I am not here, I'm not listening, I'm in my head and I'm spinning ....

Chapter 21 On the road again.

'Baby.. Wake up! We have to be at Bazie in a hour!' Jyrki yelled to Dee from the kitchen. Dee opened her eyes and closed them again because of the bright light in the room, Jyrki had opened the curtains already. She turned on her side so she could look at the clock on the nightstand at the time, it said 7 am. 'Yeah.. he lost it again.' She said to herself and sat up straight in the bed and looked around the room, she spotted her suitcase already packed and Jyrki's  next to it with a backpack lying on top of it. She rubbed her eyes and pulled the covers of her legs and put them down next to the bed, she stretch and yawned while getting up walking out the bedroom towards the kitchen. Jyrki was already in there eating some breakfast while being fully dressed and looked up from his coffee cup towards Dee who was still half asleep walking over to the coffee machine. 'Sweetheart.. you got only a hour left to get ready you know that?' he asked her when she sat down next to him with her cup, looking extremely tired and her hair all messed up on her head. 'Yeah.. I know.. just give me a few okay.. and coffee.' Dee said to him with her raspy voice and pointed toward the coffee cup in front of her. 'did you already see I packed our stuff? I packed yours to hope you don't mind I have put some of your favourite clothes in there so.' He said to her and Dee held up a hand and looked at him. 'Babe.. it's okay thank you.. I'm sure it's fine now please give me those few minutes.' She said to him and he smiled and got up from his seat putting his cup and plate in the sink to clean them. Dee dropped her head on the table and started talking to herself, she finished her coffee and got up putting it in the sink and Jyrki cleaned it for her. She got into the bedroom and opened the closet, she pulled out a pair of light blue jeans her purple MCR shirt she got and her black 69 eyes hoodie and some underwear walking towards the bathroom locking the door. She got a quick shower completely waking up and dried her self and got her clothes on and applied some make-up. When she got out of the bathroom Jyrki was sitting on the couch waiting for her. 'I'm almost done and look darling we still have time left so don't look at me like that!' she said chuckling walking in the bedroom again to get a pair of her sneakers and put them on, she opened her suitcase just to check what he packed for her and was satisfied with what was in it. He did pack her favourite things since most of it were her own clothes and some of his pickings and he packed 3 pair of her sneakers and off course the boots and 3 pair of heels. She rolled her eyes at some things knowing he would go nuts if she wouldn't wear it and put some more things in it before closing it again. 'Okay we can go.. are you sure we have everything?' Dee asked him walking into the living room with her suitcase putting it next to his at the door. 'Yes we have everything I put all the important stuff in your bag so that we don't lose it. Ohh did you see I packed your messenger bag as well in your suitcase since I know you don't want to walk around all the time with your backpack.' Jyrki said to her giving her a kiss for the first time in the morning he kissed her like he had to wait forever for it and she smiled. 'Love thank you again.. now let's go please.' She said to him and he got the clue that he was being way to parent like on her. Ever since he asked her to marry him he had been acting like he had to do everything for her and take care of her a lot, Dee didn't mind it at first but it was getting very annoying now.

They got to Bazie's house and found everyone else was already there waiting for them. Dee got out of the car and walked over to Jo giving her a hug. 'Hey Dee.. so when did he tell you we are going back on tour again?' Jo joked and Dee rolled her eyes smiling. 'Ohh he remembered last night he had to tell me that... I mean I have been back for 2 weeks now and he still forgets to tell me things.. but he did say we would be back in Finland again for Christmas and new years and then continue the tour.. do you believe me when I tell you he still hasn't told his mom that we are engaged?' Dee said to Jo who shook her head chuckling. 'Damn fins! I guess they are all like that I mean Jussi told me 2 days ago we would leave on tour to America so.' Jo said to her and the girls both started laughing. 'Okay let's get going then.. Dee your riding with us.' Timo said to her and Dee smiled when Jyrki abruptly turned around with his eyes huge. 'Excuse me?? Why is she with you guys when she can ride with Bazie , Archzie and me?' Jyrki said to Timo and he grinned. 'Ask Jussi.. it was his idea to steal her away from you guys for the short trip to the airport.' Timo said and Jyrki looked at Jussi who smirked. Dee and Jo were still in between the cars looking back and forth holding in their laugh. 'Hmm like that huh?. Okay fine then Jo ride's with us.' Jyrki said to Jussi who now looked like he seen a ghost. 'Hmm don't you just love it to not have a opinion in this?' Dee said to Jo who chuckled. 'Ohh yes I adore it now don't I .. okay let's do this you sit with Jussi and I'll go sit with Jyrki.' Jo said to Dee and Dee agreed with both of them walking to the other car. 'See you at the airport love!' Dee yelled over to Jyrki when she got in the car and closed the door. Timo started the car with a huge grin and drove of with Bazie following him. Dee took a deep sigh and dropped her head on the backseat looking at the ceiling feeling kind of relieved for a moment. 'You guys are such kids sometimes.' Dee said sarcastic and both Jussi and Timo just laughed. At the airport everyone got out again and checked in with their bags. 'Which city are we going to first?' Jo asked Jussi who had his arm wrapped around her. 'Well first we are going to New York..' Jussi answered her and heard someone else jump up in excitement from her seat. 'Oh that's awesome New York I haven't been there in almost a year and a half or so.. I love that city.' Jo said to Jussi who had turned his attention away from Dee again and back to his Jo and smiled. 'Babe.. calm down... yes we are going to New York.. were you asleep when we checked in?' Jyrki asked her with a confused expression on his face. 'Uhh I guess I was.. oh my god I have to call Frankie!' Dee said while getting up and walking up and down the waiting area they were sitting to board the plain. She got out her phone and dialled Frank's number. 'Hmm I think it's best we don't tell her we are meeting up with Bam there to.' Jussi said to Jo and she chuckled. 'Ohh god no... it's not that she doesn't like him or anything like that she just doesn't like the effect he had on you guys just like me.' Jo said to him and Jussi grinned and got up since they got the call that they could board the plain. Dee put down her phone and walked over to Jyrki again getting her backpack and grabbed his hand towards the boarding. Once in the plain when they had all settled down Dee got out her phone again and started texting her brother that they were coming back to America for a tour. 'Love.. please put your phone away we are about to take of.' Jyrki said to her and took her phone from her hands, Dee looked next to her and then had enough of it. 'Jyrki Pekka-Emil Linnankivi! I love you to death but please stop it with the paternal behaviour it is driving me up a damn wall.. I know you want to take care of me and all but stop it your driving me insane!! I have had enough of it I am not a damn child and you are not my dad!!' Dee said to him getting her phone back and made everyone else look at them. 'Holy shit!' Timo whispered sitting next to Archzie who to was looking at them with disbelieve. 'Did she just?' Jussi started and Jo nodded. 'Ohh yes she just did she finally snapped at him for it.' Jo answered him. ' Rakkauteni I didn't mean it like that.. don't do that. And please put your phone away.' He said to her and Dee unlocked his seatbelt. 'Switch!' she said to him pointing to Bazie next to him. 'excuse me?? You want me to switch seats? Why?' he said to her grabbing his seatbelt again ready to click it back in place again. 'If you don't switch seats with B now.. I am getting out of the plain!' Dee said to him and looked at him still pointing towards Bazie's seat. 'Dee honey stop this.. your being childish.' Jyrki said to her and she unlocked her own seatbelt putting her things back in her backpack ready to get out of the plain. 'Okay.. fine!' he said to her and got up switching seats with Bazie. 'Wow' Jussi whispered to Jo who was still looking at Dee with huge eyes. 'She Is really and I mean really pissed off.. she indeed hates it when people go all parental on her.' Jo whispered back to Jussi. 'Jojo.. I can hear you for god sakes!! Stop it will you!' Dee said to her before putting her headphone on. Jyrki then turned in his seat towards Jo and Jussi. 'Okay what the hell did I do wrong this time?' Jyrki asked them and they both looked at him with a surprised look. 'Dude.. don't tell me you didn't know you acted like a dad on her all the time since she got back.. you always tell her what to do and what not to do.. I mean I bet you even packed her things this morning didn't you?' Jussi said to him having him think. After thinking for a while it clicked in his head he had been acting like a dad on her, being overprotecting and always telling her what to do. 'Perkele!! Why didn't you guys tell me I was doing that?' Jyrki asked them and Bazie answered him. 'We tried we seriously did but you were always to occupied telling her what to do that you didn't given us the chance for it.. it's okay you couldn't help it but I think she had enough of it now.. so please for her sake and our sake be yourself again we miss our old friend.' Bazie said to him and Jyrki smiled a little while looking at the back of the seat in front of him.

The airplane was to land in a hour the stewardess just called through the speakers. Jyrki had been talking to his band and Jo for most of the flight and was now woken up just like everyone else by the stewardess telling them that. When he glanced over to Dee he saw her still being asleep he woke up Bazie instead asking him to switch seats with him again. 'Bazie.. wake up.. dude is it okay if we switch seats again I  have to talk to her.' Jyrki said to him and he looked next to him finding Dee still asleep and agreed to switch, he got up and switched seats with Jyrki again clicking his seatbelt back in place and talked to Jussi next to him. 'Jyrki!! Are you going to wake her up?' Timo whispered over to him. 'Yes.. now If you don't mind and give me the chance to it.' Jyrki chuckled back and turned again towards Dee, he shook her gently waiting for her to open her eyes, when she did and saw that Jyrki was the one waking her she rolled them at him and pressed pause on her I-pod while taking her headphone of. 'What?' she said annoyed. 'Uhm.. just wanted to wake you up love and tell you we are almost near New York.' Jyrki started and took a little pause to think fast on what he wanted to say next. 'Is that all?' Dee said still being irritated and looking out the window instead of looking at him. 'Uh.. no.. I wanted to apologise for being such an ass.. I'm really sorry I didn't know I was doing that to you.' He said to her and made her turn her head and look at him. 'Ohh you were an ass alright a huge one... but it's okay.. I forgive you.. just try not to baby me that much please I am not a kid you know.' Dee said to him and he smiled being relieved she forgave him. Jyrki sat back looking at her while smiling a little and Dee rolled his eyes at him again. 'Ohh for the love of god.. seriously Jyrki! Get over here.' She said grabbing his collar pulling him close to kiss him. He pulled her closer to him giving completely into the kiss. 'Jyrki... jyr... Lo..ve..!' Dee tried while chuckling but he didn't stop. Finally Dee pulled herself lose from him and he was out of breath still trying to kiss her. 'Honey!! I'm serious.. people are watching stop it.' Dee said laughing hiding her head in her hoodie. Jyrki kept looking at her with intense eyes not completely satisfied yet. 'Babe!! Stop looking at me like that.. you know you can't eat me!! Stop being such a .. a .. such a.. VAMPIRE!' Dee said and he stopped bursting into laughter with her and so did everyone else. The airplane landed and Dee was non stop typing like mad on her phone while Jyrki had his arm wrapped around her shoulder when they walked to the end of the gate. 'Dude I don't want to sound mean but that was seriously disturbing up there!' Jo said to Dee and Dee looked up from her phone and laughed. 'I know.. it would have like only take seconds and the idiot over here would have drained me!' Dee said and the girls both laughed having Jyrki grin widely pulling Dee closer to his side. Once out the gate Dee's eyes searched all the people outside of it waiting for family members or friends. 'Who are you looking for?' Jo asked her and Dee turned around to all of them. 'Ohh no one particular.. uhm.. where can we pick up our bags?' Dee asked and then heard someone calling something very familiar to her. 'CUPCAKE!!' Frankie yelled and Dee turned around excited grabbing Jo's hand already. 'Whaaaaaaah!!! CUPCAKE!!' Dee yelled back and slipped away under Jyrki's arm pulling Jo lose from Jussi's hand with her towards Frank. 'What the hell?' Jussi said looking at his hand and then back up to see Jo and Dee both hugging some guys. 'Holy shit I didn't know you guys would be here!! Dee you kept this from me!!' Jo said while hugging Gerard. 'Hmm yes.. sorry Jojo.... Aww Frankie I missed you my little buddy!!' Dee said while hugging Frankie and jumping up and down. She let go of him and gave him a kiss on the lips that made the band look at her like what the fuck?. 'Ohh frankster you have to meet my fiancé.. come with me!' Dee said grabbing his hand pulling him with her towards Jyrki, Jo and Gerard followed chatting and Jo introduced Gerard to Jussi and the others. 'Whaah babe.. this is Frank my cupcake buddy for life and Frankie this is Jyrki my fiancé!' Dee said to both of them when they shook hands. 'Hey nice to meet you so you are the guy that stole her away before I could make a move.' Frank said sarcastic to Jyrki and he laughed. 'Yeah that's me.. nice to meet you to.. so I believe you are the one that got her back to me?' Jyrki said to him and he nodded yes. 'Ohh honey.. by the way what I wanted to uhh tell you Frankie is going to be uhm.. my best man.' Dee said to him while grinning. Jyrki laughed and shook his head. 'So I have to like choose a maid of honour for me then?' he said to her and Dee laughed. 'Ohh I don't mind wearing a dress if that's what it takes to be a maid of honour.' Frank answered and the 3 burst out into laughter. 'Uh.. Frankie I saw you in a dress once and believe me when I tell you I don't want to see that again as in ever!' Dee said and Frankie just grinned. They got to their luggage and loaded it all on trolley's towards the exit, Gerard and Frank held some taxi's for them and travelled with them to their hotel helping them carry some of their stuff. They all gathered later in the hotel bar for some drinks. 'So I believe you are a comic artist to?' Jyrki asked Gerard when they had all sat down for some food and drinks. 'Ohh yes... I am more into the superhero stuff but I made my own style I have weird characters.. so what is your style?' Gerard asked Jyrki and Dee already rolled her eyes. 'Ohh he brought his stuff with him so that he could show you that's what the big book over there is for.' Dee said to Gerard and he smiled having Jyrki showing him his drawings. Jo and Dee in the meantime kept themselves busy while looking for pranks to perform on the hotel staff together with frank and Jussi. 'Dude!! Is there a starbucks around here? I haven't had starbucks in like forever!' Dee asked Frank who smiled immediately he to shared the addiction of coffee. 'Hmm I think like 2 blocks away or something like it.. we can go there if you want?' Frank answered her and Dee smirked. 'Duh!! Let's go!' Dee said and got up from her seat already grabbing her coat and bag. 'wow!! Hold up! Where are you going?' Jyrki asked her while grabbing her arm he knew that when she wanted to go somewhere she would be out the door in seconds. 'We are going for coffee 2 blocks away we'll be right back.' Jussi answered him since Dee was to hyped up now babbling at Frank. Jyrki let go of her and Dee grabbed Frank's hand while hopping to the door. Jussi and Jo followed holding hands and Timo came along. Bazie , Archzie , Jyrki and Gerard stayed behind with Jyrki and Gerard talking about Jyrki's drawing style and Dee. 'Hmm I have got to ask you since I don't know Dee when she is not around me but is she always like that with frank?' Jyrki asked Gerard and he grinned. 'Ohh yeah they are always like that.. from the first moment they met 2 years ago they have been like that.. crazy kids.. but I share the same thing with Jo.' Gerard answered him and Jyrki smiled. 'Yeah but the kissing thing on the airport was a little weird to see to be honest.' Bazie answered Gerard and he laughed. 'Ohh yeah don't get me started over that I always thought it was weird but it's just the thing those 2 have... don't worry she does the same to me and Bob our new drummer really weird but hey who doesn't  think Dee is weird.. Jo isn't like that at all she is more the quieter type who keeps some things to herself.. but she is really cool she can party alright!' Gerard said and everyone laughed. 'Ohh yeah we had to get really used to Dee when she first showed up at our group. Since we were used to Jo we thought her best friend was like her but they are nothing a like.. like you said Jo is the more preserved type while Dee is like the rebel... but we still like them both obviously.. and well yeah Jyrki over here got so amazed by Dee the first second he saw her that he is getting married to her now.' Archzie said and everyone looked at him for being so open minded and then laughed because he was right. 'Oh yes don't get me started.. when I first saw her I went completely silent since I couldn't believe she was the same girl as the picture Jo had shown us from like 2.5 years ago.. ask Jussi he was standing next to me.. and then when I got to know her a little bit I liked everything about her.. her voice.. her laugh.. her smile.. I even liked it when she was totally into her music even if we were in the same space as she was.. and she Is very open minded she will tell you whatever she thinks about you or a subject even if you like it or not.. I think that Is really cool about her... and so when I realised that I could lose her I almost lost myself.. so when she got back to me I wasn't even having doubts about it that I wanted to marry her.' Jyrki said and Gerard smiled during the story since he knew how Dee was. 'COFFEEE!!' Dee yelled down the street when she and Frankie spotted starbucks, she pulled his arm and got in ordering a huge latte. 'Ohh do you think we should bring Gerard one to?? I mean the guy loves his coffee to you know.' Dee said to Frank and he agreed and they ordered a huge coffee for Gerard to. 'Jo babe are you sure you don't want anything? They got tea to you know.' Jussi said to Jo who was looking around the shop and then gave in and got herself a medium tea. 'Whaaah Dee they got cupcakes!! Should we get some?' Frank asked her while pointing to the cupcakes in the display. 'Well duh!! Just take the lot they have in there I bet everyone else would love one to.. ohh Jussi what kind of coffee did you get?' Dee said putting her attention back on Jussi and Jo. 'Espresso... can I taste your latte since I never had one before!.' Jussi asked Dee when they switched cups and tasted each others pickings. 'Ohh dude this one taste awesome.. next time I'm getting latte!' Jussi said when he tasted Dee's coffee Jo just shook her head and laughed at the 2 of them. 'Aww I loved your espresso.. ohh really? what a wonder that you survived it since there is like a ton of sugar in it!.' Dee said to Jussi when they switched cups again and walked out the store all holding a bag of cupcakes. 'Dee whatever you do don't start another cupcake fight please!.' Jo said to Dee warning her and Dee just looked innocently when they walked back into the hotel bar. They sat down with the others again and Frankie handed Gerard his coffee. 'Ohh awesome thanks... what's in the bags?' Gerard asked them and both Dee and Frankie already grinned at one another, Dee openend her bag and got out one of the cupcakes showing them to Gerard. 'Oh please don't tell me your having another fight again?? Since I won't be part of it this time!' Gerard chuckled and Dee shook her head into a no. 'Off course not Gee I wouldn't do that to you now would I?? nope these are for eating not throwing like the last time and besides Ray had started it then!.' Dee answered him and they laughed while the cupcake bags went around the table. Time to say goodnight to Frank and Gerard again, they were down in the lobby at the end of the stairs hugging them goodbye. 'Ohh you have to come see one of their shows!! You have to!! Please!! Frank.' Dee said to him looking at him with puppy eyes. 'Aww your mean you know that no man can resist those!! Okay I promise I'll come see the show tomorrow okay?' frank  said to her while she threw her arms around him hugging him. Jo gave Gerard a hug and said goodnight to him and then left with Jussi upstairs. 'Thank you Frankie prankie!! Love you!! Night cupcake!!' Dee said to Frankie when he walked out the door with Gerard towards a cab that would drive them back to New Jersey. They all got upstairs to their rooms and Jyrki invited Bazie, Archzie and Timo in for another drink before going to bed and to discuss the upcoming gig, Jo and Jussi were already at their room and had the do not disturb sign up on their door so they didn't bother to disturb them and invite them for another drink. Dee went into the bathroom to get changed into her pyjama's she didn't mind the others being in the room she would be going on tour with them in a bus for 2 weeks so they would see her anyway. She walked out of the bathroom wearing loose pyjama pants and a tank top, and sat on her side of the bed were Timo had half plunged himself down. 'Timo move a little will you.. your on my side of the bed.' Dee chuckled while he moved a little over so she could sit down. Jyrki , Bazie and Archzie were into conversation in Finnish since that was a lot easier for them to communicate with one another and Timo was keeping Dee busy talking to her about her friends. 'I like your pyjama pants by the way very cool with the skulls and bats on it.. besides I really liked your friends from MCR they are really cool.' Timo said to her and she smiled. 'aww thank you.. oh yeah they are awesome.. you should meet bob their new drummer he is so cute and sweet he rules.' Dee answered him and they both chatted some more until the others finally considered of talking English for Dee. There was a knock on the door and Dee looked at it surprised. 'Who the hell can that be.. don't worry I'll get it.' Dee said to Jyrki already getting up walking towards the door. When she opened the door she couldn't believe her eyes when she saw who was in front of it. 'UH HUH!!! Hello Helsinki Vampires!!' Bam shouted while walking in the room being followed by Ryan Dunn, Raab Himself and Dico. 'Niceee!!' both Bam and Raab said when they walked passed Dee and saw that she was in her pyjama's. 'Ohh for the love of god.. your kidding me right?' Dee said when they had walked in plunged themselves on the bed next to Timo and greeted their friends.                       

Chapter 20  Are you for real?

