst out into laughter. They guys in the meantime had shook their heads once or twice and the 2 of them and continued drinking and talking to some of their friends in there while the girls chatted about America and Dee living with William again. 'Sooo.. did you have any thoughts on the wedding yet?' Jo asked Dee all of a sudden in the middle of the conversation. 'Pff dude I have like no idea.. since I don't know when he wants to get married or anything like it... so nope not really having my mind flowing in it so.. why?' Dee asked Jo which caught her of guard. 'Ohh no reason I was just wondering you know.' Jo said while sipping her drink. 'Jo you know me... I am not the kind of girl that goes and plans her wedding you know those things really don't interest me it's more your thing I mean how long have you been planning your wedding?? For like forever when you were still a little kid so.. I don't really care much about it.' Dee said to Jo who had turned a little red, it was true though, Jo had been planning her wedding ever since she was a little girl knowing exactly what kind of dress she wanted and what kind of flowers and the colours and everything she told Dee a couple of times about it, Dee just never cared she never thought she would get married though and she once told Jo that when the times was there for her Jo could plan it all for her since she liked that stuff. 'No like I said I was just wondering and all.. I mean you must have an idea of what you want right?' Jo asked Dee again who had burst out into laughter. 'Jo seriously if I had to plan my own wedding it wouldn't be a wedding but more like a horror fest you know.. and I once told you before my dear that you would be my wedding planner so consider yourself hired as our wedding planner so stop worrying about it since you got the job.' Dee said to her while smiling. Jo got up from her seat and bend down next to Dee to hug her. 'Ohh thank you thank you thank you!! It will be a honour for me to plan your wedding!!' Jo said all happy making Jyrki and Jussi turn their heads towards them and Dee just waved them of rolling her eyes while smiling. ' Okay.. okay. Jo you have to let go now I still have to be breathing for you to plan a wedding!!' Dee said sarcastic while chuckling, Jo released her and apologised. 'Sorry don't want to bride to be to be dead you know but seriously haven't you thought of anything yet?' Jo asked again and Dee rolled her eyes and tapped Jyrki on the shoulder, he turned around and looked at her. 'yes?? Love.' He asked her, Dee just grinned at him and excused him from the conversation he was in and pulled his full attention on her. 'Okay Jo over here wants to know stuff about our wedding like.. the colours and my dress and all sorts of stuff like that so yeah can you help her out?' Dee asked him and Jyrki didn't believe his ears. 'Uhm.. can't you I mean isn't that a girls thing?' Jyrki asked her and she chuckled and Jo started explaining to Jyrki why Dee couldn't, after 10 minutes of explaining Jyrki got the full idea why Dee couldn't. 'Ohh really?? That's funny I mean I am used to women always planning their weddings fully in their head so.. but uh. Well what do you want to know?' Jyrki asked Jo who shot into full question mode the second after he agreed of helping her. Dee just listened and agreed on some things if Jyrki asked her if she would like that to. 'So when do you guys want to get married?' Jo asked Jyrki while she already wrote down the things they just discussed in her day planner to remember them for later. 'Oh.. uhm.. I don't know really when do you want to get married?' Jyrki asked Dee who looked at him with unbelievable big eyes having no idea herself. 'Ohh god I don't know.. next year?? I mean it's nearing Christmas and new years now so I think it's better somewhere next year...uhm.' Dee said to him and he smiled. 'Next year it is.. let's see what month. Hmm..what do you say about May?' he asked her and Dee shook her head into no. Jo knew why Dee's parents had died in May. 'Okay what month do you want then?' Jyrki asked her again realising what was wrong with May again. 'June 5^th.' She said to them both and Jo's eyes shot up. 'Are you sure you want that date Dee?' Jo asked her and Jyrki could hear the change in her voice that something was up with that date. 'Yes absolutely.. is that okay with you babe?' Dee asked Jyrki and he looked at her again now trying to read her eyes but there was nothing in them he could detect. 'Oh yes fine by me but why June 5^th  rakkauteni?' He asked her after he confirmed the date was okay. Jo looked around the table at Dee and Jyrki waiting for her to say it. 'It's my mothers birthday.' Dee simply said and they continued discussing the wedding.