Everyone stared at Dee and Jyrki for the questions and the answers they heard. 'You will??' Jyrki asked Dee with a huge smile on his face. 'Hmm no I was joking.. of course I will you weird fin!!' Dee said while grinning reaching over to him to kiss him. She then continued eating her pizza not even knowing what Jyrki was doing next to her. It wasn't until Jo gasped and looked at Dee that she dropped her pizza again. 'Jojo?? You okay?' Dee asked her and looked at her with an eyebrow raised. 'Uh.. yeah I'm fine.' Jo said to her while letting her eyes move next to Dee. Dee followed her eyes and had them huge when she saw what Jo was looking at. 'You got me a ring already?! Ohh it's beautiful!!' Dee said to Jyrki when she saw that he had got down on one knee and was holding a little box with a engagement ring in it. He cleared his throat and winked at Dee. 'Now more official then if you don't mind... Daremo Elizabeth Christine Kraven will you marry me?' Jyrki asked her while taking her hand and the ring out of the box sliding it around her finger. 'Of course I will!!' Dee said to him hugging him so they both fell on the ground with Dee on top giggling and kissing him. 'So I guess you guys are engaged now or?' Bazie asked them while they all stared at the floor laughing. Dee sat  up straight still on top of Jyrki and glanced at her ring round her finger. 'yes we are most definitely engaged... ohh it's got a emerald stone on it awww I love it!' Dee said to Bazie and Jyrki when she found the emerald on it. Jyrki still lying on the floor started chuckling and tried to move Dee of him but she wouldn't move. 'It's your favourite stone so I got it for you and by the looks of things I am guessing you like it?' Jyrki said while trying to sit up a little. Dee noticed and moved of him and sat next to him on the floor still looking well more staring at her ring she loved every bit of it. It was a silver ring with a big emerald stone on it surrounded by little black sapphire stones. 'Oh My God !! congratulations then you 2 ohh Dee show me the ring!!' Jo said getting up from her seat sitting next to Dee who showed her the ring. 'Isn't it wonderful!' Dee said all giggly and happy half bouncing on the spot she was sitting. 'Ohh wow it looks amazing I mean wow!' Jo said to her and the girls both stared at the ring. 'I know right? It looks freaking huge like enormous!!' Dee said again and finally got up from the floor to sit back on her chair again. She showed the ring around the table and they all congratulated the 2. 'Ohh!!' Dee suddenly said getting her phone of the table which was charged and everything Jyrki kept it running when she was gone and flipped it open and stared typing like mad on it sending out messages to several people including Nightwish and MCR. 'Oh yeah typical Dee has to tell everyone she is engaged now.' Jo said laughing. Dee then picked up the phone stuck out her tongue at Jo and dialled a number, someone picked up and Dee started chatting excitedly in French. 'Ohh that's William she is talking to.. wonder how he reacts.' Jo said again following half of the conversation , in the meantime Jyrki received several messages that congratulated him including Nightwish , Bam Margera , Ville Valo and several more. 'Holy shit she texted all these people? I didn't know she owned al these numbers.' Jyrki said laughing texting thank you messages back. Dee hanged up the phone happy and dialled the next number which was Frankie's she promised him to tell him everything how it went. 'Who is she calling now?' Jussi asked. 'Ohh probably Frankie or someone else from MCR.. I bet she made them a promise so.' Jo answered once again while continued eating her food. 'Whaaah you would!!! Aww that is so awesome Frankie!! Thank you thank you thank you!!' Dee said happily and not long after she hung up the phone and joined everyone else again in dinner. 'What was that about?' Jo asked her. 'Ohh nothing... Frankie is doing me a huge favour that's all... ohh William is really happy for us.. his exact words were.. I can't wait for Jyr to be my brother in law... so he's cool with it.' Dee said to Jyrki and he wrapped an arm around her kissing her temple. 'Oh yeah before I forget Frankie just reminded me of it so.. I brought you gifts... they are in the bag over there.' Dee said to Jo and the others. Jo went right for it she knew MCR and the gifts the gave her last time, she opened the bag and nearly freaked out  of excitement. 'Oh my god!! Dude seriously??' Jo said to Dee who nodded and sat back lightening a cigarette. 'Yeah they just gave me all of it saying to give it to you and the guys well If the guys liked it.. dude you should see the shirt Gee gave to me it's fucking brilliant!' Dee said now getting up moving towards the bag getting out a purple shirt with a drawing on it of a graveyard and vampires, and another shirt a green one with the bride of Frankenstein on it. 'Ohh yeah Frankie gave me this so fucking awesome Gerard freaking drew them himself I never knew he was a artist I told him about Jyrki of course and he was excited and wanted to see some of his someday.' Dee said to Jo going through the huge bag she dragged with her filled with T-shirts and all other sort of merchandise form MCR. 'This Gerard guy he is a comic book artist to?' Jyrki asked Dee from the other side of the room. 'Yeah here catch!' Dee said to him while throwing over her shirts and some others that she got out of the bag. The guys all looked at the shirts and were impressed by the designs on it. 'wow they look cool can I have some?' Jussi asked Dee and she grinned already handing him some shirts. Not long after everyone wanted to have one and the stuff was handed around the room and before Dee knew the bag was empty except for a few things which were really for girls.

Couple of days later Dee was walking around town with Timo looking for a place to have some coffee. When they walked into a coffeehouse that wasn't so crowded as the last 4 they passed the bumped into Ville and Gas from HIM, the 2 of them gestured over to Dee and Timo to come sit with them so they did and walked over to their table in the back where you could still smoke. 'Hei Timo. Dee darling nice to see you again.. how are you?' Ville asked them when they reached the table and he got up to give Dee a hug and a kiss on the cheek and shook Timo's hand. The 2 sat down and looked through the menu what they wanted to drink. 'Ohh good good.. I texted you right about me and Jyrki getting engaged?' Dee asked Ville and he nodded yes. 'Ohh yeah that's right congratulations with that.. I was really happy and excited for you guys when I got the news.. so did he get you a ring yet?' Ville asked her again and Dee showed him the ring around her finger. 'Ohh looks really nice!' Gas answered her and Dee blushed while the waitress walked over and she and Timo both order their drinks. When the waitress got back and handed Dee her coffee she nearly jumped up out of happiness to finally have coffee after looking around Helsinki for an hour. 'Yay!! Latte!! Woohooo thank god for coffee!! Ohh sorry did I startle you?' Dee asked the waitress when she saw her taking a step back she just smiled politely and walked away. 'Yeah you did it again you scared another one.' Timo said to her grinning. 'Ohh shut it!!' Dee said to him while hitting him on the arm. They spend the entire afternoon in the coffee house talking to Ville and Gas, discussing albums touring and a lot of other things music related. Around 4 Dee got a phone call from Jo. 'Ohh holy crap.. Timo it's already 4 we forgot about Jo and Jussi remember we would meet them at 3.' Dee said laughing while picking up the phone, Timo in the meantime paid for their drinks they had and they all walked out and stopped in front of the coffee house. 'Hold on Jo have to say bye to Ville and Gas.' Dee said to Jo on the phone. 'What the hell? Your with Ville and Gas!! Dude I'm jealous is that why you forgot about us?' Jo joked and Dee laughed holding the phone away from her ear to say bye to Ville and Gas by giving them a hug and a kiss on the cheek. 'Bye guys see you later!!.. ohh Jo shut it. No that wasn't the reason it was one of them.. besides I needed my coffee shot as you know so where are you 2 now?' Dee said to Jo and heard her laugh. 'Downtown Helsinki where the comic artist hang or something like that the name of the place I can't freaking pronounce!!' Jo said to Dee and they both laughed. 'Hmm TT and I will find it see you In a few I guess then since I have no idea where we are now in Helsinki so.' Dee answered her and the girls hung up the phone. On their way back to Timo's car Dee told him where to go. 'Ohh great those are like a few streets where they can be since Jyrki has a few places he hangs out with Jussi.. was Jyrki with them?' Timo asked her and looked at his watch It was already passed 4:30 so he had to be with them now he would be done with the interviews and all he had to give all day. 'I have no idea to be honest I didn't ask we'll see. Now let's go before Jo gets even more impatient than she already is.' Dee chuckled and putted her seatbelt on and Timo started the car and they were on their way. 30 minutes later they were driving through the streets where Jo and the guys were suppose to be, they looked into every place Timo knew they could be but didn't see them since the windows were to dark. 'Ohh this is annoying I'll call Jo again to ask her to stand outside the damn place.' Dee said to Timo and he laughed. 'Hello' Jo answered the phone. 'dude get the hell outside of where ever you guys are! Please!' Dee said to her and she laughed and walked outside. 5 minutes later they spotted her and parked the car. 'Finally!! I thought you guys were never going to make it here!' Jo yelled at them since they where across the street. 'Oh don't get me started we drove by this place 4 times but we couldn't see a thing through those damn windows.' Dee said to her when they stood next to her and they all got inside, there were a lot of gothic like looking people in there all looking at Dee and Timo, they moved to the back of the place where everyone else was already waiting including Jyrki. 'Ohh Jyrki didn't know you where here to.. hi love.' Dee said to him while taking of her coat and sitting on a chair opposite from him on the other side of the table he just frowned at her. ' Why are you sitting over there?' he asked her now grinning. 'because there is no room on your side so. 'Dee said chuckling and saw him push the guy next to him away from him, he gestured over to Dee to sit next to him while talking to the guy in Finnish explaining that Dee was his fiancé and that he wanted her to sit next to him. The guy smiled and got up moving to another seat. 'Seriously.. you just asked him to move?' Dee said to him rolling her eyes while sitting next to him. 'Off course I explained who you were and he moved not having a problem with it.' He grinned while giving her a couple of kisses not letting her answer him immediately. 'great.. Jo we really have to learn Finnish just for the sake of this weird one here.' Dee said sarcastic pointing her thumb to Jyrki who sat there smirking his head of. 'Ohh yeah Jussi does the same you know.. we are both like yeah dude whatever we just sit over here or whatever and they go pushing people away so we can sit next to them... fins are weird.' Jo answered and Dee laughed. 'Could be.. or we are just to much American!.' Dee joked and the girls both burst out into laughter. They guys in the meantime had shook their heads once or twice and the 2 of them and continued drinking and talking to some of their friends in there while the girls chatted about America and Dee living with William again. 'Sooo.. did you have any thoughts on the wedding yet?' Jo asked Dee all of a sudden in the middle of the conversation. 'Pff dude I have like no idea.. since I don't know when he wants to get married or anything like it... so nope not really having my mind flowing in it so.. why?' Dee asked Jo which caught her of guard. 'Ohh no reason I was just wondering you know.' Jo said while sipping her drink. 'Jo you know me... I am not the kind of girl that goes and plans her wedding you know those things really don't interest me it's more your thing I mean how long have you been planning your wedding?? For like forever when you were still a little kid so.. I don't really care much about it.' Dee said to Jo who had turned a little red, it was true though, Jo had been planning her wedding ever since she was a little girl knowing exactly what kind of dress she wanted and what kind of flowers and the colours and everything she told Dee a couple of times about it, Dee just never cared she never thought she would get married though and she once told Jo that when the times was there for her Jo could plan it all for her since she liked that stuff. 'No like I said I was just wondering and all.. I mean you must have an idea of what you want right?' Jo asked Dee again who had burst out into laughter. 'Jo seriously if I had to plan my own wedding it wouldn't be a wedding but more like a horror fest you know.. and I once told you before my dear that you would be my wedding planner so consider yourself hired as our wedding planner so stop worrying about it since you got the job.' Dee said to her while smiling. Jo got up from her seat and bend down next to Dee to hug her. 'Ohh thank you thank you thank you!! It will be a honour for me to plan your wedding!!' Jo said all happy making Jyrki and Jussi turn their heads towards them and Dee just waved them of rolling her eyes while smiling. ' Okay.. okay. Jo you have to let go now I still have to be breathing for you to plan a wedding!!' Dee said sarcastic while chuckling, Jo released her and apologised. 'Sorry don't want to bride to be to be dead you know but seriously haven't you thought of anything yet?' Jo asked again and Dee rolled her eyes and tapped Jyrki on the shoulder, he turned around and looked at her. 'yes?? Love.' He asked her, Dee just grinned at him and excused him from the conversation he was in and pulled his full attention on her. 'Okay Jo over here wants to know stuff about our wedding like.. the colours and my dress and all sorts of stuff like that so yeah can you help her out?' Dee asked him and Jyrki didn't believe his ears. 'Uhm.. can't you I mean isn't that a girls thing?' Jyrki asked her and she chuckled and Jo started explaining to Jyrki why Dee couldn't, after 10 minutes of explaining Jyrki got the full idea why Dee couldn't. 'Ohh really?? That's funny I mean I am used to women always planning their weddings fully in their head so.. but uh. Well what do you want to know?' Jyrki asked Jo who shot into full question mode the second after he agreed of helping her. Dee just listened and agreed on some things if Jyrki asked her if she would like that to. 'So when do you guys want to get married?' Jo asked Jyrki while she already wrote down the things they just discussed in her day planner to remember them for later. 'Oh.. uhm.. I don't know really when do you want to get married?' Jyrki asked Dee who looked at him with unbelievable big eyes having no idea herself. 'Ohh god I don't know.. next year?? I mean it's nearing Christmas and new years now so I think it's better somewhere next year...uhm.' Dee said to him and he smiled. 'Next year it is.. let's see what month. Hmm..what do you say about May?' he asked her and Dee shook her head into no. Jo knew why Dee's parents had died in May. 'Okay what month do you want then?' Jyrki asked her again realising what was wrong with May again. 'June 5^th.' She said to them both and Jo's eyes shot up. 'Are you sure you want that date Dee?' Jo asked her and Jyrki could hear the change in her voice that something was up with that date. 'Yes absolutely.. is that okay with you babe?' Dee asked Jyrki and he looked at her again now trying to read her eyes but there was nothing in them he could detect. 'Oh yes fine by me but why June 5^th  rakkauteni?' He asked her after he confirmed the date was okay. Jo looked around the table at Dee and Jyrki waiting for her to say it. 'It's my mothers birthday.' Dee simply said and they continued discussing the wedding.

Back home Jo had gotten behind her laptop to start planning the wedding already, Jussi plunged himself down on the couch and grabbed the remote for the television and started flipping through channels. Jo in the meantime had moved form the table next Jussi with the laptop in her hands and put it down on the coffee table and walked towards the kitchen to get herself something to drink, Jussi glanced down to the laptop and read the heading of the file that stood open. 'uhm.. babe?? Why are you planning a wedding?' Jussi yelled over to the kitchen and Jo walked out of it again holding a glass of water. 'Ohh Dee asked me to plan her wedding she hates doing it herself so.' Jo answered him and sat down next to him putting the glass down and grabbing the laptop setting in on her lap. 'Ohh okay.. when is the wedding?' Jussi asked her and wrapped a arm around her watching her type the things she already discussed with Dee and Jyrki. 'Hmm.. June 5^th special day for Dee so.' Jo said being in thought and typing like mad. Jussi just sat next to her for a while with his arm wrapped around her watching one of his shows on television. 'Do you want to get married eventually?' he suddenly asked Jo making her stop typing immediately and look at him next to her still looking at the TV. 'Excuse me?' Jo answered and asked him and the same time. 'If you want to get married some day I mean I do.. but not yet you know want to wait a couple of years.' Jussi said to her and Jo smiled. 'Ohh yeah eventually when I am older I would love to get married and have kids and so.' Jo answered him and he smiled putting down the remote and turned his attention to her again. 'Kids?? I would love to have kids with you.' He said smiling at her to make her giggle and close her laptop setting it away on the side table. 'Aww I love you my weir fin!' Jo said to him and kissed him and he pulled her in his arms kissing her back. In the meantime Dee had taken a shower and was now sitting on the sofa next to Jyrki drinking coffee while watching TV. He was twisting his fingers in her still wet hair in the back of her neck while she was leaning her head on his shoulder. 'Love?' Jyrki whispered to her. 'Hmm? Yes..' Dee answered him and sat up straight to look at him he had his hand still on the back of her neck twisting her hair between his fingers. 'Are you sure you want to get married.. I mean since well you never really cared about it as I heard from Jo this night.' He said to her looking down. Dee smiled and lifted his chin up with her hand so that she could look at him, she moved her legs over his so that she sat on his lap facing him and took his face between her hands and softly chuckled. 'Off course I want to get married it's not that I never wanted it to.. it's just I don't like all the planning around it.. I like it simple it doesn't have to be a big thing to me.. as long as your there everything is fine with me.' Dee smiled and looked him deep into his eyes and kissed his forehead. He grinned at this answer since he loved every bit about it, he looked at her and let his right hand slip behind her neck again and pulled her face closer to his so that he could kiss her. 'So.. you really want to be my wife?' he asked her again and she chuckled nodding yes. 'Hmm okay.. but what about your dress?? I mean I can't pick out your dress as well.' He said to her and she started laughing. 'Off course not.. that's bad luck remember? Just tell me what you will be wearing in colours and I will adjust my dress to it... I mean it's months away we still have time.' Dee said to him and he smiled. 'Black and Red.' He said immediately and grinned. 'Red?? Off course what else can you expect from a vampire.. okay love red it is.' She said to him and kissed him, he got up from the sofa having her wrap her legs around his hips and walked over to the bedroom still having his lips locked on hers and moved over to the bed, putting her down first and then himself on top of her still kissing which turned into heavy and passionate the moment he put her down on the bed. He moved from her lips to her neck and collarbone while taking of her robe, she already started unbuttoning his shirt taking it of and moving her hands into his hair when he had moved up to her lips again to kiss her. She switched position by rolling on top of him and started unbuckling his pants, once every piece of clothing was off he rolled back on top of her and pulled the covers over them, kissing her stomach moving his way up to her breasts and from her collarbone back to her jaw line and her lips while slowly going in to her making her gasp and moan by the movement. He was very tender and moved on a slow rhythm kissing her neck while she dug her nails into his back. When he had picked up the pace and the heavy breathing had turned into heavy moaning she had dug her nails fiercely into his back while arching her own working her way to the climax.

Chapter 19   it's not a crime to have some fun.

'No, I'm not coming home yet... I don't even know I am coming back to Finland.' Dee said to Jyrki after being a hour on the phone with him. 'Why not?? I mean don't you want to come back then?? What are you saying..' Jyrki started but Dee stopped him telling him she needed a while to get her thoughts straight and that she needed some distractions. 'What do you mean?? Are you going with Tuomas?' Jyrki started again and Dee sighed while rolling her eyes getting frustrated, everyone else in the room noticed and Donny already got up moving towards her. 'No you damn idiot!! I am not I am travelling with Donny to New York a few days for some gigs he asked me to go with him!! So stop thinking I am together with Tuomas since I am freaking not okay!!' Dee yelled at the phone. Then the yelling and the cursing started on both ends of the phone partially in Finnish and English to one another. Dee then started crying but furiously so Donny stepped in and grabbed the phone. 'Jyrki!! Chill out man.. no she is not coming back on the phone.. yeah you heard me she will call you again when she is ready.. dude don't start towards me now. Goodbye!' Donny said while hanging up the phone handing it back to Tuomas. 'are you okay?' Tuomas asked Dee who was out of it still crying lighting up a cigarette. 'No!! the idiot kept accusing me of the fact that I probably don't want to see him because he thinks we are together which is not the case but he won't listen!!' Dee said now getting up to get herself something to drink. 'fucking idiot!' she mumbled to herself while getting the wine she bought earlier on the day. 'Soo... are you going back to Finland or not?' Emppu asked her caution in his tone. Dee walked back into the room already having her glass half empty while carrying the bottle with her. 'Hmm don't know we'll see after New York.. I keep my mind blank until then... who wants a glass?' Dee said holding up the bottle while sitting down. The night ended very late around 4 in the morning Nightwish left and went over to their hotel to rest before travelling further on their tour. Dee was saying goodnight to Tuomas and almost lost her control once again. 'So are you sure your okay?' he asked her standing at her door while she was leaning against the wall next to it half wobbly on her feet of the wine she drank. 'yup I'm okay... you know.. I am totally single at the moment now and it freaks me out a little.' She answered him and he had to swallow since this is actually one of the things he hoped for but it didn't feel good to him now. 'remember what we said to one another the first time we met?' Dee asked him obviously being drunk and having no idea what she was doing, she took a step closer to him almost close enough to touch her head against his chin. 'Yes, I remember.' Tuomas stumbled out the words since he was getting more nervous by the second of her moving closer and closer to him even if he took steps back from her. Dee noticed and stood up on her toes kissing him hard, since this is what he wanted even if he didn't he kissed her back pushing her against him wrapping his hands around the back of her neck and back. They moved from the door back inside Dee kicking the door closed and moved towards her bedroom still having her lips locked on his. They managed to open her bedroom door and closed it again moving towards the bed and dropped themselves down on it still kissing each other hard and passionately.  The clothes were coming of and Tuomas suddenly stopped when her shirt was tossed to the other side of the room and let go of her. 'What!?' Dee asked and demanded at the same time looking at him leaning on top of her. 'I can't do this.. as much as I really want it. I really can't I feel like I am taking advantage of you now.' Tuomas said to her and Dee chuckled. 'Your not my sweet.. I want this.. I really do.' Dee answered him and started kissing him again but he pushed himself away from her again. 'Your drunk.. I am not taking advantage of you when you are in this state.. besides think of Jyrki.. do you really want to do this to him?' Tuomas asked her and Dee let her hands drop of his back and looked at him stunned not believing he was turning her down now, but understood after a couple of minutes what he meant and that this was wrong. 'damn you fins! Alright alright I get it.. I can't do this I am sorry.' Dee said pushing him entirely of her and got up from the bed grabbing her clothes and tossed them on the chair next to her closet while opening her closet getting herself a top and shorts out to wear to sleep. 'So I'll go then now okay.. have fun tomorrow going to New York and please let me hear something if your going back to Finland or are in Finland okay?' Tuomas asked her already picking up his clothes and headed to the bedroom door. Dee stopped by throwing shorts over to him and then walked over to him and took his clothes from his hands and dropped them on the same chair as hers. 'No your not going.. your staying I need some sanity in this room.' She said to him and walked towards the bathroom. When she got back he was still standing on the same spot waiting for her but had already put the shorts on. 'Coming?' Dee asked him and walked towards her bed and got in opening the covers for him. 'excuse me? You want me to sleep in the same bed as you?' he asked her and Deer rolled her eyes and got up from the bed again. Grabbed him by the hand and pulled him towards the bed. 'In!' she pointed and chuckled he obeyed and got in the bed laughing himself a bit. 'Good now.. goodnight and see you in the morning my sweet.' She said to him and got in the bed herself and threw the covers over them. He moved a little over to her to whisper goodnight to her, she smiled and took his arm and pulled it over her stomach so that he was closer to her and fell asleep.

Back in Finland everyone got a lecture from Jyrki about Dee's behaviour. Including Jo who sat there grinning after a while and rolled her eyes at him and just turned back to her phone instead. 'What?? What are you grinning about this isn't funny you know!!' Jyrki yelled and Jo burst out into laughter while shaking her head at him. 'Don't you get it?? She is coming back you idiot.. she just needs time and I know Dee.... She is just the punk that goes against everything that is against her now.. she will be back mark my words she cares to much about you.. did she say she was going over to New York?' Jo asked him while checking her phone again. 'Yes she is at least that's what she said.. how do you mean punk?' Jyrki asked her now calming down. 'Ohh lets say Dee is just a little bit out of control sometimes while not giving a shit about everything else... remember she is punk rock to the bone she loves going against rules and everything when she is in a situation like this remember what she did with Jay? She just left for another country and well the rest you know.' Jo said to him now knowing where Dee was going to. 'Aha!! Now I get it!! Damn not fair!' Jo said chuckling. 'What's not fair?' Jussi asked her giving her a kiss on the cheek, Jo smiled at him and showed him her phone. 'That little nidiot is going over to See My Chemical Romance in New York and New Jersey! Damn wish I could go but hey one of her fave bands so. We met them once I believe 2 years ago when they weren't that big yet.' Jo answered Jussi being half in her own thoughts thinking back to that ridiculously weird evening. 'Ohh I didn't know she loved that band.. they are good in way they have a lot of misfits influences and so.' Jussi answered her and Jo almost fell of her chair from laughter. 'Dude seriously?? Did you never watched her clothes and bags and all?? She has a lot of MCR shit it's almost insane.' Jo  chuckled and gave him a kiss still chuckling. 'So as you know her the best.. what shall I do now? I mean stay here and wait for her or go to New York and get her back?' Jyrki asked Jo. 'Hmm if I know Dee and the rebel she is being now... I would say wait for her.. if you interrupt her now she will go even madder that she already is.' Jo answered him and he sighed. 'Okay.. I will do that then just wished she had her phone with her you know... must be my age but I am worried! It's insane!.' Jyrki said and threw his drink back.

Dee had woken up and found Tuomas still asleep next to her she looked at the clock that said 1 and got up, she shook Tuomas and he woke up. 'Tuomas.. you have to get up your leaving in 2 hours to the next city and I am leaving In a few hours myself to New York with Donny and his mates so get up!!' Dee laughed when he pulled the covers over his head again not wanting to get up. 'Duuuudeee!!! Get up!! I'm serious stop being a kid your 28 for gods sake!' Dee said now trying to pull the covers of him and he let go of them and grabbed her around the waist pulling her in the bed again. He locked his arms around her and kissed her cheek. 'Almost 28 honey not quit yet you know.. besides I don't need that much time to get ready and back to the hotel.' He said to her and Dee started laughing trying to get lose from his grip, which finally worked out after 10 minutes of half wrestling him she stood next to the bed again giggling. 'I love you I do but god.. you have to let me win sometime.. you Fins are mean!' Dee said walking towards her closet to get her suitcase out and going through her clothing racks dropping clothes in there she wanted to take with her to New York. 'You want me to help you with that?' he asked her while moving over to her suitcase already grabbing some clothes folding them more properly and putting them in the suitcase. 'I want you to get yourself ready.. so go take a shower and whatever.. William will lend you some clothes.. dude that's my underwear your holding!' Dee laughed and snatched it out of his hands. 'I know.. looks nice as I say so.' He winked and got up and walked out the room towards William's. Dee got done after a half an hour packing her suitcase which contained more than she actually needed and she packed a second one which was fully unnecessary but as she didn't know she was going back to Finland she just packed it. She put them both outside near the front door and walked back to her room to get her own clothes and go for a shower. Tuomas then walked back into her room fully dressed and his hair still wet from the shower. 'All done!! Happy now?' He said to her and she smiled. 'Yes perfect.. now if you don't mind I have to get myself ready just got 2 hours left before Donny's here so.' She answered him and walked past him into the living room and when she passed her brother he gave her a look. 'Dude I didn't okay.. I was to drunk.. you know me!' Dee yelled at him when she closed the bathroom door, he just chuckled and continued watching television now joined by Tuomas. 'So did you guys have?' William asked him and Tuomas turned half red. 'Ohh god .. uhh no we didn't we both wanted to but both stopped after we realised we really didn't want to and besides I wouldn't take advantage of her when she is in the state she was last night.' Tuomas said to William and he grinned. 'I know you wouldn't.. so I guess you 2 are friends now and nothing more?' William asked him again and Tuomas smiled and nodded yes. Dee got done showering and had something to eat. After eating some breakfast which you could better call lunch by the time of it she had to say bye again to Tuomas and was now standing outside the door with him giving him a hug. 'Thank you for not taking advantage of me and thank you for talking everything through and for staying last night.. means a lot to me.' Dee said to him and he smiled looking at her while stroking some strands of hair out of her face. 'Your welcome.. and yes I would never do that.. so.. uh.. I think its better if we stay friends.. you know.. you belong to him.' Tuomas said to her and she smiled. 'The best of friends!' she answered him and stood on her toes again to give him a last kiss on the lips. 'Best of friends indeed.. Bye charming lady and promise me you give him another chance.' He said to her while already walking down the hall towards the elevator.  'I promise.. and you keep in your head that you to are my Rakkauteni!! Love you my sweet!' She said to him before waving and getting back into the apartment. He smiled and the elevator closed and he was back on his way to his band to tell them everything that happened and continue their tour. Dee was picked up by Donny and 2 of his friends and said goodbye to her brother and they took of towards the airport to get the next flight to New York.

'New York Fucking City!!' Dee yelled when they got into the hotel room they had. The 4 of them were in there but Dee didn't care she had to share the room with 3 other guys since they were all like brothers to her. 'Great isn't it?? I am so glad we are back here. Remember the last time?? With Jo.' Donny asked her and Dee laughed falling back on her bed still overly excited. 'Dude of course it was awesome. I bet she already figured out why we are here now I bet Jyrki told her everything I yelled at him.' Dee said laughing now thinking back to the argument she had with Jyrki and that it was completely stupid and pointless and that they both overreacted. 'Yeah.. also a MCR gig then but back when they weren't famous yet.. I wonder if they still know us.' Donny said teasingly which was unnecessary since he kept in touch with Mikey ever since and they had become good friends. 'Dude now your just being a idiot they do know you.. you have been here a couple times afterwards  me I have no idea if they still know me although they did take picture's of us back then... I know it's going to be awesome!' Dee said still over excited. 'Ohh yeah it will I remember you being a complete badass with Frank... you guys were nuts with the.. what was it cupcake fight?' Donny said to her and Dee had burst out in laughter again remembering it all to well that she and Frankie had ambushed Ray and Gerard with cupcakes. They slept for the rest of the day since they hadn't on the flight and the gig wasn't until 8 tonight. What Dee didn't know that Donny arranged a little get together with MCR before the gig and that they had backstage passes. When they all woke up again at 5 in the afternoon they all started to get ready. It wasn't until 6:30 that Donny revealed the backstage passes to Dee and had her completely screaming and jumping up in down in front of him. 'Ohh my fucking god!! You didn't.. aww Donny this is awesome thank you!!!' she said to him giving him a kiss on his cheek while hugging him. They moved down from their hotel towards the venue which wasn't far from the hotel just 3 blocks they had to walk. In front of the venue was madness kids screaming their lungs out to see MCR and all wearing MCR gear some bought and other handmade. Dee shot pictures of a lot of them and with some together since she loved the way they looked. Donny showed security their passes and he let them in and guided them towards the dressing room. 'Dude.. I am nervous and I have no idea why I hope they don't think I am a alien.' Dee joked towards Donny and he laughed while knocking on the door waiting for someone to open it. The door opened and Mikey stood on the other side and greeted Donny with a hug. 'Hey dude!! You guys made it so good to see you how are you?' Mikey asked Donny and gestured everyone to get in Dee just followed and so did Zack and Chris, Donny's friends. Dee stood in the room looking around it seeing Frank, Gerard , Ray and their new drummer Bob. 'Hey guys .. yeah I'm good so good to be back here.. been a while you know.' Donny said to Mikey and he smiled and offered them to sit down. 'Holy shit!! Are you Dee??' Gerard then asked Dee when she sat down and had putted her hair a little more out of her face. 'Yup.. the one and only.. funny that you still now me.' Dee said laughing while putting her bag down. 'Off course we know you!! Get up!!' Gerard said to her and Dee got up and he hugged her not long after everyone did and Frankie nearly jumped her to the ground. 'Yeah!! Cupcake buddy!! Good to see you we missed you!! We always thought you would come see us together with Donny but the last time he was here he told us you were in Finland and was dating a dude there.' Frankie said to her now sitting down next to her. 'Yup.. I am dating Jyrki from the 69 eyes don't know if you guys ever heard of them.. and well we are going through a rough patch now.. and well I am not sure yet if I am going back to Finland of not.' Dee said to Frankie and he smiled. 'You will... of what Donny had told us about you.. I think you will.' Frankie said to her and she smiled and he hugged her. The show started and was beyond awesome the 4 of them went completely insane since they stood front line right in front of the guys banging their heads and Donny , Chris and Zack getting involved into mosh pits. Dee just laughing her head of at them and was constantly rocking out with Gerard and Frankie whenever their attention was on her or near her. 'Up you go shorty!!' Donny had said in the middle of the gig lifting Dee up and letting her crowd surf. The show ended and they got backstage again into the dressing room. 'Great show guys!!' Dee said to them once in the room. They got themselves ready and went out to party and eat after. Once back at the hotel they got their bags since the band offered them a ride to New Jersey and a place to crash. So they checked out of the hotel again and hopped into the tour bus waiting out side of the hotel and partied on in the bus on their way to New Jersey.

Jo had woken up from a text Dee had send over to her with Donny's phone. 'Hey Jo.. I guess you know I am in Jersey right now partying my head of.. Jersey dude!!! Anyhow I wanted to let you know I am okay and stuff and are laughing my ass of with Frankie and the new drummer Bob he is awesome.. well honey later!! P.S I have no idea if I am coming back yet still thinking about it so. Xoxo Dee.' Jo read the text and half flipped. 'Holy fucking damn shit!' she said out loud and woke up Jussi. 'Babe.. are you alright? Go back to sleep it's 4 in the morning.' He said to her still half asleep wrapping a arm around her. 'Jussi.. De just texted me! She doesn't know if she wants to come back.' She said to him and his eyes shot wide open and he read the message. 'Do you think we have to show it to Jyrki? I mean I bet he wants to know you know.' Jussi said now yawning again putting his head back on one of the pillows. 'Goddamn it! That's what I think about it.. yeah I guess we have to let him know and all.. fuck!!' Jo said again while putting down her phone and giving in to Jussi's  attempts to get her back to sleep again. Back in New Jersey the 2^nd gig was over and Dee was now at the airport with everyone saying goodbye to everyone after a good talk with Donny and MCR she decided to go back to Finland to Jyrki she just loved him to damn much. 'Thanks again you guys I loved these 2 days they were awesome and I am so sorry for dragging you guys all to the airport at 3 in the morning.. but as we checked it was the first flight over there so.. aww I will miss you my cupcake buddy!' Dee said to Frankie while giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek she always liked Frankie the most of the band even though they all shared the same insanity. 'Aww miss you to babe!! Go get your guy and be sure to introduce us to him in the future and you have to come see us more often! Give Jo her gifts okay!' Frankie said to her and she chuckled. They made one last picture with all of them together on it all making a weird or funny face and Dee walked towards the gate of her flight waving goodbye to them all and yelling towards Donny to let William know she went back but would be back again soon. In the evening everyone got back together in the recording studio to jam and Jo joined them. 'Uhh Jyrki I have to show you something.. it's from Dee she texted it to me.' Jo said to him and showed him the text. Jyrki read it and had to sit down since he couldn't believe his eyes reading the message. 'Do you think she isn't coming back anymore?' he asked Jo all of a sudden really calm. 'I don't know.. I can't really tell what she is thinking now.' Jo answered him and he sighed again and got up to jam again. Few hours later they got hungry and Jo offered to get them something to eat and was joined by Bazie. They walked around the corner to the take-off there and walked in. they had to wait for 30 minutes until the food was ready and sat themselves at the window seats to look at the people outside the street. The bell ranged and their number was called and they got the food and walked out again. 'So do you think she won't come back?? I sorry I overheard you and Jyrki.' Bazie said to Jo and Jo smiled a kind smile. 'Hmm I don't know.. we have to wait and see you know.. I just hope she comes back.' Jo answered him and looked into the bags to check if they had everything. They could hear heels clicking behind them and were closing in on them but they didn't pay attention to it, it wasn't until a woman's voice asked them what they were going to eat that they turned around to see who it was. 'So.. what are you having to eat.. smells wonderful if I say so myself.' Dee said to Jo and Bazie while walking behind them. They turned around on the spot and both their mouths dropped and Jo almost dropped the bags, seeing Dee standing their long black coat on while wearing a black blouse with vampire collar hot pants tights and her knee boots. 'Holy shit!! Dee your back!! What the hell you scared me there I thought you weren't coming back!!' Jo said out loud now putting the bags on the ground to go over to her friend that stood opposite from her smiling and give her a hug. 'Thank Frankie.. he was the one convincing me to come back and besides I missed you guys... hey B!' Dee said while letting go of Jo to give Bazie a hug. 'Aww nice t have you back since you have to fix our head vampire.. since he is losing his head.' Bazie said to her and Dee grinned. 'I know.. that's why I am here.. so you guys need help with that.. ohh smells good is that pizza??' Dee asked and grinned taking over the pizza boxes Bazie was holding and walked with them over to the studio. Bazie took the boxes over again knowing would need her hands and arms to be free. He walked in first followed by Jo and some seconds later By Dee. Jyrki and Jussi were still jamming together with Archzie and Timo when they walked in first not even noticing Dee partially because she walked in later after Jo. 'Guys you never guess what we found.'  Bazie said and Jo smiled looking at Jussi. 'What did you find? A bag of money?' Timo said jokingly opening one of the pizza boxes everyone was already half into the food since they were all hungry. 'Well I think I am a little better than a bag of money to be honest.' Dee said to Timo and everyone looked up not believing their ears except for Jo and Bazie. Dee still stood at the door not able to move and if she had to move she would be out the door again. Jyrki got up from his seat immediately and walked over to her stopping a few steps away from her. 'Dee.. you came back.. I thought you wouldn't come back.' Jyrki said to her and Dee looked up to him and smiled a little. 'if you don't mind and I really hope you don't I prefer you calling me rakkauteni.. and maybe consider of well giving me another chance... I really hope you can forgive me I am so sorry of what I have done to you.' Dee said to him and let her eyes wander back to the floor while nervously fumbling with her hands behind her back waiting for his response. Everyone else in the room was completely silent looking at the scene between them. Jyrki didn't think twice and moved over to her and wrapped his arms around her almost crushing her against his chest. 'I forgive you for everything!! I don't ever want to lose you again rakkauteni never! I love you!' he said to her and Dee snapped out of it throwing her arms around him hugging him back tightly, he loosened his grip a little on her and slipped his right hand under her chin to lift her face up so that he could look into her eyes. 'I love you..' he said to her and Dee smiled back to him. 'I love you to more than anything in this world.' She said to him and he kissed her. 'promise me to never leave like that again!! You nearly given me a heart attack!' he said to her while handing her phone back when they had sat back down with the other to eat, Dee was getting hugged by everyone but mostly by Jussi and Timo since they where extremely happy she was back. 'Guys I need to breath!!.. Guys please!!' Dee laughed while half suffocating. 'Sorry Dee.. we missed you! Good to have you back!' Timo said to her and they all laughed since Dee got up and sat next to Archzie who grinned. 'The only safe place around here is next to Archzie since he isn't the one trying to kill me with hugs!' Dee said to them half hiding behind Archzie. 'Are you sure about that?? I mean if you want me to I can hug you to death to.. there is only one of us who can kill you now by hugging and that is Jyrki.' Archzie said laughing pointing over to Jyrki who wasn't able to keep his eyes of Dee thinking to himself he could lose her again. 'Hmm your probably right there.' Dee said getting up again sitting back next to Jyrki who was looking at her again with that same look of not wanting to let her go. 'Rakkauteni?' he sad to her. 'Yes? What's up?' Dee said to him looking at him while taking a bit from her pizza slice. 'Will you marry me?' he asked her and Dee half chocked in her pizza so did everyone else. 'Your asking me to??' Dee said t him with huge eyes and he smiled. 'Yes I am asking you to marry me.' He said still looking at her. Dee looked back at him for a long while asking herself a lot of questions in her head such as , am I ready to get married? Do I want to get married to Jyrki? Do I love him enough for it?. After a very long pause of silence Dee had reconsidered all the thoughts In her head and had only one answer ready. 'Yes I will marry you.' She answered him.              

Chapter 18  Then you lose complete control.

'hmm I thought so.' Dee said to Jo after a moment of silence. 'Well better go tell him then.' Dee said again while getting up half balancing on her feet throwing her drink back. Jo and Jussi then snapped out of it. 'Hold on.. your not telling him now are you? He is in conversation with Tuomas now... you can't tell him Dee!' Jussi said to her grabbing her by the shoulders to hold her back. 'let go!! Jussi stop it!! I am going to tell him and there is nothing that you can do to stop me!! Now let me the fuck go!!' Dee said pulling herself lose from him. 'Jo stop her!!' Jussi said to Jo who was still half shocked looking at Dee and then snapped completely out of it but was to late, Dee had already reached the table where Tuomas , Jyrki and HIM were sitting and pulled a chair with her and placed it in front of Tuomas and Jyrki sitting on it, putting her empty glass on the table. 'Love? Are you alright?' Jyrki asked her and Dee nodded yes and smiled. 'Yes. Well.. no actually.. I am not sure.. but I have to tell you something.. it has been bugging me for several weeks now and I just have to get it out of my system.. do with it whatever you like.. but know this that I love you more than anything in the world!! Anything!! Alright.' Dee said to Jyrki and he nodded yes being beyond prepared of what was coming to him. Tuomas in the mean time was looking at Dee with huge eyes knowing what she was going to say.  'well here it goes... and believe me I will completely understand if you don't want anything to do with me anymore after hearing this so...' Dee said to him and saw his eyes grew. 'okay I'll keep it short... I kissed Tuomas and told him I loved him.. which I do I seriously do.. but he doesn't mean as much to me as you do. I am so sorry.' Dee said to him and everyone's mouth dropped including Jo and Jussi's who had came to sit by the table. Jyrki looked at her with ice cold eyes and then at Tuomas who had frozen to the spot, he then addressed Dee again. 'When?' he asked without any emotion in his voice he was just cold. 'the day Tarja came to us and tonight.' Dee said feeling the tears come to her eyes and her heart breaking, she kept looking at the floor and didn't dare to look up. 'You did what!!' Jyrki suddenly shouted towards her and Tuomas and she looked up in shock to find him standing on his feet. 'No I swear to god Jyrki.. I don't want to come in between you 2 I'm serious!!' Tuomas started and Jyrki started shouting in Finnish to him cursing him and yelling, Tuomas defended himself as far as he could by trying to reason with him. They than heard a door slam and all looked at it, when they looked back to the rest of them they all noticed Dee was gone. 'Holy shit!!! We have to get her!!' Jo shouted jumping to her feet running towards the door swinging it open running out on the street turning her head from left to right. Everyone followed her out and with everyone it really was everyone HIM , Nightwish and the 69 eyes were out on the street seconds after Jo looking everywhere. 'where can she be?' Jyrki asked Jo worried knowing he drove her away from her and all he wanted was to have her close to him. 'excuse me?' Jo answered him looking at him dumbfounded not believing her ears. 'what?? You think I would let her go so easily?? I love her Jo I forgive her!! She means the world to me. I don't care she kissed him... I love her!!' Jyrki said furiously now shouting Dee's name everywhere while dialling her number. 'so you forgive her? What about him?' Jo asked Jyrki seeing his hand shaking while looking at his phone since Dee just didn't answer. 'We'll see Tuomas and I have a lot of talking to do but right now all that matters to me is to find her!' he answered Jo and walked towards his car.

In the meantime they were looking for her Dee already got to the apartment of Jyrki and was now pulling all her clothes out of the closet into her suitcases, she cried her heart out during the thing and searched through the rooms for her stuff getting everything she had with her and threw it in her suitcases. She then found her passport and took a piece of paper and wrote a note to Jyrki that said. 'I'm sorry I did this to you even when you cared so much about me I am deeply truly sorry, for this I have to leave you since I cant stand the thought of causing you more pain than I already have.  I love you. 'forever yours' Daremo. She placed the note on the kitchen table together with her phone. She grabbed her suitcases and put them on the hall before dropping the key into his letter box and walked out towards the cab waiting for her to bring her to the airport. The cab took of and almost speeded towards the airport Dee had no idea if there was a flight going to L.A. and when but she took her chances for it. Jyrki pulled up in front of the apartment and rushed inside together with Ville , Jo and Jussi they searched around the apartment until suddenly Jo froze at the kitchen table spotting the note under Dee's phone. 'Jyrki!! In here she left you a note!!' Jo shouted and took the piece of paper from under the phone and read it swiftly having her mind running on full speed. Jyrki walked in the kitchen and Jo handed him the note and he read it, when he was done he looked at the phone and then at Jo. 'She left me? Why on earth would she do that!! We have to find her I am serious!! She can't leave me.. she can't!!' Jyrki raised his voice louder and louder grabbing the phone of the table looking through it if he could find any clue's of where she could be. 'don't worry we will find her.. I promise we will.' Ville said to him patting him on the shoulder, Jyrki then looked up and smiled he was crying for the first time ever he was crying over a girl he loved more than anything on the world. Dee had found a flight over to L.A. and was now boarding the plane, several minutes later it took of and she was on her way home. She slept for most of the flight while sobbing into the hoodie Jyrki had given her with her name on it. Several hours later the plane landed and Dee was now walking over to the luggage boards. She got her luggage and walked out towards the cab area and stopped a cab stuffed her suitcases in the trunk and told the cabdriver where to go to.