Back home Jo had gotten behind her laptop to start planning the wedding already, Jussi plunged himself down on the couch and grabbed the remote for the television and started flipping through channels. Jo in the meantime had moved form the table next Jussi with the laptop in her hands and put it down on the coffee table and walked towards the kitchen to get herself something to drink, Jussi glanced down to the laptop and read the heading of the file that stood open. 'uhm.. babe?? Why are you planning a wedding?' Jussi yelled over to the kitchen and Jo walked out of it again holding a glass of water. 'Ohh Dee asked me to plan her wedding she hates doing it herself so.' Jo answered him and sat down next to him putting the glass down and grabbing the laptop setting in on her lap. 'Ohh okay.. when is the wedding?' Jussi asked her and wrapped a arm around her watching her type the things she already discussed with Dee and Jyrki. 'Hmm.. June 5^th special day for Dee so.' Jo said being in thought and typing like mad. Jussi just sat next to her for a while with his arm wrapped around her watching one of his shows on television. 'Do you want to get married eventually?' he suddenly asked Jo making her stop typing immediately and look at him next to her still looking at the TV. 'Excuse me?' Jo answered and asked him and the same time. 'If you want to get married some day I mean I do.. but not yet you know want to wait a couple of years.' Jussi said to her and Jo smiled. 'Ohh yeah eventually when I am older I would love to get married and have kids and so.' Jo answered him and he smiled putting down the remote and turned his attention to her again. 'Kids?? I would love to have kids with you.' He said smiling at her to make her giggle and close her laptop setting it away on the side table. 'Aww I love you my weir fin!' Jo said to him and kissed him and he pulled her in his arms kissing her back. In the meantime Dee had taken a shower and was now sitting on the sofa next to Jyrki drinking coffee while watching TV. He was twisting his fingers in her still wet hair in the back of her neck while she was leaning her head on his shoulder. 'Love?' Jyrki whispered to her. 'Hmm? Yes..' Dee answered him and sat up straight to look at him he had his hand still on the back of her neck twisting her hair between his fingers. 'Are you sure you want to get married.. I mean since well you never really cared about it as I heard from Jo this night.' He said to her looking down. Dee smiled and lifted his chin up with her hand so that she could look at him, she moved her legs over his so that she sat on his lap facing him and took his face between her hands and softly chuckled. 'Off course I want to get married it's not that I never wanted it to.. it's just I don't like all the planning around it.. I like it simple it doesn't have to be a big thing to me.. as long as your there everything is fine with me.' Dee smiled and looked him deep into his eyes and kissed his forehead. He grinned at this answer since he loved every bit about it, he looked at her and let his right hand slip behind her neck again and pulled her face closer to his so that he could kiss her. 'So.. you really want to be my wife?' he asked her again and she chuckled nodding yes. 'Hmm okay.. but what about your dress?? I mean I can't pick out your dress as well.' He said to her and she started laughing. 'Off course not.. that's bad luck remember? Just tell me what you will be wearing in colours and I will adjust my dress to it... I mean it's months away we still have time.' Dee said to him and he smiled. 'Black and Red.' He said immediately and grinned. 'Red?? Off course what else can you expect from a vampire.. okay love red it is.' She said to him and kissed him, he got up from the sofa having her wrap her legs around his hips and walked over to the bedroom still having his lips locked on hers and moved over to the bed, putting her down first and then himself on top of her still kissing which turned into heavy and passionate the moment he put her down on the bed. He moved from her lips to her neck and collarbone while taking of her robe, she already started unbuttoning his shirt taking it of and moving her hands into his hair when he had moved up to her lips again to kiss her. She switched position by rolling on top of him and started unbuckling his pants, once every piece of clothing was off he rolled back on top of her and pulled the covers over them, kissing her stomach moving his way up to her breasts and from her collarbone back to her jaw line and her lips while slowly going in to her making her gasp and moan by the movement. He was very tender and moved on a slow rhythm kissing her neck while she dug her nails into his back. When he had picked up the pace and the heavy breathing had turned into heavy moaning she had dug her nails fiercely into his back while arching her own working her way to the climax.