3 days later and Jyrki or anyone else still had no idea where she was since she deleted all the numbers of her brother and friends in L.A. and Jo didn't own all of them but managed to call William and Donny asking them if they had seen Dee, they all said they hadn't which wasn't entirely true most of the calls they received Dee sat right next to them telling them to not say in anyway that she was in L.A. or anywhere near. 'that's it!! I'm going over there to see if she is not there!!' Jyrki had yelled after the last call towards William. 'but they haven't seen her she can be anywhere you know that... besides it's best for us to let Nightwish find out if she is anywhere near there since they are performing there tonight.' Jo said to him, it was true Nightwish left a little over 2 days ago to tour America and they would be playing in L.A. tonight. Tuomas and Marco where walking down the boulevard in Hollywood looking around at the shops when Marco suddenly stopped staring at something. 'What you see something?' Tuomas asked him and looked towards the same direction he saw Marco staring at a woman across the street with a long black coat on coming out of a shop, when he looked closer he recognised her immediately. 'Marco.. that's her!! That's Dee!! We have to get to her.' Tuomas said while looking at his friend who was already texting over to Jyrki that they had seen Dee in Hollywood. They crossed the street and walked after her to find her getting into a truck where another man was sitting in. Tuomas recognised him as William her brother. 'Do we still have her address??' Marco asked him when the car drove away. 'Yes we do Jyrki gave it to us just in case. Shall we take a cab towards it?' Tuomas asked Marco and he nodded yes and they held the first cab that came into view telling him to go to Dee's house. 'Did you get the tickets?' William asked his sister when they drove over to her place in Santa Monica. 'Yeah I was lucky there were like a couple left so.. tonight we are going to see Nightwish lets hope they don't find out we are there... by the way thanks for letting me live with you again.. I miss Hollywood.' Dee said to her brother while they pulled up at her place. 'off course kid there is room enough for 4 people so and besides I missed having you around.. just these last boxes and we are done and you can leave the keys at the landlords.' William said while they walked in the door and picked up the last boxes of Dee that where standing there. When they walked down the steps towards the truck with the last boxes William passed Marco and Tuomas who walked over to the elevator. Dee was still on the chair fighting with the box she was holding and William stopped her. 'what?' Dee whispered back. 'Uh.. those Nightwish dudes just got in the elevator.' William said to her and Dee half choked. 'we have to go now William!' She said and when the elevator closed they walked fast towards the truck and Dee dropped the key in a envelope quickly putting it in the mailbox of her landlord and sped towards the truck getting in and they took of again. 'Marco there she goes!' Tuomas said when they had looked down and saw the truck drive away. 'Well we just have to find out where she can be now call Jo and ask for her brothers address.' Marco said to him and they took the elevator down again getting back into a cab towards the venue. Back in Finland Jyrki had almost jumped through the ceiling hearing Dee was indeed in Hollywood , he already started packing his bag for the trip. 'Stop!! Jyrki we cant just go over there.. besides is just got a text from Tuomas telling me that she left her house and that she lives somewhere else.' Jo said while they stopped him from packing, he turned around and looked at her with a disappointing look on his face. 'She moved?? Why on earth would she do that?' he asked Jo who just raise her shoulders and received another text from Tuomas. 'Ohh god! She I living with William again.' Jo said and sat down while putting down her phone and putting her head in her hands. 'What is that a bad thing?? I mean they can just go over there and try and talk some reason in to her.' Jussi said to her while wrapping a arm around her. 'I have no idea where he lives!' Jo burst out still holding her head in her hands.

Showtime Dee , William and Donny were all in front of the doors towards the venue waiting in line to get in, Dee being worried out of her mind that they maybe seen her or knew she was coming and was looking around her all the time. 'Aww chill kid they don't know you're here and besides you have me and Don to watch after you so stop the weirdo actions please!.' William laughed and Donny nodded in agreement with a huge grin on his face. Donny took hold of Dee's hand and pulled her after him into the venue since the lines were getting smaller closer to the entrance and Dee was getting half lost in it, she took hold of his hand tightly and kept holding it until they were in the actual hall where everyone was running to get in front. 'Kid? Where do you want to stand?' William asked Dee after they hung their coats. 'Ohh uhm. Right side of the stage please.' She said taking hold of Donny's hand again, he didn't mind since he knew how freaked out she was getting. Meanwhile backstage Tuomas was glancing into the crowd searching for familiar faces, after 10 minutes he finally spotted a familiar face in the crowd next to an unfamiliar face he didn't know. 'she is out there.' Tuomas said to Marco, Emppu and Jukka who were also scanning the crowd. He pointed out where she was standing and that she was here with her brother and a different dude he didn't know. 'I wonder who he is.' Emppu said when he spotted her. Tuomas lifted up his shoulders and arms and gave a disapproving look over to her. 'Probably her new boyfriend.' He said angry and walked away to have his few minutes alone before they entered the stage. 'Well we have to get this settled.. Marco can you go over to security and point them out so that we can have them backstage after the concert.' Emppu asked and Marco was already on his way shouting okay back to him. The concert started and the crowd moved more forwards pulling Dee , Donny and her brother with it. 'Oh great now I'm sure they can see me.' Dee mumbled under her breath when Tuomas entered the stage with the rest of the band Tarja followed a few moments after, they where right in front of his keyboard set and he could actually see them very good if he would look up from his instrument. Dee tried to hide herself by standing behind a guy that was taller than her but with no luck halfway into the concert her eyes met Tuomas' and she froze on the spot seeing all the anger and disappointment he had in them. She looked around for a way out she didn't want to be here now, not when he looked at her that way, she turned around on her spot and finally spotted a little opening in the crowd she looked at her brother and Donny both completely into the concert and poked her brother. 'William I have to go to the bathroom.. I'll be right back okay? Does any of you need anything else? Dee shouted to her brother over the music, he nodded no and gave her the thumbs up and she smiled and slipped through the crowd to the side. Once out of the crowd she looked around for a way out, she spotted and door at the end of the room and turned around to walk to it when she felt someone tapping her shoulder, she turned around and faced security. 'Yes??' Dee answered him. 'Miss you have to come with us for a moment.' Security said to her already putting a hand on her shoulder to move her. 'Uh.. Okay' Dee said to him having no idea what was going on and followed him backstage and was left in a room with something to drink. About 30 minutes later after she sat there the door opened again and her brother and Donny walked in both having the same stunned look on their faces like Dee had a half an hour before. 'Dee!! Here you are we were looking for you and than this dude brought us here telling us they needed us or something.' William said sitting down next to his sister giving her a hug since she looked freaked out again. 'I have no idea.. but I don't like it!' Dee said while Donny sat on the other side of her. 'I have a strange feeling these Nightwish guys are behind this.. like you said they must have seen you and told security to get you back here and all so they can get to you.. I mean you have been gone long enough for them to think you disappeared of the side of the planet.' Donny suddenly said and Dee's mouth dropped. 'Son of a bitch!!' she yelled and got up swearing in English , French and Finnish well the few words she knew in Finnish then walking around the room. 'I guess this is not a good thing?' Donny asked leaning over to her brother who was watching his sister going half way insane in the room. 'Hmm nope not really.. since believe me you don't want to know what she Is saying now.' He answered him out of the corner of his mouth. The music had stopped 10 minutes ago and they 3 could hear sounds outside of the door and Dee recognised the voices discussing in Finnish. She walked towards the door angry and pulled it open finding Tuomas , Emppu , Marco and Jukka outside of it. 'You!!!' she spat at Tuomas while storming at him. Jukka and Emppu took hold of her quickly while she screamed at him. 'Why can't you just leave me alone why!!!' she screamed at him and started crying while holding on to Jukka and Emppu. Donny and William were at her side very fast Donny taking her over from Jukka and Emppu thanking them for holding her back. 'can't you see she doesn't want this anymore that it broke her heart?' William asked Tuomas who was in shock of Dee storming at him, he looked up at her brother and took a deep sigh. 'this all of this is all my fault.. but I am here to tell her Jyrki is worried sick about her and has been looking for her for over 3 days now going halfway insane he never wanted her to leave.' Tuomas answered William who was looking over to his sister who was now sobbing on Donny's arm. 'Your telling me it's your fault? You came between them?' William looked at Tuomas half outraged but Donny stopped him. 'Will.. it wasn't entirely his fault remember? Dee had some fault in it to.' Donny said to him while putting a hand on his shoulder. Dee then turned around to each and everyone of them looking completely empty. 'it was partially my fault.. I should have never kissed you or loved you for any of that matter when I was already happy with the love of my life.. I used you for my own benefit and for that It means your useless to me now and that I don't need you anymore. Goodbye.' She said to Tuomas and walked right passed him towards the exit. 'what the!! Hold on kid!! Not like this your not going to hurt his feelings any more for something that you did!!' William yelled over to her and she froze. 'Why would you care? It's not your live falling apart.. it's not you who has lost the love of his life now is it?? Will why should you care?' Dee spoke these words to him without turning around looking right out in front of her. No one spoke for a very long time until someone else very unexpected did and directly to Dee. 'Then you don't have to punish him for it.. it was both of you who were wrong but don't punish him for something you took place in as well... besides you haven't lost the love of your life yet.. didn't you hear them he is looking all over for you to return to him he never wanted you to leave.' Tarja said to Dee out of the corner she had been standing next to Dee listening to everything. Dee turned around towards the corner and Tarja walked out of it towards her. 'Excuse me?' Dee choked out looking at Tarja with huge disbelieving eyes. 'You heard me.. I know you hate me for all I've tried to do to you.. that's more than understanding but don't lose both of them by shutting yourself completely out.' Tarja said to her and Dee still looked at her stunned but started thinking that she indeed had a point in this.  Dee stood there for several minutes looking at Tarja thinking. 'Thank you.' She suddenly said to her and turned around to Tuomas and everyone else. 'Your welcome.' Tarja

said to her and walked away again towards the dressing rooms. Dee walked over to Tuomas and wrapped both her arms around him hugging him. ' I am so terribly sorry for saying those things to you I am so sorry!!' she said to him again and again while holding on to him, stunned as he was in the first place he looked down at her and then realised she was apologising to him and wrapped his arms around her holding her tight against him. 'it's alright.. I don't mind I mean you had a lot on your mind... but please contact Jyrki he is losing it for real he loves you.' Tuomas said to her while kissing her hair. 'Jyrki.' Dee breathed out she hadn't said his name in days and felt more tears falling down her cheeks. 'Dare. Listen to him you have to contact Jyrki... I mean if he is losing it he must care a lot about you!' Donny said to her and she stopped crying. 'But.. Don.. I' Dee started and he became angry.' Daremo!! You listen to me and listen to me now you have to contact him!! You owe him that much!! The man went through hell with this!!' Donny said to her angry and she let go of Tuomas. 'Hell?? He was not the only one going through one you know.!! You saw what state I was in Don!! So don't go yelling at me now just don't okay!.' Dee said to him and went back into the room to get her bag. William than said something to her in French and Dee nodded. He then turned towards everyone else and  spoke in English again. 'How long are you here? In Hollywood I mean?' William asked Emppu. 'Until tomorrow afternoon why?.' Marco answered him instead. 'Would you like to come over to our place and have something to drink while we talk about this?' William asked them again. They all looked over at Tuomas and he nodded. 'Daremo do you mind or do you not want us to come over?' he asked her. 'I don't mind. We need to talk about this anyway.. besides I don't own a phone so I have to talk to Jyrki anyway and I need to borough one of your phones for it since I don't have his number.' She answered him and he got his phone out and handed it to her. 'Here use mine.. you don't have to now just use it when your ready for it.' He said to her and she smiled  while they walked back to their dressing rooms to change and freshen up the 3 already walked towards the exit to wait outside for them. Dee then bumped into Tarja again. 'Ohh sorry didn't see you.. excuse me.' Tarja said to her and was about to walk away when Dee stopped her. 'Tarja wait!! I was wondering if you want to come with us over to our place to have something to drink?' Dee asked her and Tarja's mouth dropped not believing what she was hearing. 'Ohh I don't know if you want me there so..' she started and Dee smiled. 'I don't mind besides you're the one who got me thinking straight again so what do you say?' Dee said to her and Tarja smiled a little. 'Uhh okay then if you don't mind.' She answered and Dee nodded in agreement and walked with her outside to wait for the rest of the band. 

Back at Dee's and William's place everyone had sat down and started talking about the whole situation some of them feeling a little bit uncomfortable that Tarja was there as well and that Dee was constantly talking to her about the situation of her Tuomas and Jyrki and about the situation she had before with her and Jyrki. Tuomas looked at it and listen to it for a while and then started getting very annoyed but didn't show it since he didn't want to upset Dee again and just talked with them sometimes if he wasn't talking to William and Donny explaining his side of the story to them. 'So. If I get this right you in love with our sister? But she is in love with Jyrki but loves you to in way?' Donny asked him and Tuomas looked at him weirdly for calling Dee his sister. 'uhh yes that's it but she loves him more then me so I guess we are becoming friends in stead... why do you call her your sister I mean she is your friend right?? Since well she called me he is like Donny to me before towards Jyrki so .. I don't get it now.' Tuomas asked him and both Donny and William burst out in laughter. 'Ohh, well I am her best friend but see her more as my sister then a friend really.' Donny said to him and Tuomas chuckled. 'Ohh now I get it.. well okay then I know her point of view on me now to.. so you 2 never dated?' Tuomas asked him and once again the 2 burst out into laughter. 'Ohh god no! never.. they tried and tried and tried our friends but I can't imagine kissing my best friend or naked in that matter like I said she is like a sister to me!' Donny said once again laughing. 'ohh I see!! Sorry didn't meant to.' Tuomas said to them and they both grinned again saying it was okay and that they were used to these questions. 'ohh Don!! Your lying we did kiss remember??' Dee said again while giggling and Donny turned red. 'Dude not funny that was under the mistletoe with Christmas!! That doesn't count!' Donny answered and they all burst out into laughter. 'yeah but we did kiss so you can't deny that!!! Anyhow.. I think it's time for me to call Jyrki.. since well Tuomas your phone has been buzzing all the time from the messages Jo and Jyrki are sending over to you.' Dee said to him handing him his phone. He looked through it and handed it back to her. Dee took a deep breath and the entire room went silent as she dialled the number and held the phone to her ear. 'Well here it goes then.' Dee said and heard the phone ring a couple of times before someone picked up. 'Tuomas!! Did you find her? Is she okay?!!' Jyrki said on the other end of the line. Dee looked up and around in the room it took her a couple of seconds to repeat to him. 'Jyrki.. it's me.'.                             

Chapter 17  You just don't want it to be true.

He woke up with a start, he was just a day back from tour and already had a charity ball coming up ahead the day after. There were sounds outside his house that were familiar to him when he looked outside his bedroom window he saw his band mates already waiting for him outside in the car. He walked down the stairs towards the front door yelling at them to come in for a minutes since he wasn't ready yet he had just woken up for Christ sake, he left the door open and walked into the kitchen to already get them all something to drink. When he walked back into the living room his friends had already sat themselves down. 'Wow, did you just wake up or something you look like crap!' Emppu said to him and he smiled faintly. 'yeah have been up all night, I just couldn't sleep she just keeps running through my head all the time I just have no idea how to block it out.' Tuomas answered him while looking down at the table where he had put his cup down with the coffee twisting in it now since he was stirring it with a spoon. 'well have you talked to her already I mean she must already know your back right?' Jukka asked him and he nodded no and took a sip of his coffee. He regretted it ever since he went to Dee's birthday party that he even went. He kept having dreams about her ever since she was on his mind 24/7 and he just couldn't stop thinking about her not even during performing, his friends all noticed this after a couple of days and started asking him what bothered him he then just couldn't keep it to himself anymore and told them everything that had happened between him and Dee and that he was falling in love with her. They were all shocked at first since they knew Dee was together with Jyrki, but understood very quickly that this wasn't just a fling happening but that this was serious since they to had seen the looks on Dee's face towards Tuomas and they to remembered all to well how upset she was when she came out of his house when trying to talk reason in to him. 'your kidding right? You know you might walk in to her on the charity event right? You have to call her!' Marco said to him while looking a little worried towards his friend. They all knew how Tuomas was when he was serious about falling in love with someone but they also knew that he would torment himself if that person was already together with another man. 'well I better get ready then, since we had to be there like 10 minutes ago give me a few.. be right back.' He said towards his friends who all looked after him half shaking their heads. 'we need to get this fixed as in fast.' Emppu said to Jukka and Marco who both nodded their heads into a yes.

Back at Jyrki's house he to was getting ready for the charity event since he was the ambassador of Finland for Unicef he had to look his best. Dee sat in the living room reading a book when he was getting ready. She said she wasn't coming along since she didn't like charity events not for the reason but for all the people that would be asking her all sort of things all night, Jyrki was okay with it and was now walking into the living room fixing the last things on his look. Dee was all over the book so she didn't see or hear him pass by into the kitchen, when he got back into the living room and talked to her she glanced up at him. 'Does this look alright or do I have to change anything?' Jyrki asked her showing her his look. Dee looked up and half dropped her book. 'WOW... I mean.. are... what the.. love your wearing a suit!' Dee said while half bursting out into laughter and having her mouth hanging wide open looking at Jyrki, he stood in front of her wearing a satin black suit with a black buttoned shirt under it and a dark blue tie. He stood there looking at her with a smile on his face and his hands in his pockets. 'Ohh yeah now you have done it!' he said to her with a smirk. 'done what? You're the one wearing a suit for gods sake.. I must say It looks good on you a little weird for me but good.. aww love give me a break okay I'm not used to see you dressed like this!' Dee said to him when she saw his smirk growing bigger and bigger. 'nope you laughed at me so your coming... and no buts your not going to win this your coming.' He said to her folding his arms while she got up from the chair she was sitting on. 'Ha!! But I do have a but.. since I have nothing to wear so there I can't come.' She said to him grinning thinking she won the argument. His smirk then turned into a huge grin and he walked into the bedroom, when he came out again he was holding a dark blue cocktail dress that matched his tie. Dee's eyes grew huge and she shook her head. 'you got me a dress?? Even though I said I wasn't coming.. your crazy love.' Dee said walking over to him to get the dress from his hands and walked into the bedroom slamming the door not knowing she needed help with the zipper. 'So your coming? Or are you just locking yourself up in there hoping I will go away?' he said to her while chuckling. He heard a deep sigh from inside the room and some rumbling and then the door opened and Dee stood in the doorway fully dressed with the tight cocktail dress on and the high black heels. 'some help please.. since I can't close the damn zipper on my own.' Dee said to him while turning herself around and lifting up her hair, he closed the zipper with one movement and she let her hair down again now turning around again and walked towards the bathroom to put some make-up on. Minutes later she walked out having her make-up done and her hair hanging loose down her back she grabbed a little black purse and walked towards the door to get her coat , she then turned around with her left hand on her hip looking at Jyrki. 'well we can go now.' She said a little bit irritated and he just chuckled and took her hand  while opening the door and she just rolled her eyes at him. They got into the car and drove over to the charity event, while sitting in the car Dee had a weird feeling that something was going to happen but she couldn't place it she just looked over to Jyrki who was driving the car having his hand on her leg and watched the road. 'is everybody else coming to?' she asked him and he looked over to her to find her stare. 'yes.. as far as I know they are. They are probably there already waiting for us.' Jyrki answered her. Dee still looked at him not completely satisfied with the answer. 'Are Jussi and Jo there to?' Dee asked him once again while looking away from him to the road. 'Jussi is I don't know if Jo is there to.' He answered her once again and she pouted and he chuckled. 'Are you worried you don't know anyone there? Don't worry love half of Finland's artists are there including HIM and Nightwish who you both know.' Jyrki said to her while moving his hand a little over her leg. Dee's eyes shot up when he mentioned Nightwish to her. 'Nightwish? Are you sure? Aren't they touring Europe anymore?' she asked him now looking through her phone if she had missed any calls or messages from Tuomas but she couldn't find any. 'Yes didn't you know that? I thought I mentioned that to you love... yes they are done touring Europe they are going to America in a few days.' He answered her and she still looked at her phone. The following minutes of the drive were silent and both of them stared at the road. After 10 minutes Jyrki pulled up in front of a huge building with a red carpet and loads of photographers and artists on it. They got out of the car and had their car parked. Jyrki offered his arm to her and Dee slipped hers under his and looked around at the crowd. 'Are you seeing those women. They look absolutely gorgeous compared to me I feel so out of place.' Dee said while looking around the red carpet when they entered it she hadn't even noticed the rest of the guys standing with them now since they had to stop for picture's and reporters were asking all sorts of questions towards Jyrki and the others in Finnish. 'Dee don't forget to smile your looking rather stunned now.' Bazie said to her while poking her in the side. 'Ohh holy crap I didn't see you guys I was staring at all these drop dead gorgeous Finnish women.' Dee said towards Bazie and smiled and then noticed all the flashing camera's and reporters. 'Where is Jo?' she asked Jussi and he nodded over to the reporters side, she spotted Jo in between them taking picture's. without thinking she walked over to Jo with Bazie at her side since Jyrki was still answering questions. 'Jo.. why are you not with us?' Dee asked her and some other reporters took pictures of her and Bazie. 'well I have a job to do for my boss you know and besides I will be joining you guys after the red carpet.. Jussi will get me then.. you look nice by the way your matching.' Jo answered Dee and Dee's mouth half dropped. 'ohh great I am being set up here you guys all knew I would come.. well I still feel out of place here.. and my god what will people think of the girl standing on the pictures with the 69 eyes?' Dee said now laughing a little. Jo grinned back and noticed other reporters wanted to ask Dee and Bazie questions. But she beat them to that. 'Guys will you answer some questions for me?' she looked at Dee who got the message immediately and nodded yes and pulled Bazie closer next to her since the Finnish reporters also fired questions at her. 'B.. what the hell are they asking me?' Dee asked him in between answering Jo's questions. 'well they want to know who you are.. and what you mean to the band.. and if your dating Jyrki or anyone else in the band.' Bazie said to her while answering her and some reporters who asked him something. 'Uhm.. okay what is Jyrki telling them?' she asked him again looking over to Jyrki who glanced back over to her smiling. 'Well.. he told them that you indeed are his girlfriend.. but he won't tell them your name.' Bazie answered her and she smiled. 'well thank the gods for that so I can tell those predators out here that we are dating?' Dee said to him while smiling , Bazie grinned and nodded yes. 'Good you translate for me please then.' Dee said and winked at Jo who went over to interview and take pictures of other artists. When Dee and Bazie finally were done answering questions they were on their way heading after Jyrki and the others since they already passed them, Bazie a step ahead of Dee since he walked faster and Dee was particularly slow with the tight dress on and the high heels. Dee kept walking after him and smiling since that is what the reporters wanted, her bracelet which she had gotten from Tuomas then unlocked and slipped of her wrist and she had to walk back for it. When she bend down to get it another hand touched hers and picked it up, Dee got up and thanked whoever picked it up, when she looked up though she froze to the spot. 'Ohh thank you so much it just slipped of I have no idea how it happened.. but thank you any....' Dee babbled and looked up to see who picked it up and lost her own words staring into the light blue eyes of a man she knew very well. 'it's okay I saw you losing it.. and well I don't want you to lose my gift now do I?.' Tuomas smiled his charming smile and Dee remembered how to breathe again. 'uhh no off course not.. uh..' Dee started and he smiled again stepping closer to her and took her left hand holding it out to put the bracelet back around her wrist. 'Thank you.' Dee blushed and stared at the same time still not believing he was standing in front of her, she then heard Jyrki call for her and she turned around and he spotted Tuomas waving at him. 'see you later then.. you better go he is waiting for you.' Tuomas said to her and Dee nodded yes and walked of towards Jyrki who stood there waiting for her. 'I see you saw Tuomas already.. what happened?' he asked her while he wrapped a arm around her waist kissing her cheek, camera's flashed all over the place when he did that and he grinned. 'Ohh uhm.. my bracelet slipped of and he helped me putting it back on again.' Dee answered him half hiding the bracelet since she usually wore it under her long sleeves not wanting for Jyrki to see it or know she got it from Tuomas on her birthday. Unfortunately for her he took her left hand and looked at it. 'is it fixed now? Ohh I haven't seen this one before did you recently get it?' he asked her with a smile when they walked into the building and hanged their coats. Dee looked at him and got nervous, but decided to tell him anyway he would find out eventually if Tuomas ever mentioned it. 'Uhm... I got it on my birthday as a gift.. Tuomas gave it to me.' Dee said quickly looking down to the floor waiting for his reaction. 'Ohh that's very nice.. and it's a charm bracelet right? We must get you some more charms for it since one charm is a bit to empty for the bracelet.' He smiled and guided her into the ballroom.

After dancing for half of the evening since Jyrki loved the fact that he could show of to everyone who his girlfriend was Dee got sick of the pair of eyes burning on her back the entire time. She then started searching around the room and found the pair of eyes who were watching her every move and looked straight at them, she then turned her head again towards Jyrki and smiled. 'Love do you mind if we have a little break since my feet are really starting to hurt now I just have to rest for a few moments.' She looked at him with puppy eyes and he chuckled. 'Off course rakkauteni.. I don't want you to be limping at the end of the evening now.' He answered her and they walked of the dance floor towards the others who were sitting at a table now joined by Jo sitting next to Jussi in a long red dress. Dee could still feel his eyes on her and really started to get irritated by it now, why couldn't he just leave her alone for this evening? That's the question that roared through her mind. She looked up from the table again towards him and saw him making a signal to her to the side doors that led out into the garden next to the building. Dee got up from her chair and took her purse, Jyrki was right next to her in a second. 'Ohh please sit down Jyrki, I see Ville coming over to chat with you guys.. I'm just going for some fresh air and a cigarette I'll be right back okay?' Dee said in her most charming voice while looking him deep into his eyes and stroking his hand which was in hers. 'all right rakkauteni but if you aren't back in 10 minutes I'm coming out to get you.' He said chuckling while giving her a soft kiss on the lips. Dee smiled and walked away from the table towards the side door, she opened it and went through them walking into the garden, since she had no idea were Tuomas was she just kept walking. She then heard a whisper from behind her, she turned around but saw nothing. 'Dee over here..' Tuomas whispered over to her and lit his lighter so that she could see where he was at, Dee walked towards the light and he unlit it the seconds she was near and grabbed her by the arm close to him wrapping both his arms around her. Dee pushed herself away and lose from him and took a step back which startled him and he looked at her stunned. 'What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?' he asked her moving over to her but she took another step back. 'something wrong? Are you fucking kidding me Tuomas?? You left and I didn't hear a thing from you ever since I was worried for gods sake I thought something had happened to you! And now you come back to Finland and don't even take the effort to let me know your back! What the hell do you think is wrong in this?!!' Dee whispered back to him furiously while taking another step away from him. He dropped his hands immediately and slid down the flower wall they where standing next to with his head in his hands. 'I'm sorry I didn't mean to do this to you.. I'm really sorry but what was I suppose to do? Tell you I loved you that would only hurt you more then it does me since I know you will never be mine because you love him more than me!' he said to her and Dee was shocked and almost lost her balance but caught herself in time. He got up again and looked at her and Dee could see in his eyes how much this hurt him knowing she would never be his to have but always Jyrki's, she took another step back and tried to breathe while holding on to the flower wall clutching one hand to her chest. He lifted his arms up again to help her but she stopped him to hold up hers. 'did you... just....tell me... you love me?' Dee said looking at him with pleading eyes feeling her breath slip away more by the seconds that ticked by, she had to lean against the wall now. 'yes.. is that wrong? Am I not allowed to tell my feelings for you? Since they are here and will not go away for a long while maybe never if I look at it this way since the first moment I saw you I already loved you.. but knew that I had to wait or step back and become friends instead.. even if it would kill me.. you will never be mine.' He said to her while stepping closer to her, she didn't step back from him but allowed him to come closer to her. She looked at him with terrifying eyes of confusion, he could see in her eyes the desperation for advise on what to do now since she was lost now. 'I am not asking you to choose, I would never ask that from you since it is a impossible task for you.. I just want you to know that I to love you more than anything else I have ever loved in my life..' he said to her taking another step towards her so that he was just one step away from her. 'this can never be... you know I will never leave him.. I love him more than my own life.. you know this Tuomas.. but you also know that.. that.. i..i..' Dee started stuttering the words since she knew what was coming would give him false hope, she would never leave Jyrki he was the love of her life but at the same time so was Tuomas, she just didn't want to choose and she was happy with Jyrki she couldn't have been happier in her life, but when she looked at Tuomas she felt the same love and happiness with him only by looking at him. She didn't know what to do anymore. She looked at Tuomas since he was right in front of her now almost touching his lips with hers. She took a deep breath and breathed out the words to him in a whisper. 'I love you to.' She whispered to him and felt his lips touch hers. She didn't stop him in any way and they kissed for several minutes until he released her since he could feel her tears falling down on to his hand under her jaw line. She was trembling from head to toe and opened her eyes to look at his while he took a step back from her. 'I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to.' He whispered to her and she stopped him by pressing her finger to his lips and pulled him again closer to her to kiss him again wrapping both her arms around his neck, she then released him and spoke to him again. 'it already happened we can't deny it now.. but you have to now.. I am staying with Jyrki.' She answered him and he nodded. She started fixing her make-up and wiped away the tears from her eyes and quickly lit a cigarette. 'come.. it has to look like we have been smoking out here since Jyrki will be looking for me in a few minutes.' She said to him taking his hand and led him over to the bench that was standing in the clearing to the garden since they had been standing to the side where no one could see them. They were sitting for nearly 2 minutes when Dee saw Jyrki coming through the doors and looked around for her. 'Rakkauteni??' he called out and Dee had to swallow before answering him not to make him suspicious. 'Jyrki.. I'm over here!!' she answered him with a steady voice and quickly let go of Tuomas' hand. Jyrki turned around and spotted the 2 of them on the bench and walked over to them. 'Ah here you are.. sorry couldn't see you that good love it's a little dark out. Ohh hei Tuomas!' Jyrki said to him while they got up and the guys shook hands, they then sat down again with Dee on Jyrki's lap wrapping her arm tight around him. 'ohh are you cold?' Jyrki asked her since Dee was still trembling. 'Ohh just a little.. shall we go back inside?' she asked him while she got of his lap and put out the cigarette. Jyrki agreed with her and walked back inside with Tuomas behind them who signalled over to the rest of Nightwish to follow him back towards the in the meantime , 69 eyes and HIM tables.

The event had come to a end and they al returned home or at least that is what Dee thought they would instead they all ended up in a bar again after partying. Dee sat with Ville and Gas of HIM with Jo asking them a lot of stuff about their music. 'So when does your tour start again? I mean you must be going on tour right? Okay now your making me nervous stop staring at me!' Dee said to Ville and he laughed while having his arm hanging over the arm of Jo's seat. 'Yes we are going on tour again.. and sorry but it's hard to keep my eyes of you 2 very lovely and beautiful ladies.' Ville said back to Dee and made both Jo and Dee blush. 'Jo what is it with these fins.. they can all stare at you in a way that makes you go weak on the knees.' Dee said already seeing Jo half melt next to Ville. 'I have no idea.. they just do.' Jo answered after a while still staring at Ville and giggle when he winked and they continued their conversation until Jussi came walking towards them and pulled Jo after him towards the sofa's to wrap both his arms around her while kissing her. 'Hmm well excuse me gentlemen there is a drink at that bar with my name on it, it was nice talking to you and I hope to view one of your shows soon enough.' Dee said to both Ville and Gas while getting up walking towards the bar. 'Charming ladies now aren't they... lucky bastards.' Ville said to Jyrki when he joined them and they had some jager meisters together. Dee reached the bar and sat herself down at the nearest seat she could find and ordered her drink. She threw back the vodka shots she ordered fast and then turned around to look into the bar she saw Jyrki, Emppu and Marco sitting together at a table with HIM and Tuomas , Jukka , Timo , Bazie and Archzie together at a table next to the sofa Jo and Jussi were sitting on. She then realised everyone was having fun and that she was sitting at the bar alone getting drunk. 'great!' she said to herself sarcastic and took her JD/coke with her towards Jo and Jussi. 'Okay you 2 move over I have to tell you something.' Dee said to them half drunk. Jo and Jussi moved over for her while laughing a little. 'Okay Jojo.. this is serious and you have to help me.. I must say I already know my decision but I have to get it out of my system anyway.' Dee started towards Jo and Jussi since he was sitting next to her. 'Okay.. just tell me whatever you want and I'll try to give you some advise.' Jo said leaning closer to Dee since the music got a little louder. 'Okay.. thank you.. well.. how to begin.. I'll keep it short.. you know I love Jyrki more than anything in the world and I will never leave him right? You both know that.. well.. here it comes.. I have kissed Tuomas a few hours ago and told him I loved him and he told me the same.. now Jojo what advise can you give me to that?' Dee said to Jo. Jo and Jussi both had their mouths hanging wide open having no idea what to say to her.                                        

Chapter 16  Do I even like the surprise?

'Come on Dee your falling behind!! Pick up the pace a little.' Jo said to Dee while Dee walked after Jo and mom into store after store. They decided to have a little shopping trip, well actually Dee and mom decided it but she took Jo along since she still had no idea how to act around a mother and all and since the only one she knew who could was Jo there wasn't doubt there to bring her along. The two where having fun shopping for something to wear on Dee's birthday which was in 2 days, and because it was on the same day as Halloween they wanted something suitable for it. Dee was in no mood for a party at all so she said she wanted to keep it simple, she had been a little down ever since Tuomas left over 2 weeks ago to tour Europe with his band Nightwish, only 2 people knew why she was like that and that where Jo and Jussi but they never mentioned it to anyone else which Dee appreciated a lot. They walked into the next store and both Jo and mom found costumes to wear for the party which Dee still wasn't into which according to Jo was odd since Dee loved Halloween more that any other holiday. 'aww come on Dee.. there has got to be something in here you want to wear.. it's your party for crying out loud.. come on we will find you something.. get in there!' Jo said to Dee while pushing her into a changing booth chuckling. Dee got out her phone and dialled Jyrki's number hearing the phone ring a few times before picked up. 'Yes love?' Jyrki answered the phone smiling towards the guys while walking of to a quieter place to talk. 'get me the hell out of here! I'm serious... your mom and Jo are killing me here!! They keep on insisting for me to buy a costume for the party... anyhow what are you doing?' Dee said to him after her little outburst, he just chuckled. 'aww rakkauteni.. don't worry that much.. you will be fine and you know how they are.. hmm not much right now waiting for you to come home... a costume huh? Hmm how I would love to see you dress up.' Jyrki answered her and Dee blushed from inside the booth even though he couldn't see her. 'ohh shut it.. I hope they have found something since I wasn't even putting the effort in it to look for something myself.. hmm I want to go home!! Ahh well.. sorry love have to hang up now I can hear Jo outside the booth.' Dee said to him while sighing. She hung up the phone and opened the curtain. Jo stood there holding at least 3 outfits and mom was holding a couple more. 'Okay.. don't freak out we went over board.. but the 3 here are our favourites.. sooo here and change!' Jo said grinning widely. Dee rolled her eyes at her and took the outfits. The first one she tried on was a witch costume although she liked it, it was not what she was looking for and took it off again after showing it to Jo and mom, the second costume was a devils outfit, Dee already rolled her eyes at that one and smirked she showed it but they didn't like it either, the third one how surprising was a vampire's outfit she got it on and walked out of the booth having both mom and Jo grin widely and shaking their heads into yes. Dee turned around and looked in the mirror she did like the outfit but it was still to obvious that she would come as a vampire. 'You guys really like this? Since well I do but .. it's.. just.. well don't you think everyone would expect this from me same goes for the other 2 outfits... I mean yeah well you know.' Dee said while looking at herself in the mirror, she loved it she really did but she didn't want to come like a vampire when everyone thought it was obvious. 'hmm my dear you have a point there.. I guess Jyrki would expect this from you yes.. well than we have to find something my son wouldn't expect from you now.' Mom said while winking to Dee and Dee smiled back. Jo then looked down at her bag and started thinking Dee noticed and walked over to her. 'Honey.. believe me he won't expect you as a Dark fairy.. I love your outfit more than my owns to be honest I especially love the wings and it's so awesome they had a black fairy costume so don't worry okay?' Dee said to her smiling kindly and Jo grinned back. Jo had found a amazing costume it was a little black dress which flowed out into loads of layered see through fabric that just stopped above the knee, the same fabric was with the arms of the dress and attached to it where the fairy wings, underneath it she wore light black pantyhose and high black heels.  'He won't expect it huh.. your right about that.. and the wings are amazing now aren't they.. well let's go find you something.' Jo said and got up from the chair she was sitting on walking back into the store. Dee hopping after mom still in her vampire outfit having some customers stare after her. They searched through all the racks they had and at almost the last one Dee found her outfit. 'Ohh yeah deffo for me!! What you think' Dee asked Jo and mom when she hold up a little red riding hood costume. 'Awesome well go try it on!' Jo said excited being happy for the fact Dee finally found something. Dee got into the booth once more and changed. About 5 minutes later she walked out again having both Jo and Mom say Aww at the same time. 'You look adorable yet very sexy.. hmm don't know if my son can deny this.' Mom said while giggling Dee grinned even wider at the compliment. 'Well I still think Jo has the best outfit!' Dee said and turned around to look in the mirror. She was wearing a red and white gingham top dress with attached red skirt with ruffled black lace and apron, red cape which fell over the back of her skirt with lace lined hood, and a pair of black fishnet pantyhose.  'Yeah right have you seen yourself yet?' Jo said and chuckled and so did Dee. 'well I think you ladies both look amazing in your outfits poor boys will have a rough time on the party to behave themselves.' Mom said and the girls both started laughing. 'Well I only still need a wand for my outfit and I guess you need a little basket with that.' Jo said while pointing to Dee's outfit, she nodded and got changed again, they found what they needed in the store and Dee paid for her costume.

Once back at her place Jo had to try with all her might to not have Jussi look into her bag. 'No.. you will find out in 2 days what my outfit looks like.. Jussi!!' Jo laughed when he tackled her to the couch still reaching for the bag in her hands. He didn't win though after 5 minutes Jo had him pinned face down to the floor while having his arms on his back. 'Aww pleaseeee.. I'll show you mine to!' Jussi started and Jo chuckled. 'No is no! you get that.. it's suppose to be a surprise... besides Dee told me I wasn't allowed to show you since she isn't showing Jyrki either and since it's her party I have to do what she wants.' Jo said while laughing letting him go and sticking out her tongue at him. 'Fine.. then at least tell me the colour of it..' Jussi started again still not giving up, Jo just smiled since she could tell him it was black he still wouldn't have any idea what the costume was. 'Okay.. it's black.. happy now?' Jo said to him while he had lifted her up again and dropped them both on the couch now giving her a kiss. 'Yes.. thanks babe.' He grinned widely and kissed her once more Jo just rolled her eyes and kissed him back. Back at Jyrki's it was the same story with Jyrki he was just to curious what Dee had bought. 'Aww why not? I won't tell anyone else.' He said to her while Dee had said no to him and chuckled. 'Okay if you keep going on like this I'm just giving it to mom until the day comes... mom would you mind taking mine with you as well so that he won't look for it?' Dee said to him and then started talking to his mom. Jyrki looked over to his mother and grinned asking her something in Finnish. Mom grinned even wider when she didn't tell him what he wanted to hear, Dee could see this when he got the answer and he started pouting. 'Ha.. good one love.. I can't say you didn't try.' Dee said to him and he smiled again. 'Women!! With their secrets it's nerve wrecking you know that.. but I'll wait rakkauteni if you want me to.' He answered her and wrapped his arms around her. After a while Dee said goodnight to mom at the door handing her the bag with her costume and closed the door again. She walked back into the living room where Jyrki was sitting on the couch talking on the phone to someone. Dee had no idea who it was since it was all in Finnish. She just sat herself down next to him getting the remote and started flipping through channels on the television, which weren't much help either since half of them where Finnish, she gave up eventually and got up from the couch since he was still on the phone. Dee walked into the bedroom and looked in her nightstand drawer, she had a book in there she was reading she found it and took it with her together with her glasses. She walked back to the couch and sat her self down again pulling her legs up to her chest and started reading the book. After about 20 minutes later Jyrki was finally done on the phone but Dee didn't notice since she was completely into the book, he smiled and leaned back watching her read he never saw her read or wear glasses before, after a few moments she noticed him watching her. 'Ohh your done on the phone? Sorry didn't notice was to much into the book.' Dee said to him while looking at him he was still smiling. 'what??' she finally asked him still seeing him smile at her. 'hmm nothing didn't know you wore glasses.. they look cute.. and it's very entertaining to watch you read.' He said to her and she blushed. She quickly took of the glasses and closed the book again putting it on the table in front of her. 'Aww don't blush.. you know it makes you only more appealing to me.' Jyrki said to her and she chuckled. 'You fins are strange.. hmm yup that's probably one of the reasons why I fell for you.' She answered him and he grinned grabbing her by the arm and pulling her closer to him to wrap both his arms around her kissing her cheek.

2 days had passed and it was the day of Dee's 25^th birthday. She was still asleep while Jyrki was already up making her breakfast, he had called Jo and the band to come over in about a hour to wish her a happy birthday, Dee had told him that the last couple of years her birthday hadn't been much of a party it was usually her and Jay, William and Jay's dad and sister and sometimes Jo was there to if she wasn't working, so he wanted to make this day a day to remember for her. Dee woke up smelling all sorts of things but had no exact idea what it was, she stretched herself and was about to get out of the bed when Jyrki walked into the room with a tray in his hands. 'aw you made me breakfast? That is so sweet you shouldn't have you know.' She said to him while sitting back in the bed, he put down the tray and sat on the edge next to her giving her a long kiss. 'happy birthday sweetheart... you know I don't mind making something for you.. I love you.' He said to her and made her smile widely. 'so what do you want to do today?' he asked her while she was eating the breakfast sharing it with him. 'ohh I don't care as long as I can spend it with you.' She answered him while he fed her a strawberry with chocolate on it. 'hmm all right we will find something to do I'm sure.' He said to her smiling. They finished breakfast and got under a quick shower. They where just about done showering and Jyrki already got dressed and Dee was still standing in front of the closet having no idea what to wear, the doorbell rang and Jyrki went to open the door, it was the band and Jo. 'Hey Jyrki.. congrats with Dee.. where is she?' Jo asked when she walked in Jyrki just smiled and pointed towards the bedroom. Jo took the tip and walked into the bedroom finding Dee in there sitting in front of the closet looking up at it still having no idea what to wear. 'Hey birthday girl!! Happy birthday!!' Jo said to her walking in sitting next to Dee giving her a hug. 'aww thanks Jojo... you have to help me like I have no idea what to wear.' Dee said pointing towards the robe she was still wearing and then up to the closet filled with clothes. 'Holy Shit!! Where did all those clothes come from?' Jo said while looking at the closet with huge eyes. 'William send them over from my house... hmmm I love these though a lot and if I match it with this shirt and these sneakers.' Dee said to Jo getting out a pair of black skater jeans a HIM shirt and some black and pink skating shoes. 'chick that would look awesome.. like the old school Dee.. I like it makes me feel out of place now with my outfit.. what do you think Jyrki will think?' Jo asked Dee while she was getting changed. 'Chick I don't know he never saw me dressed like this before so.' Dee said while putting on her shoes now, getting some chains out to put on her jeans, and a beanie for over her wet hair since it was getting colder outside. The girls walked into the living room and everyone congratulated Dee. 'Happy birthday... you look cool like a skater chick.' Timo said to her while giving her a hug Dee grinned widely when he said he liked the look. 'So have you decided yet what to do?' Dee asked Jyrki who gave her a kiss now he had to bend down a little for one of the first time since she wasn't wearing heels. 'I have no idea Shorty.' He said to her while smirking. 'ohh great.. you guys are going to pick on me all day I can feel it.. don't you dare Jussi I'm more your level now and believe me when I say I can take you!' Dee said while laughing. Jo had burst into laughter as well since she knew Dee could. The doorbell then ranged again and Dee turned around towards Jyrki while raising her eyebrows. 'Do we expect more company?' she asked him and he just pretended not to know anything while raising his arms and shoulders, Dee walked over to the door and opened it, Jyrki was already smiling in the living room since this was one of his surprises to her. When Dee opened the door she saw her brother standing on the other side of it. 'Oh my GOD!! William!!' Dee yelled jumping up and down excitedly before jumping into a hug with her brother. 'Hey kid.. Happy birthday!' William said to her while hugging her back. 'Okay kid.. your like a real handful like you know so I had no idea what to buy you and then I ran into this and well I think it is more than perfect for you... ohh and there is also something inside it.' William said to her while handing her the gift he got for her. 'Oh you seriously bought me something.. well that's a first!' she said to him while taking the paper of the gift.  Underneath the wrapping was a backpack in the shape of a coffin with bats on it, Dee halfway jumped up seeing it she already loved it she then opened it finding a envelope in it, she opened the envelope and read the card that said go outside. 'ohh I love it thank you .. but what's outside?' she asked him and William grinned. 'well I guess you could use a new one since you completely destroyed your old one and well there wasn't any wrapping for it big enough. Dee's eyes grew and then started grinning widely. 'you got me a.. no way!!' she said when he nodded yes and she ran towards the door opening it and looking into the hallway. She let out a exciting scream that made everyone else jump up in their seats. 'JOJO!!! HE GOT ME A NEW ONE!!' Dee yelled from the hallway when Jo came walking up to her. 'Wow.. it's freaking green and pink awesome!!' Jo said when she saw Dee's new bmx bicycle. 'you ride?' Jussi asked her and she nodded yes. 'yup I do.. well Jo was good in the skating thing and I was good in the biking thing so but I trashed my old one a while ago when I broke my lower arm in a race so... yay I'm so happy.' She said while clapping her hands all hyper. Jyrki helped her getting the bike inside since he didn't want it be out in the halls for everyone else to take. 'shall we go then now?' Jyrki said to Dee and she looked at him. 'But I thought you..' she started and he stopped her by pressing a finger on her lips. 'I was waiting for your brother one of my surprises... best is not to ask to much but just follow okay?' Jyrki said to her and she just nodded yes smiling. He took her by the hand and they all walked out to the cars.

They all got in and started driving. 'where are we going?' she asked Jyrki and he smiled not giving her an answer. 'oh great... I just want to know where we are going.' she said to him again trying to get her hand back which he was still holding on to. He looked at her and smiled. 'okay.. we are going downtown Helsinki that's all I'm telling you.' He finally answered her. They drove for another 20 minutes when Bazie finally stopped in front of a huge building and cut the engine of. 'we are here.. hope you like it.' Bazie said to Dee while laughing William and Jyrki did the same and Dee just rolled her eyes at them all while getting out of the car. Jo, Jussi, Archzie and Timo were already waiting by the doors of the building for them. When they reached them Jo was already grinning widely. 'Ohh you are soooo going to like this I just know you will.' Jo said to Dee who was still looking completely clueless having no idea what was inside the building. 'hmm okay I have another question then.. do you like this or do you rather not go inside?' Dee asked Jo and Jyrki's eye grew huge since Jo did hated going in here. 'Uhhh.. honestly.. I'd rather not.' Jo said to her and Dee grinned hugely. 'Ha.. okay surprise me.' She said to Jyrki who had rolled his eyes and smiled. When the doors opened Dee read all the signs that said. HALLOWEEN SPECIAL OUR HAUNTED HORROR HOUSE SPECIALLY FOR YOU WITH LIVE ACTORS. 'we are going to a haunted house?? Are you serious?? Oh I love it.' Dee said becoming very hyper seeing Jo hold on to Jussi tightly she hated these things since they always scared the crap out of her. 'yes.. I hope you like it. It's one of the most visited places around Halloween here so and I know you like horror stuff just as much as me so.. shall we?' Jyrki asked her taking her hand while walking into the first hall.

They entered the first room which was filled with skulls and bones lying everywhere and a girl sitting on top of it digging through the bones looking for something  she soon was pulled into the bones by a dozen hands while screaming, Jo jumped halfway through the ceiling and Dee laughed loving every moment of it. The next rooms they got into were the story's told and shown of the werewolves, Frankenstein , mummy's , zombie's who yet again scared the living hell out of Jo by grabbing her by the arms and her hair from behind. They then entered the room where the story was told of the first witches and the town Salem in the last room but not the least was the story told and shown of Dracula, Dee and Jyrki of course loved this story the most since they were both completely into the vampires. When they came out of the rooms and back into the hall of the building they got the opportunity to take a picture with the actors. Dee even got a present from the organisation since it was her birthday. A little tombstone which held a picture inside of it of the group and the actors. They walked out of the building again thanking everyone and got in the cars again. 'Oh My God I loved it every bit of it!! It was like whoa!! I really liked this!' Dee said all hyper in the back of the car half bouncing on the seat with Jyrki sitting next to her trying to keep his arm around her but with no luck Dee was babbling so much about it he just gave up and chuckled when she told some things that happened using her hands and arms moving a whole lot around way excited. They had been in the haunted house for 2 hours. 'so where are we going now?' Dee asked Jyrki impatient. 'Aww rakkauteni I'm not telling you now.. but we still stay in Helsinki.' He answered her and she calmed a little down. 'Hmm okay.. I don't care.' She said and wrapped both her arms around his waist resting her head on his chest. He chuckled and they pulled up towards the next thing they had planned for her. When they got out of the car Dee started laughing immediately. 'we are going bowling?' she chuckled loving the idea. They all got in and had to wait for another 20 minutes until their lanes were free.  Dee babbling on with her brother about home and stuff while Jyrki turned around to talk to Jo. 'so do you think she is having a good time? I mean with all the stuff we arranged.' Jyrki whispered over to Jo so that Dee couldn't hear. 'Ohh yeah she Is loving every moment of it as I can hear her talking to William just wait until tonight with the party she is going to freak when she sees who you all invited.' Jo grinned and Jyrki smiled back. Their lanes finally where free and they went bowling having the biggest fun you could imagine Jussi being the top score even though he had never ever bowled in his life before he beat everyone, Dee falling down a couple of times because of the slippery floor, Jo being second best after Jussi the 2 of them had a little competition on who was going to win, it surprised everyone when Archzie eventually beat all of them throwing only but strikes in the second round. 'Jooooo!!!  Bathroom time.. love don't look at me like that it's a girls thing.' Dee said to Jyrki when he looked at her weirdly.  Jo and Dee walked over to the bathroom passing by a big pool filled with plastic balls where little kids where playing in. 'God.. Jussi would go insane in that.' Jo said to Dee while the walked passed it. 'well we better not tell him it's here then!' Dee answered her and they both started laughing. When the girl walked back they hadn't expect what was coming then Jussi did spot the big pool and grabbed Jo from behind throwing her in it , Dee stood sideline laughing her ass of at Jo trying to get out of it by half wrestling Jussi. 'ohh god you guys come on your not 5 anymore for god sakes.' Dee said still laughing out loud. She then tried to help Jo get out of it by reaching out for her hand. 'INCOMING!!!' Timo then yelled behind her and lifted her up jumping in it as well taking Dee with him. 'wooowww!! Timo.. you weirdo I didn't see you!' Dee laughed even harder now while lying in the pool covered in plastic balls. They all got to their feet again and walked back to the others still laughing. 'you fins are insane!' Jo said laughing while they started bowling again. After another hour they got done there and had something to eat at the bowling centre. 'okay and what now?' Dee asked once again to both Jyrki and Jo now since she had a funny feeling the 2 of them had planned everything together. 'well now we go back home.. and well get ready for your party it starts at 7 so and it's 4 now and we still have to drive another hour or so to get back home.. and since I know how you ladies are with getting ready for a party.. and we all have to get changed ourselves so.' Jyrki answered her and Dee smiled again.

They all got in the cars again and left at 4:30 towards home, Jussi and Jo were both coming with Jyrki and Dee to get changed into their costumes there, so Dee , Jyrki and William got into Jussi's car instead now and Archzie went with Bazie and Timo. Once at the house Mom was already waiting outside in her costume with Dee's costume in her hands, they walked up the stairs and into the house, Dee grabbed Jo by the arm into the bathroom together with mom to get changed while the guys changed in the bedroom. 'aww mom you look really lovely as a gypsy woman it's really nice.' Dee said to mom while they both helped Jo with her costume first. 'aww thank you dear.. well you get changed now I'll help Jo with her make-up and hair.' Mom said to Dee and she smiled. 'aww crap! I forgot something be right back okay.' Dee said and slipped out of the bathroom into the bedroom knocking first. She heard a okay and walked in having her eyes covered. 'Love can you give me the curling iron it's in the closet next to my hats top shelve.' Dee said and held out her hand. 'love you can look I don't mind you seeing me in my costume now.' Jyrki answered her while handing her the curling iron. 'yeah but I do.. see you in a bit then.' And she turned around uncovered her eyes again and walked out the room back into the bathroom. She then quickly got changed and did her make-up while Mom and Jo did her hair. They were finally done after a hour, Jo having her hair straight and loose while wearing her fairy costume with the high black heels and having a little bit darker make-up on as usual when Dee did her make-up.  Dee having her hair all in curls also loose wearing her little red riding hood costume with high heeled black boots underneath it and having Smokey eyes and red lipstick on. 'hmm I guess we are done now.' Dee chuckled while the 3 of them stood in front of the mirror and Dee shot a picture of them with her phone. 'I guess we are.. shall we go outside then since I can hear the guys being impatient outside.' Jo answered and the 3 of them agreed. Jo got her wand and Dee got her basket while mom walked out first already smiling widely, Jo and Dee walked out at the same time both laughing. 'uhh are you seeing what I am seeing?' Jussi asked Jyrki and he looked next to him to find Jyrki completely out of words. 'I guess I am.' Jyrki answered him after a while when Dee already stood in front of him kissing him softly. 'Do you like it?' she asked him and he smiled turning her around. 'I love it.. not what I expected but I love the result a lot.' He answered her kissing her back then. The others had already arrived in the meantime and were in the living room waiting for the girls. 'looks like Jussi likes it to' Bazie then said while they all turned their heads to look at Jussi and Jo finding the 2 of them completely locked around one another kissing. 'hmm good job mom.' Dee winked over to mom and she smiled. 'well you guys look very handsome yourselves to be honest let me guess your all vampires but as I can see all from a different time.. cute I love it.' Dee said while looking over to everyone and then spotted her brother dressed in a top hat and a suit posing as a gentleman. 'oh my god William I didn't even recognise you there you look handsome.' Dee said while letting go of Jyrki and walking over to her brother to give him a hug and to look at him more closely. Mom took pictures from everyone before they left for the party.

Once outside the bar the party was held Dee stopped and looked down the street to find it crowded with cars, she didn't pay much attention to it and just took Jyrki's hand while he walked in, they entire bar was dark when they got in few seconds later the light turned on and a whole lot of people yelled surprise at the same time. 'Holy.. oh my god.. amazing!! I love it thank you.. oh my god is that Bam? And ohh holy shit Is that HIM?' Dee said looking around the room and at the people who all came walking up to her to congratulate her. 'Jojo.. I don't even know half of these people.' Dee said to Jo reaching over to tell her that in her ear since a few more came walking up to her to congratulate her. 'actually you do.. remember Jyrki's birthday? We both met all these people but as you said we forgot half of them.. well except for bam and the jackass crew I have no idea why they are all here since we only invited bam and some of his friends.' Jo said back to Dee when bam came walking up to them. 'are you kidding me.. weird ahh well better make the best out of it.' Dee said back putting up a smile when bam whished her a happy birthday. The party went extremely well Dee finally being able to get herself a drink normally after a good hour of people congratulating her all the time. She walked with Jo over to the bar to get something to drink when bumping into someone dressed as a pirate. 'oh sorry didn't see you there.' Dee said to the guy but when she looked up a huge smile appeared on her face. 'well there you are have been looking for you, happy birthday lovely.' Tuomas answered her while smiling charmingly. 'oh god Tuomas didn't know you were coming and thank you!' Dee said to him throwing her arms around him hugging him tightly. 'wait I got you a present to.. I hope you like it.' Tuomas said to her while handing her a little box, Dee looked at him stunned not knowing what to say and blushed, she opened the box and found a silver bracelet in it, when she looked at it more closely she found out it was a charm bracelet and that there was a little star hanging on to it. 'ohh wow I love it.. you really shouldn't have ohh thanks Tuomas I really love it.' Dee said to him giving him another hug Jo's mouth half dropped seeing him putting the bracelet around her left wrist. 'he gave that to you? That's amazing looks very pretty.' Jo said to Dee while elbowing her to go to the bar. Dee smiled and took Tuomas' hand and pulled him with them. 'okay what do you want to drink?' Jo asked Dee. 'hmm wine.. yeah I'm in a wine mood.' Dee answered her Jo smiled and then asked Tuomas what he wanted after that she ordered the drinks. Dee had had just one sip of her wine when Jyrki found her and saw Tuomas standing with her he greeted his friend first and then talked to her. 'rakkauteni,, you have to come with me.' He said smiling holding his hand open for her, Dee placed her hand in his and then asked him why. 'why ? where are we going then?' she asked him and he chuckled. 'you cant have a birthday without a cake remember?' he answered her and Dee looked behind her at Jo and Tuomas sort of telling them to follow her, Jo just chuckled and followed with Tuomas right behind her. Jyrki pulled her towards the centre of the bar where a huge cake was waiting for her on the table, it was a 3 layered cake with bright eatable flowers on it and a huge 25 on top of it with 25 candles. 'okay rakkauteni make a wish.' Jyrki said to her when she stared at him with huge eyes and her mouth wide open. 'love this is more wedding cake material then a freaking birthday cake... but I love it anyway.' She said giving him a kiss and turned around blowing out the candles. 'what did you wish for?' Jyrki asked her while mom cut the cake and tried to give everyone a piece, Dee smiled and took his hands into hers and kissed him. 'Hmm nothing special.. but I am not telling you since if I do it maybe doesn't come true.' Dee said to him winking not in the mood to tell him she wished for 2 things actually but that one of them would never happen anyway. She turned around and looked at Tuomas and he smiled his charming smile, she did wish to once kiss him again but just kept it to herself for when she blew out the candles she had looked him straight in the eye and the wish came upon itself in her head. After the cake the party went on and on like it took forever, the girls dancing almost the rest of the evening while HIM preformed for Dee on her birthday yet another present from Jyrki, they went insane dancing on the music. 'can you freaking believe it HIM for gods sake performing on my birthday!! Jo.. I am more than happy you know.' Dee said while jumping around madly. Jo just laughed and jumped with her. They had a hell of a time, some people left and Dee thanked them for coming once they finally sat down Jussi took of with taking a lot of picture's. 'Whaaah Jussi get over here!!' Dee yelled pulling him down on her lap grabbing the camera while making a picture of the 2 of them while making a funny face. Jo laughed her ass of at them loving the entire moment, Dee then took a whole lot more picture's of everyone around the table including Tuomas and Jyrki together, the jackass crew acting like real idiots , the 69 eyes and HIM. Jo was staring at Ville Valo and Dee knew she had always admired him so she got them together to take a picture. 'Ha!! 1 ..2 .. 3 .. smile guys.. awww how cute awesome.. thank you mister Valo.' Dee said to him while winking towards him Jo just grinned and wanted to see the picture immediately. 'aww it looks adorable Jo aren't you glad I asked him.' Dee sad to Jo while she had sat down next t her watching some of the pictures with her. 'aww I love it.. it's really great.. and yes thank you.. now did you have picture with Jyrki yet?' Jo asked Dee and she grinned 'well of course not what would you expect I was way to busy to take pictures of other people and together with them than with Jyrki again you know me by now Jo.. Love get over here!' Dee said to him while sliding over his lap in between him and Tuomas since they were into conversation. 'ohh sorry Tuomas.. love Jo wants a picture of us again.. like usual.. as you know me being a little bit of a weirdo forgot it again.. sorry.' Dee said to him blushing. He smirked and wrapped a arm around her and pulled her closer taking of her hood and moving her hair out of the way, bending her head to the side so that her neck was visible and pretended to sink his fangs into her neck and Jo shot a picture while he looked up at the camera.  'whaaaaah awesome!! Ohh yeah this is the best one of the evening.' Jo said excitedly while Jyrki pulled Dee's head up again to let her eyes level his. 'what the.. did you just bite me?' Dee asked chuckling. 'off course rakkauteni have to make sure your still mine to have.' He said kissing her on the lips another flash went around the table and Jo was grinning widely. Dee just giggled and kissed him back, she then released him and turned around at Tuomas. 'Next!! Yes your not getting away now mister pirate I want a picture with you to!' Dee said to him looking him straight in the eyes again he just smiled and wrapped a arm around her shoulders looking over at Jo and the camera and smiled his lovely charming smile while the camera flashed again. Not long after another picture followed with the 3 of them together on it.  'well Jojo you had your fun now.. give me back the camera!' Dee said while smirking Jo just handed the camera and returned bothering Jussi who was already impatiently waiting for her to give him attention. Dee just smiled while looking around the table, everyone was having fun and this pleased her, but the thing that pleased her the most was the fact that she was celebrating this with Jyrki next to her holding her close to him. 'Ohh love before I forget I have a present for you.' He said to her by this time the bar was almost empty and the music stopped except for the acoustic guitars Linde and Bazie were playing on. Dee looked at him and started chuckling. 'your kidding right.. do you know how many presents you already gave me today? This is insane you know.' Dee said while gesturing around the table at him and the remains of the cake and well the entire party while laughing. 'yes.. but this is the actual gift I wanted to give you.' He said placing a small box in her hand. Dee looked at him while raising her eyebrows but obeyed him and unwrapped it and opened it, inside the box was a  silver heart shaped locket with engravings on it, that said my heart is yours forever, Dee's eyes widen and she looked up at him, he just smiled back and took the locket from the box putting the necklace around her neck. 'aww Dee it looks beautiful what does it say?' Jo asked but Dee wasn't able to answer her she was still looking at Jyrki with huge eyes. 'really?' she asked him tears welling up in her eyes. 'yes.. forever.' He said to her wiping the single tear away from her cheek with his thumb. 'forever.' She whispered back to him and kissed him locking her arms around his neck.                                                                                                              

Chapter 15 Just Another Day At Work. Well Sort Of.

Jo woke up early because of Jussi twisting and turning in the bed the entire time. It wasn't really that earlier but being awake at 11 in the morning was early for them since they were used to be woken by 2 or 3 in the afternoon. Jussi kept on being restless in the bed and Jo got annoyed by it getting up and getting her robe of the chair next to the bed, she put it on and wrapped it around herself before leaving the bedroom. Once into the living room Jo walked straight into the kitchen to make herself some tea. While she was making her tea she could hear Jussi wake up in the bedroom she smiled and made him a cup of coffee just in case he would ask for it. She sat herself down at the kitchen table and drank her tea. 'Morning Babe.' Jussi said to her when he walked into the kitchen and giving her a morning kiss. 'Morning... did you sleep okay? Ohh I made you coffee it's over there, by the way what time do you guys play today since it's a festival and all here.' Jo said to him while pointing at the counter and sipping her tea once more. 'Ohh uh.. I guess we had to be there around 1 maybe 2 I am not sure I'll ask Jyrki he knows these things.. ohh I slept okay why did I talk in my sleep or?' Jussi asked Jo now drinking his coffee half closing his eyes enjoying the caffeine. 'yeah you were a little restless but nothing to worry about I guess you always get restless when playing a gig here of in Germany, yes I have noticed.' She said to him winking at him since his eyes grew huge when Jo mentioned the facts to him. 'you noticed that huh?.. yes sometimes I get a little weird I don't know I always get over excited when I have to play a gig in my home country no idea why.' He said to her now getting up he already finished his coffee. 'I'm going to take a shower.. care to join me?' Jussi asked her with a sly smile all he wanted is to continue on last night before they went to sleep. Jo rolled her eyes and smiled getting up as well following him to the bathroom, it didn't surprise her at all when she got into the bathroom that the shower was already running and that Jussi was already under it waiting for her. She sighed and shook her head and began to take of her clothes one by one, she then got under the shower and they continued where they left last night. Jo gasped when Jussi pushed her against the shower wall kissing her hard but passionate. He released her immediately thinking he hurt her or something like it, Jo just giggled and pulled him closer to her and kissed him again. 'did I hurt you babe?' Jussi asked her in between kisses when Jo gave him a chance to breath she was more into it now than him since he was still thinking he hurt her. 'No, I'm fine just the cold shower wall that startled me a little that's all.' Jo answered him between breaths. Jussi than grinned and kissed her collarbone moving his hands down her legs to lift her up and let her wrap her legs around his waist, he then continued to kiss her again while slowly rocking them both back and forth against the shower wall. After standing under the shower for nearly an hour and both being satisfied with one another they both dried themselves off and got dressed. 'Now that's what I call a good morning!' Jussi said to Jo grinning widely kissing her again before walking into the kitchen. 'Men.. ohh yeah great start of the day with your back against the wall!' Jo called after him sarcastically and heard him chuckle, she just rolled her eyes again and got her shoes on. It was 12:30 now and Jussi still hadn't called Jyrki yet so Jo decided to call herself. She got out her phone and searched through it for Jyrki's number and pressed call, the phone rang a few times before someone picked it up. 'Hello?' Jyrki asked. 'Morning Jyrki, it's Jo I had a question.. what time are you guys suppose to be at the festival? And what time do you guys start?' Jo asked Jyrki walking into the kitchen to find Jussi making some breakfast, well it could already be lunch but they hadn't eaten yet. 'Ohh we have to be there at 2 and we start at around 6.. Jussi forgot again?' Jyrki answered Jo laughing. 'Yeah he did well see you guys around 1:30 at your place then okay?' Jo said to Jyrki while getting a plate set in front of her. 'Okay, see you then, bye!' he answered and hung up before Jo could say bye back to him. They finished their food and got their stuff ready for the day. Jussi packing a bag full of clothes that he might ware on stage he wasn't entirely sure yet what to wear, Jo also packing some extra clothes in case it would rain or any sort of that. They got their stuff together and left to Jyrki's house. Once outside the house Jussi ran the bell downstairs and Jyrki let them in. Jyrki opened the door for them and invited them in. Jo scanned the room looking for Dee but couldn't find her. 'Where is Dee?? Isn't she here?' Jo asked and then heard a call from the bedroom. 'I'm over here Jo don't be silly where else am I suppose to go?' Dee answered her with a chuckle. 'ohh don't mind her she has been in there all morning just sitting on the floor doing nothing but surf the internet with my laptop.' Jyrki said to Jo and was getting his stuff together while talking to Jussi. Jo walked into the bedroom and found Dee in the corner of it indeed sitting on the ground behind a laptop. 'what on earth are you doing?' Jo asked her when she walked in the room and sat herself down on the bed watching her. 'Ohh nothing as usual I got bored and then Jyr said to me that I could go onto the laptop and stuff... so I did and I think I lost track of time.. I checked my email. So ridiculous I got 328 emails!' Dee said overexcited throwing her hands in the air. Jo just laughed and they babbled on some more.   

'arent you coming??' Jo asked Dee being half stunned when Dee told her she would come around later. 'No.. I have stuff to do.. I'll be there I promise to help you with the merchandise! So uhh don't worry okay.. bye love see you in a few hours' Dee answered Jo at the door while giving Jyrki a kiss. 'now don't wait to long please! You know why I want you there!' Jyrki said to Dee still having his hands wrapped around her waist kissing her. 'yeah I know... to brag with me to others I know.. I haven't forgotten.' Dee answered him and he let go of her walking towards the car. Jo still lingered around at the front door. 'what are you planning? Nightwish isn't playing until 9:30 tonight.' Jo said to Dee looking at her suspicious. Dee rolled her eyes at her and smiled. 'jeezz mom I'm sorry okay but my boyfriend knows I am going over to see that guy.' Dee said sarcastic to Jo , Jo couldn't help it but laughed. 'sorry Jojo but you had that one coming.. no I'm going over to help Tuomas out with some stuff since Tarja Is not doing that anymore but is meeting up with the guys at the gig instead.. weird chick.. you can come if you want to I think they will appreciate the extra help.' Dee offered Jo knowing Jo would say no since she already agreed helping the 69 eyes. 'aww next time okay I have to help the guys out now so... you go have fun see you at the festival okay.. Bye!' Jo said to Dee and walked of towards the car. Dee waved after them and got in the house to get herself ready. 10 minutes later she heard a car honking in front of the building. She got her stuff together and walked out, down the stairs and out the door towards the car where Tuomas was already waiting for her. Dee got in the car and greeted him with a hug. 'ready to go?? Are they gone already?' Tuomas asked her and Dee nodded yes. She knew this was going to be the last time in a while for her to see him so she wanted to make the best out of their last day before he went on tour. 'so what do you want to do today?' Tuomas asked her. 'hmm I don't know.. you pick something to do wasn't I suppose to help you with stuff for the band?' Dee asked him. He smiled a little cheeky. 'well about that.. I already done all of that this morning so.. we got some free time on our hands... shall I show you around our studio?' he asked her and Dee agreed to go there. They pulled up next to the studio and walked in finding the other band mates in there except for Tarja. 'Dee!! How nice to see you once again.. how's your lip?' Emppu asked her when he greeted her with a hug. Dee smiled hugely she loved the guys from Nightwish reminded her of the first time she met the 69 eyes they already felt like family to her. 'ohh I'm fine, Tuomas asked me if I wanted to see your recording studio so here I am but I can't stay that long have to be at the festival around 5 have to help my guy out so.' Dee answered him and sat down on the sofa next to Tuomas, only because he held her hand and pulled her with him and next to him, like she had a choice when she was around Tuomas she felt like a 17 year old high school girl again all in love with the butterflies in her stomach, she couldn't deny them since they were really there. But she did ignore them from time to time knowing she loved Jyrki a thousand times more, or she made herself believe that she wasn't completely sure, one thing she was sure about she was in love with 2 guys. 'so is Tarja still with the band or not? I mean yeah well... sorry if I said something wrong.' Dee said being completely lost for words she had no idea what to talk about. 'yeah she Is staying until the end of our tour and then she leaves.. not that we mind.. she had been acting like a bitch for a while now' Marco answered Dee. In the meantime he was explaining it all to her Tuomas was staring at her and Dee shot some glances over to him, he just kept smiling to her in a way that made her blush and nervous. After talking about the Tarja situation for over half an hour they decided to practise or better say jam. Dee just sat there listening to them and walking around sometimes dancing a little on the music and singing some songs that she knew. She was taking a sip of her water bottle when Tuomas walked out the studio over to her and took her by the hand. Dee half choked in her drink since she didn't see him coming. 'Holy shit! I didn't see you there.. where are we going?' she asked him while he kept pulling her towards his keyboards and placing her behind them. He then stood behind her and put her hands down on the keys with his hands on top of hers. 'you are going to help me play some songs.' He smiled putting his head on her right shoulder so that he could watch her hands and guide her over the keys. 'ohh I can't play Tuomas.. I really can't I'm serious here.' She answered him with a nervous giggle while her hands started trembling since she got even more nervous when he touched her. 'shhhh.. don't worry I'm here to help you.' He said in her ear and signalled over to the others to start playing the song. Her hands and fingers moved flawless over the keys with Tuomas off course guiding her. Dee even started to like it and started laughing and smiling wide. They lost track of the time again and kept standing like this for a long while with her sometimes hitting the wrong key and they both started chuckling again. It wasn't until Dee looked at the clock to find out if was already 4:30 and she had only half an hour left to get over to the festival. 'ohh damn it!! I have to go guys I'm sorry.. Jyrki must be worrying by now since It will take me 40 minutes to get there when I have only 30 left.' Dee said while she stopped playing and unlocked herself from Tuomas' hold. 'we'll come with you we have to be there in an hour to so.. and now we can still see the 69 eyes play.' Jukka mentioned when they to started packing their stuff, most of it was already in their tour bus since they where leaving soon for Europe. They all started walking over to the bus when Tuomas stopped Dee once more. 'Dee.. thank you for today I really liked it.. and you are actually the first to play my keyboard with me.' He smiled his charming smile that made Dee instantly feel weak on the knees, but she took hold of herself and smiled sweetly back to him. 'Your welcome, I loved today to but right now we have to go!' Dee said to him and he laughed. They walked towards the bus and when they all got in the buss driver took of in crazy mode to get Dee there on time.

'where is she!! She is already 10 minutes late!' Jo said to Bazie and Timo looking on her phone if she had missed any calls or messages. 'don't worry probably traffic holding her up so.. she will be here soon.' Bazie answered her when Jyrki walked up to them having the same look on his face as Jo. 'Is she here yet?' Jyrki asked Jo. Jo turned around and was about to tell him no when Dee came running around the corner closely followed by Tuomas and Emppu and a few steps back Marco and Jukka. 'Guys I'm here!! I'm so sorry!! Damn traffic!!' Dee breathed out heavily coming to a stop in front of them trying to catch her breath while bending over taking hold of her knees. 'wow you run fast Dee!.' Emppu said to her while also gasping for air while laughing patting Tuomas on the shoulder who was half dying next to the 2 of them. When Dee got her breath again she straightened up again and waved her arms around. 'okay what do I have to do to help?' she asked Jo who was still taking in the moment that Dee came running up to them like a psycho being followed by Nightwish. 'uhh oh yeah right.. well you can help me at the merchandise stand of you want to unpack all the stuff.' Jo said to Dee who was now drinking some water of Jyrki's water bottle. 'Okay I can do that..  something else I have to do?' Dee asked Jo handing the water bottle back to Jyrki. 'hmm maybe it will be handy for Nightwish if you took there merch as well I mean only if you guys agree with it?' Jyrki said suddenly towards Tuomas and the others. 'ohh awesome idea.. if you girls don't mind?' Tuomas asked both Jo and Dee. ' No I don't mind.. Dee do you mi..?' Jo wanted to ask Dee but Dee was busy at the moment having both her arms around Jyrki kissing him. 'aww did I ever mention to tell you how much I love you?' Dee said to Jyrki and he smirked. 'hmm no not really... you know I always love you more.' Jyrki said to her kissing her back. Dee was sure of one thing again now she loved Jyrki more. 'Okay let's go then!! We have 45 minutes left until the show starts!' Jo said impatient to Dee and Jyrki who were still in each others arms. 'Jo.. easy okay jeez. Uhh well what are you guys suppose to do now?' Dee asked Tuomas and the others. 'Hmm I got an idea.. be right back Emppu can you join me?' Tuomas answered while walking of towards the same direction Jo and Dee were suppose to go. 'Hmm okay that's settled now let's go!' Jo said again making Dee roll her eyes at her. 'Fine! See you later love.. I'll be there when you play.. love you' Dee said to Jyrki giving him a kiss. 'All right rakkauteni see you then.. love you more' Jyrki answered her kissing her back and walking towards their dressing room with Timo and Bazie. Dee followed Jo towards the stand and started unpacking the boxes filled with t-shirts and hoodie's putting them all down on the table, it didn't take long or the first fans already started walking up to the stand to buy something, Dee unpacked and Jo sold the stuff with sometimes asking Dee for a different size of a t-shirt or hoodie. Both of them were startled when they heard or excited screams next tot their stand of some fans, Jo looked next to the stand and grinned while Dee was still half covered in boxes looking for stuff Jo needed, it wasn't until someone whispered in her ear that Dee jumped up. 'BOE!' Tuomas whispered in her ear and Dee jumped to her feet. 'What the!! Tuomas!! Not funny what are you doing here?' Dee asked and he pointed to the table next to their stand Marco , Emppu and Jukka already took their seat there and were signing some merchandise the fans had bought. 'You are nuts! But also very kind to do this! Now If you don't mind I have to go back to helping Jo out.' Dee said to him sitting back down on her knees to look for an XL Hoodie of the 69 eyes for a fan that had been waiting over 5 minutes for her to find it. 'Okay.. good luck with that.' Tuomas answered her bending over to give her a kiss on her cheek before sitting back on his seat behind the signing table. Dee just shook her head and finally found the hoodie handing it over to the guy who looked pleased with it and bought a beanie and a Nightwish shirt with it. 'I saw that you know.' Jo said chuckling to Dee and Dee sighed. 'Pff don't get me started I can tell you one thing though.' Dee said leaning over to Jo to whisper. 'Okay what?' Jo asked with a smile. 'I love Jyrki more!' Dee whispered to her and grinned widely. Jo smiled hugely back. 'I knew it! Not that I am surprised I mean you guys have something that is so intense it's scary.' she said to Dee and they both started laughing. 'Ohh that's a nice one for the parents like Hi I'm Dee your sons girlfriend and according to my best friend your son and I have something so intense it scares the living shit out of them ohh by the way I love him.' Dee said sarcastic and the girls burst out in to full laughter, Making the guys of Nightwish turn their heads and look at them. 'Ohh god that was hilarious! Now let's go back to selling stuff, Hey can I help you?' Jo said to Dee before turning towards a customer. They had both split up at the stand Dee selling Nightwish merchandise and Jo selling the 69 eyes merch, but sometimes a fan asked for both so they had to ask one another for the things. The 40 minutes they had stood there flew by like seconds and they just sold the last items to their customers telling them they would be back here after the 69 eyes show for another hour and that they then would be closed. 'Okay let's go see our crazy Finnish dudes and get over with it.' Dee said to Jo like it was a order they had gotten. Jo started laughing again and handed Dee her bag. 'Ohh yeah I know if we don't go we are going to hear it all night and day tomorrow.' Jo answered and Dee chuckled and looked over to the table next to their stand. 'so are you guys coming or what?' Dee asked them and they all got up signing the last item of a girl that looked at them all like she was going to have a nervous breakdown at any second. 'Yup we are all done let's go to see the helsinki vampires!' Tuomas said and they all including the girls started laughing, it just sounded so incredibly weird coming out of another fins mouth, who to was a musician. They walked up towards the stage and all stood backstage while the music started. Jussi throwing another beer back before walking on stage on his way over he kissed Jo and walked out with Timo , Bazie and Archzie.  Jyrki was still pacing back and forth concentrating and waiting for the part of the music to start where he could walk on stage. He spotted Dee and smiled walking over to her to hug her and kiss her. He then released her and walked on stage being a couple of seconds to late. The music started and they opened the set with Crashing high. Dee going completely out of her mind dancing backstage having the people there stare at her not that she cared , Jo just grinned and stood there next to her moving a little to the music and sometimes laughing because of Dee's weird moves while watching her Jussi perform. 'is she always like this?' Emppu asked Jo with a grin while nodding towards Dee who was now joined by Jukka head banging alongside her. 'Ohh yeah she is.. she is even holding back now to be honest.. you should see her later when she hears your music she becomes a maniac.' Jo laughed while Dee took hold of Jukka's hand and turned around under his arm while they both were laughing. 'aww that's cool to bad I have to perform and I can't see that.' Emppu answered. Jo then grinned. 'ohh that can be arranged if you want to I was planning of taking picture's of you guys.. since well I am a photographer and I can ask Dee to stand with me in front of the stage.. but only if you guys don't mind me taking photos of you.' Jo said to Emppu and Tuomas since they where standing closets to her Dee was keeping Jukka occupied and Marco was totally into the show watching it from a closer view. 'Ohh yeah sure.. that would be awesome you can take picture's of us backstage getting ready and all and then from the gig. You can make sort of a report of it if you want to.' Tuomas answered her and Jo agreed she would love doing that she hadn't done that in while. The 69 eyes played their last 2 songs before coming backstage and then go out again for their last song Lost Boys like the always did. 'Rakkauteni.. did you enjoy the show?' Jyrki asked her when he walked backstage for a minute before going out again. Dee just threw both her hands around him she didn't care that he was sweating and kissed him. 'I did and I guess Jukka did to we have been dancing the entire show so.. but go now people are waiting!' Dee answered him and kissed him again before letting him go and he smirked walking back to the stage. 'aww she really loves him.' Tuomas said while smiling and knowing others heard that. 'Yup she does.. more than you can imagine. 'Jo answered him while smiling kindly to him. The music start again and Dee took hold of Jukka's hand again dancing with him both laughing their asses of while they took an attempt to do the Tango on Lost Boys.

'all right you guys get ready and change for gods sake.. ieuw Jussi!!' Jo said while Jussi gave her another hug in the dressing room being still sweaty, Jo took a step back and grabbed Dee by the arm pulling her of the chair she was sitting on towards the door. 'You! Come with me we still have to sell stuff you can cuddle and kiss your man later.' Jo said to her and Dee grinned waving towards the others blowing a hand kiss over to Jyrki. 'Aww Jojo.. stop being so I don't know Jojo... I'll come with you.. you can let go of my arm now.' Dee said to Jo when they walked down the hall towards the stand. 'No way! You might turn around and run back to your guy.' Jo said to her and they both chuckled, but she let go of Dee anyway since they were just a few steps from the stand, they both got behind it again taking out the Nightwish and 69 eyes stuff again and started selling again since there were some fans already waiting for them, which 2 of them Dee recognised immediately. 'Oh my Gog!! Katie, Bella!! What are you 2 doing here!.' Dee said leaving her spot behind the stand to walk towards the girls to give them a hug. 'Hmm we knew it was you 2 standing here..well we just came here for the festival.. since when do you guys sell Nightwish stuff.' Katie asked Dee when she had walked back and took the girls with her, who were now standing next to the stand. 'Since Dee over here became really good friends with Tuomas!' Jo said sarcastic and they both laughed. 'Wow, that sounds awesome.. we also love Nightwish can't wait t see them perform in a couple of hours we just saw your guys perform once again and as always it rocked!' Katie sad to Jo and Dee and they both smiled hugely. 'aww nice to hear that... so you guys flew all the way over here to Finland to see the weird vampires perform? You 2 are nuts!' Dee said to them when they both nodded yes and smirked. Dee talked some more to Bella and Katie while Jo sold stuff she had traded places with Dee and was now selling the Nightwish stuff which by now was becoming really crowded since people all wanted to have a shirt or anything they sold before the gig started in a few hours. Before the girls knew the hour had passed again and Katie and Bella helped them put all the stuff that was left back in the boxes. 'Jojo wait don't put those away yet.. what sice do you 2 have again?' Dee asked Bella and Katie who were staring at Dee again while Jo was holding some shirts of Nightwish in her hands. 'Uhh I have small and Katie has medium why?' Bella asked Dee who was grinning. 'Jo one medium and one small please.' Dee said to Jo who grinned and searched for the shirts and threw them over to Dee. 'Here you 2 go.. my treat.' She said to the girls handing them the shirts. 'Ohh wow thanks a lot Dee!! That is really awesome!!' Katie said to Dee while giving her a hug and then continued to help her pack in the last hoodie's, the girls finished up and closed all the boxes with tape again and put them on car and rolled them back backstage towards the busses. Bella and Katie where stopped by security telling them they weren't allowed in that area,  Dee told them they where with them but security refused to let them pass. 'okay girls just give me a few okay!' Dee said to then while giving the security guy a nasty look. 'Jo be right back okay!' and she took of towards the busses. A few minutes later she came running back holding 2 backstage passes which had Katie and Bella's names on it, she grinned and winked towards Jo passing her and walked towards the security guy showing him the passes and told him once again that they were members of the crew. He apologised and let them in. 'How on earth did you do that?' Jo asked Dee when the 4 of them walked further towards the busses. 'Ohh I have my ways... besides Nightwish had a couple of them left... Tuomas told me earlier today.' Dee answered and Jo shook her head laughing. The loaded in the boxes on the buss where they were suppose to be, when they were done Dee sat down for a second getting out her phone to find out where everyone else was, she found out that the 69 eyes and Nightwish were planning on eating together. Dee put away her phone and got up again. 'are you guys hungry?' she asked the 3 of them. 'Uhh a little I guess.' Katie answered. 'Okay well let's go then guys are waiting for us.' Dee said to them while looking at Jo with a look that Jo recognised immediately. 'Really now?' Jo asked already knowing what Dee was talking about. They walked towards the backstage cafeteria that the organisation had set up there and walked through the doors, Dee and Jo both looking for the guys and spotted them at the far end at 3 table's, Katie and Bella both having no idea where they were going and just followed the girls and talked a little when they passed a artist they recognised while giggling. They came to a stop with Bella almost walking herself against Jo. 'Sorry Jo didn't see you girls stop here.' She apologised while Dee already chuckled. 'it's okay we are sitting here.' Jo answered them and moved a little over so the girls cudl see their table and the bands. Bella's  mouth half dropped when she found out she was sitting at the same table with Nightwish and the 69 eyes , while Katie's eyes just grew enormously big seeing Nightwish. 'are you freaking kidding me!' Katie said out loud while everyone started laughing. 'aww Kates!! It was just one of Dee ridiculously surprises I hope you girls don't mind. 'Jo said towards them while Dee already grinned and sat herself next to Jyrki and Tuomas, since the two of them were sitting next to one another. 'uhh no we don't mind it's just... wow' Bella began and her mouth dropped again when she found out she had to sit next to Marco and Emppu. 'Aww sorry girls but you have to know me by now.. guys this are Katie and Bella friends of ours from Germany.. girls well you already now these weird fins now I introduce you to the other weird ones.. this are Tuomas , Emppu , Marco and Jukka from Nightwish.' Dee said while introducing the girls to the guys and winked when calling them the other weird fins. They al smiled when introduced and the girls both went in to full question mode again not leaving the 69 eyes out they still had a lot to ask them to. While they were eating, well at least making attempts to eat since Bella and Katie kept asking a lot making them laugh from time to time, Dee cuddle up against Jyrki resting her head  on his shoulder while he stroke her hair with his left hand. 'rakkauteni?  Will you watch the Nightwish show with me?' He asked her and she lifted her head up smiling. 'Off course I will silly fin! What did you think I would take of into the crowd and leave you on your own backstage unguarded? Your not getting rid of me that easy you know!' Dee said to him and wrapped her hands around his torso again resting her head back on his shoulder, he just grinned and kissed the top of her head. 'No, just asking you my love... since I heard that Jo over here has some plans for you with Emppu.' He answered her and she shot up straight again, while looking at Jo who had stopped eatind the second Dee looked at her, not because she was shocked but of the look Dee gave her asking her something without words. 'Aww it's nothing really..emppu over there wanted to see you go crazy on their music in front of the stage between me and all the other reporters.' Jo said to Dee and saw a huge devilish grin appear on Dee's face, meaning that she was totally up for that idea to. 'damn it !! now I want to do that to!.' Dee sighed while dropping her head on the table, making Bella and Katie look up for the first time since they started questioning Nightwish. 'Something wrong Dee?' Bella asked her and Dee moaned something you couldn't understand, well not everyone at the table Jo could since it was French. 'Ohh she is now thinking if she will rock out with her boyfriend backstage or come with me and stand in front of the stage during the Nightwish performance.' Jo explained to them all since no one really understood Dee when she was mumbling in French. Dee lifted her head up and sighed once again now leaning back in her seat staring at the ceiling, Jyrki just sat next to her smiling the entire time. 'I'll make a deal with you rakkauteni.' He said to her and Dee looked at him surprised. 'a deal?? About what?? I already agreed to stand with you before I knew Jo's damn option so there is no reason for a deal.' Dee said to him ready to look back at the ceiling when he stopped her again by speaking again. 'Well technically you can still do that halfway through the performance the first half you can stand in front with Jo if you like I don't mind.' He said to her and Dee let her chair fall back on the ground smiling widely. 'really !! you wouldn't mind me getting myself halfway insane hurt in front of the stage?? Really!! Awwwww thank you thank you thank you! I love you!' Dee said to him already sitting on his lap kissing him wherever she could thanking him. Bella and Katie grinned hugely seeing this and everyone else laughed at her. 'Okay I didn't say anything about the getting hurt part now! But yes you can my love.' He tried to answer her when Dee gave him the chance to.

The Nightwish performance was about to start and Dee and Jo managed to get Bella and Katie backstage to listen to them joined by the 69 eyes, well they certainly had the best times of their lives they could watch one of their favourite bands with one of their favourite bands, Dee getting overly excited standing in front of the stage together with Jo and all the other photographers , the girls made a deal that Dee would help Jo with the best spots by just going wildly insane next to her on the music so that no one else could get near them. 'chick I will start my own goddamn mosh pit here if it gives you a good view.. I will knock them down one by one.' Dee said to Jo while some of the other photographers where listening to them. 'Ha! Deal chick well better get moshing then the music is starting!' Jo said to Dee and had her camera ready to take the first good shots of the band while Dee already started moving a little on the music. The opening was insane and Dee could hear and see the crowd going more than insane behind her when the band came into view, Tarja having more make-up on than usual hiding some of the damage Dee had done to her. The girls having the time of their lives backstage with Jussi and Bazie both head banging with them on the music, Jyrki some how looking a little bit out for Dee he was worried after all but knew she could handle things herself and Archzie and Timo both having a beer watching the show, Dee went completely insane when they played the song Wish master It was one of her favourite songs and she indeed like she said started her own little mosh pit. Emppu smiling widely when he saw Dee going insane like a maniac when he walked over to the part of the stage the girl were standing and posing a little for Jo, they stood right in front of Tuomas so Jo got some great shots of the 2 of them together later joined by Marco, Halfway through the gig Tuomas signalled over to Dee that she had to go back to Jyrki now he agreed on that with Jyrki and Dee walked of. 'Later Jojo.. your on your own now!' Dee said to her before walking of Jo just grinned and continued taking picture's. Dee got backstage and walked well actually half danced towards Jyrki who stood there with his arms wide open waiting for her and hugged her when she reached him. 'You had fun out there?' he asked her and Dee grinned. 'Yup it was awesome but it's also awesome from back here!' Dee said to him pointing towards the girls and the guys all head banging now. 'ohh yes I know they have been going on like that for a while now.. good they are having fun.' Jyrki said to her while they both turned around again and watched the show hands locked around each other.                                                                                 

Chapter 14 Love Is A Game That Can't Be Tamed.

1 day before performing the last shows in Helsinki. Jo woke up from the knocks on their front door. Well you couldn't call it knocking it was more that some one was tying to hit through the door. Jo got up slowly letting her eyes adjust to the light coming through the curtains and then looked at her phone. She had missed over 20 messages from Dee. She got up and walked towards the front door where someone was still trying to hit through it. She opened it and found Dee outside of it. 'Holy shit Dee!! It's 9 in the morning.' Jo said yawning not paying attention to Dee. 'He left Tarja! The woman was at my door for Christ sake! I had to leave since I couldn't stand the way she lingered around Jyrki!' Dee said now sitting down at the kitchen table. 'Jo then woke up abruptly realising what Dee had just said to her. 'Hold on! Tuomas left Tarja??' Jo asked Dee. She nodded yes and then got up and walked into their bedroom. 'Wow! Chick what are you doing??' Jo asked walking after her. 'Waking up Jussi he has to tell me where they live. I have to talk to Tuomas and get some sense into that guy! Jussi!! Get up I have to ask you something!' Dee answered Jo while shaking Jussi who slowly opened his eyes. ' Tuomas?? Why do you have to talk to him??' Jo asked again and Dee showed her the messages he had send to Dee over the night. Asking Dee to please come talk to him that she was the only one he wanted to talk to. 'Ohh I see... well I don't know if it's a good idea of you going to him.' Jo started and Dee sighed pulling Jussi out of the bed and dropped him on the floor. 'Jussi now please!! I know Jojo I know.. but I have to... he won't let Marco or Emppu in. they tried to talk to him but he won't let them in.' Dee looked at Jo and Jo could see that she didn't want to go but that she had to. 'your weakness is building up again Dee.. don't do it! Your caring to much.. please don't do anything stupid!' Jo said to Dee. 'Jo.. don't start this on me now! I already feel bad enough! Please.. Jussi do you have a address of where Tuomas lives?' Dee asked Jussi still looking at Jo not showing any emotion. 'Uhh yes I do wait I'll write it down for you.' Jussi said looking from Jo to Dee and back. He wrote it down on a piece of paper and handed it to Dee. 'Thank you Jussi.. talk to you later Jo don't worry to much! I won't do anything stupid!' Dee said to Jo and headed out the door. 'Jussi love.. call Jyrki.. he has to know something.' Jo said to Jussi and he looked at her with a weird expression. 'how do you mean? Did I miss something?' Jussi asked her looking confused. 'yes you did... Tuomas and Tarja are no longer together.. and my best friend is about to do something stupid.' Jo answered and Jussi raised his eyebrows again. 'Like?' he asked and Jo sighed getting her own phone out. 'she is going over to Tuomas.. she has feelings for him.' Jo said turning around looking at Jussi again. His mouth dropped and he shook his head. 'NO WAY! Your not joking now are you.. Jyrki has to know... but isn't it better if Dee tells him herself?' Jussi asked while looking at Jo already holding the phone to her ear. 'She will never tell him.. besides Tarja is over with him now I think that pissed Dee of good.' Jo answered and heard someone else on the other end pick up the phone. 'Jo? Did something happened?' Jyrki asked. 'No well at least not yet I am not sure.. we have to talk it's about Dee.' Jo said and Jyrki listened.

Meanwhile Dee got to the address and found Marco and Emppu standing outside at the door still trying to reason with Tuomas. Dee got out f the cab and rushed to them. 'Is he still not letting you guys in?' Dee said to them while giving them a hug. In the last couple of days she had got to know the entire Nightwish group it even surprised her that Jukka wasn't there with them. 'No, he won't let us in.. Jukka already tried to kick in the door with no success he went home to find something else to open it with. Why are you here?' Marco asked Dee. 'well.' Dee said showing them the messages Tuomas had send to her over the night. 'wow.. well let's see if you can talk some reason into him.. I hope you can.' Emppu said to her after reading the messages. 'well let's hope so to.. wish me luck guys... Tuomas? Open the door please.. it's me Daremo.. Tuomas??' Dee said to them before walking over to the door and knocking on it. There was no answer and Dee turned around towards Emppu and Marco to raise her hands in the air. The door then quickly opened and Tuomas grabbed her around the wrist pulling her inside. 'Wow!! Holy shit!' you scared the crap out of me there!.' Dee said to him while he pulled her into a tight hug shutting the door. 'I'm so glad you came.' He said to her not letting her go. 'uhh okay.. well someone has to talk sense into you.. why did you and Tarja split? And why for gods sake are you not letting your band mates in?' Dee asked him and he looked down at her smiling kindly. 'we got into a huge argument and I somehow let it slip that I liked someone else.. and well I wanted to talk to you first before I talk to my band.' He stroked Dee's cheek and she pushed herself away from him to break out of his grip around her. 'Okay.. but... god Tuomas!! You got me freaking worried here.. I thought you would do something to yourself you know.' Dee said to him creating some distance between them and walked into the living room. All of the curtains where shut and some candle's were burning in the room. It smelled strongly of cigarettes and coffee in the room and his keyboards looked like a mess. 'holy shit what happened in here.. do you mind if I let some light into the room?' Dee asked him and he nodded yes. He followed Dee around the room with his eyes while sitting behind his keyboard. Dee opened the curtains all first seeing Marco and Emppu outside who where now joined again by Jukka and gave them a thumbs up and they relaxed. When she turned around she could see what a mess it was. Ashtrays all around the room filled with smoked cigarettes and 4 to 5 coffee cups spread over the table. Paper sheets everywhere with some being blank and others being written on. 'Oh My God! First thing we are going to do is clean up this mess.. and then we talk okay?' Dee said to him and he nodded yes and started picking up the sheets. She got rid of all the ashtrays and cups and found something to clean the table with. She quickly washed out all the ashtrays and then put them back on the places she found them. Cleaning some candle wax of the floor from where it dripped. After 30 minutes they where done and the place looked a little more descent than before. Dee sat down in the nearest chair she could find and sighed. 'Okay now tell me the whole story please.' She said to him and he sighed to. 'well when we got home after the party.. she was already being moody because of you.. for some weird reason she doesn't like you being with Jyrki.. I have no idea why before you would ask so.. and then the argument got out of hand her telling me all kinds of hate full things about you , my relationship with her and the band... so I went into defence about the band and our relationship.. I didn't dare to say anything about you and they way I feel for you so I just said to her instead that I already had feelings for someone else and that I no longer wanted to be together with her.. she got upset and took her bags and left.. I only found out today that she was planning on going to you and Jyrki. To break you guys up so that she could have him for herself.. so I started texting you in the hope that you would react back and stop her but instead you came over here and she is now with him in your house.' Tuomas explained. Dee listened to him and nodded a few times before her mouth dropped when he got to the part of her wanted to split up Dee and Jyrki. Tuomas looked at her feeling guilty of letting her come here. 'your telling me she wants to?? Oh my god!' Dee's eyes widen and she then felt her phone buzzing in her pocket. She got it out and looked at it. It was Jyrki calling her. 'GODAMMIT JO!!' Dee said out loud furious now. 'what happened? Is that Jyrki?' Tuomas asked Dee pointing at the phone. 'yes.. I have to go... I'm so sorry I wish I could help you.. but right now I have to save my own relationship.' She said to him while getting up and already heading for the door. He stopped her by grabbing her by the arm. 'please... stay.. I am so sorry.' He said to her and spin her around to look at him. Tears broke into her eyes and he felt even more guilty now. 'I can't!! I'm sorry I can't!! I love him!!' Dee said while tears streamed down her cheek. In this moment she wanted to hold Tuomas so tightly to her and not let him go but in the same moment she wanted nothing more in the world to get to Jyrki now as fast as she could. He took her face into his hands and looked at her wiping some tears away with his thumb. She looked back at him into his eyes and felt what was coming. He leaned in and kissed her. She didn't fight back in the first seconds just letting it happen but then realising what she was doing she pushed him away from her. 'Tuomas.. I can't do this I am sorry.' She breathed out and turned away from him and headed out the door leaving him standing there. Once outside the others could see she was upset. ' Daremo are you alright?? What happened?' Emppu asked her when she walked pass him. 'Tarja happened she is trying to steal Jyrki from me I have to get to my place as fast as I can!' Dee said grabbing her phone dialling Jo's number she hadn't forgotten about that yet. Jo answered the phone and Dee freaked. 'What the fuck have you told Jyrki!! And don't deny it I know it was you Jo.. what did you fucking tell him!!' she yelled over the phone feeling more tears coming up. 'I told him about you going to Tuomas! I didn't tell him about you having feelings for him.. I just told him I was afraid that you would do something stupid Dee!! Well did you or not?' Jo asked Dee hearing obviously that Dee was upset. 'off course not!! How on earth could you think that of me Jo!' Dee answered wiping more tears away. 'ohh.. well I didn't mean it like that.. than why are you so upset did something happen?' Jo asked in a more calmer voice now not realising that in fact her suspicions were true and that Dee indeed did something stupid. 'Tarja is after Jyrki.. she is trying to break us up!' Dee said and Jo gasped. 'are you serious?? Where are you now?' Jo asked. 'still at Tuomas. I'm on my way home now waiting for a cab.' Dee said to Jo now being a little calmed down but still furious. 'Okay we will meet you at your place!!' Jo said and hang up. Dee shoved her phone back into her pocket and looked around. Tuomas then got out the door walking towards her. 'come with me.. I'll bring you to Jyrki.' He said to her holding his hand open for her. Dee looked at him and saw that this was hurting him but that he was determined to not ruin her relationship with Jyrki. 'Okay.' She said to him and took his hand. He led her towards his car and got in. Emppu , Marco and Jukka got into the backseat obviously not missing any of it. On their way over Tuomas explained everything to his band mostly in Finnish. They pulled up into Jyrki's street and Dee could see Jussi and Jo already outside waiting for her. Dee got out of the car and walked over towards Jo cursing in French under her breath. 'is she still in there?' Dee asked Jo and saw from a distance that Bazie and Timo were walking towards them. 'Yes.. she hasn't come out yet and well Jyrki isn't answering his phone.' Jussi said to Dee and then looked at Jo. Dee lost it then and started swearing and cursing in French looking over to Jo every now and then telling her some things. After 5 minutes Jo's jaw dropped. 'You did what!!' Jo said to her when she heard Tuomas had kissed her. Dee now pleaded towards her and Jo shot a look over to Tuomas that no one really missed but kept her mouth shut listening to Dee's explaining it to her. 'okay I see no no you couldn't have stopped that I agree but still Dee.. you promised!' Jo said to her and Dee threw her hands in the air. 'I know okay!! I couldn't help it.. and I will tell him I will do that after I killed her!' Dee said to Jo and Jo backed up immediately realising Dee was to pissed of to reason with. They all then heard the door open and saw Tarja and Jyrki coming through it both looking out to see where the noise and shouting came from. 'You!! I swear to god you!!' Dee said towards Tarja and pointed her finger at her and already took furious step towards her. Bazie stopped her just in time but had difficulty holding her back. 'Dee calm down.. please Dee.' Bazie started and was soon supported by Emppu holding Dee by the arms. Jo then tried to translate all the French cursing and screaming Dee was throwing over to her. But stopped when she realised Dee had spotted something about Jyrki. Dee?? Daremo?' Jo asked when Dee had fallen completely still and let herself half hang on to Emppu. 'you didn't now did you?? Please tell me you didn't love please.' Dee said looking at him. 'no I didn't..' Jyrki answered her. Dee fell to her knees and took her head into her hands. 'she tricked me!! She fucking knew!! Ohh my god!' Dee said and Jo rushed over to her. 'chick!!' she said to her but stopped when Dee looked at her. 'ohh my god the bitch set you up!' Jo said realising what Dee knew seconds ago. Tarja in the meantime half hiding behind Jyrki throwing a evil look over to Tuomas. 'I told you I would win this.' She said to him and that triggered Dee and she jumped up to her feet. 'what did she tell you?!!' Dee said to Jyrki walking over to him and Tarja. 'that you had feelings for Tuomas and that you went after him.' Jyrki said to Dee. But before Dee could answer Tuomas did. 'that is not true! She came over to me to talk to me but she doesn't have any kind of feeling for me other that friendship as I have for her.. Tarja was just being jealous of you and Dee and made up story's to break you 2 apart!' Tuomas said to Jyrki and Dee stopped walking looking back over to Tuomas. She could see and feel how much this hurt him and hurt her but she was so thank full for him to do this for her. 'is this true Dee??' Jyrki asked her and Dee shot a fast look at Jo and then looked at the ground before answering Jyrki. 'yes it is the truth.. he is like Donny to me love nothing more.' Dee kept looking at the ground feeling more miserable with the seconds that ticked by. She didn't want to talk about Tuomas this way since he was more to her than that but as he already gave her a alibi she would be stupid not to stick with it. She then felt 2 arms wrapping themselves around her and someone kissing hr head. 'rakkauteni.. I am so sorry I doubted you.' Jyrki said to her and Dee kept looking down. 'excuse me for a moment.' Dee said to him and looked up to him giving him a kiss. He unwrapped his arms around her and moved over. 'Jojo!!' Dee said and Jo took in the message. Looking behind her ready to stop every fin that wanted to go near Dee to stop her. 'Now Tarja.. I don't think we properly met now did we Hi I'm Daremo but my friends call me Dee remember? The girl you tried to separate from her boyfriend!!' Dee said to her and stormed at her pushing her towards the ground ready to hit her in the face. It was catfight all over the place Tarja not really on the winning side. Jo then let go of some fins and smirked. 'Hmm Dee didn't even put effort in it.' She said to the ones still standing with her. Jyrki and Bazie were the ones pulling Dee of Tarja and Tuomas and Emppu holding Tarja back. 'next time I will kill you!! Stay away from my man!!' Dee yelled towards her. 'wow she is insane.. I mean that wasn't a girl fight but half a guy beating the crap out of a girl.' Timo said and Jukka , Marco and Archzie who had joined them in the meantime before Dee lost it all agreed. Jo burst out into laughter and High fived Dee when they joined them. 'bitch trying to steal my guy.. I'll show her.' Dee said while wiping the blood of her split lip and spit out the blood in her mouth. 'Hmm Dee next time don't hold back that much.. I've seen you do worse to guys you know. 'Jo said to her sarcastic and Dee grinned. 'Ha I know! But I did teach her a little lesson.' Dee said to Jo and they both started laughing. 'I need a drink!; Dee finally said. Tarja was put on a cab by Tuomas after shouting at one another for 10 minutes. He sighed and walked over to the group. He looked at Dee and felt yet again guilty. 'aww I'm sorry Daremo.. I didn't want this to happen it's just Tarja and all so.' Tuomas started and Dee smiled. 'Don't worry that much I'm fine.. how are you holding on?' Dee asked him and everyone else looked at him. 'well tired and I need a cigarette and a drink.' He smiled his lovely shy smile and look towards the ground. 'a drink it is then!' Jyrki said to him and patted him on the shoulder. Dee gave him and hug and whispered into his ear. 'thank you.. I will never forget this.' She let go of him and looked at him. He winked and mouthed your welcome and sorry to her. Jyrki invited everyone in for drinks. So everyone followed in and had something to drink talking all day about the fight , albums , music and a lot of other things that randomly came by. 'So are you going to tell Jyrki about you 2 or not?' Jo asked Dee and Tuomas in the corner of the kitchen in a whisper. They had been sitting half of the day talking. 'I think it's best if we don't I don't want her relationship to end with Jyrki... I can see how much she loves him and I am more than willing to take a step back.' Tuomas answered Jo. Jo smiled and looked at Dee. 'and I highly appreciate that and I would also appreciate it if you wouldn't mention it to him Jojo. Please.' Dee looked at Jo with a pleading look and Jo smiled. 'I promise.. my lips are sealed! I don't want you 2 to end any time soon so besides I don't want to lose my best friend and you kept a lot of secrets for me to in the past so.' Jo said to Dee and they hugged each other. 'Thank you!' Dee answered and they continued to talk about other things.

Dinner since everyone was already hanging over by Jyrki's they decided to order food. While it was delivered everyone picked out their things they wanted. 'Hey!! That's mine babe!' Jussi said to Jo when she stole one of his egg rolls. 'Ha watch now you see it!.. and now you don't!' Jo said to Jussi while eating the egg roll. 'guys!! Please!! Whatever you do eat the damn food and not go have ideas of throwing it!' Dee warned beforehand grinning. Luckily the eating part went great neither of them had any intentions of throwing the food. The part that did suck was that they left her with all the dishes. Dee had rolled her eyes at all of them when they walked out of the kitchen into the living room leaving her standing there. She started the dishes and was soon joined by Timo. 'thanks Timo for helping me.. at least some one still does!' she yelled into the living room hearing them all laugh. 'aw well I needed to do something anyway so decided to help you.' He smiled at her while drying some plates. 'you know if you put ice on that the swelling becomes less.' Timo said after putting the last things into the cabinet. 'I know.. aww Timo your always taking care of me when I'm hurt thank you!' Dee said to him giving him a hug an a kiss on the cheek. 'well I only do it so that you hug me and all so.' He said sarcastic and they both chuckled. Dee had gotten out a icepack again since Timo kept on insisting of her putting ice on her split lip. They joined the others in the living room who were all still drinking. Around 2 in the morning everyone went home with Jussi and Jo hanging around the longest. Dee was saying by to Tuomas now at the door. The other band mates already walked down to the car. 'thank you again for everything. I so owe you!' Dee whispered into his ear while hugging him. 'Ha.. don't worry about it anything for you... ohh one day you will have to pay me back but I won't tell you when yet.' He whispered back holding her close while smelling her hair and kissing her cheek. 'but one thing I will have and you know what it was.. I will not forget that any time soon.' He said to her and pulled back from the hug to look at her putting his hand under her chin and smiled his lovely smile again. Dee blushed and smiled back and took a step back to the door. 'Goodnight Tuomas!' she said so that the others could hear her. 'Night Daremo!' he said back and winked at her. She blew a kiss after him and closed the door. Walking back into the living room and letting herself drop on the couch. 'holy shit I am knackered.. are you guys staying over or?' Dee asked Jussi and Jo. 'Oh no we were about to go.. so that you guys have some alone time looks like you can use some sleep.' Jo said to Dee while getting up and grabbing her purse walking towards the door. Jussi took hold of her hand and Dee hugged them both goodnight. 'Okay well thanks for everything and yeah I'll call you' Dee said to Jo. 'okay night guys!' Jo said back and they walked out the door. 'Ready to got to bed rakkauteni?' Jyrki asked Dee. She nodded yes while yawning and stretching herself. 'good let's got t bed then.' He said to her already heading for the bedroom. 'ohh crap wait!! I haven't giving you your birthday present yet!' she said to him walking into the bedroom first going through the closet. 'aww I told you 2 nights ago you didn't had to get me anything since I forgot my birthday myself.' He said to her following her into the bedroom sitting himself down on the bed watching her rumble through the closet. She then got out package and smiled widely. 'well I couldn't resist and I know you needed new ones so.' She said to him handing him the package. He took it and smiled while tacking the wrappings of and found a brand new drawing book and a new drawing kit. 'aww thank you! You shouldn't have done that!! I love it!' he said to her putting the present aside and kissing her. Which eventually led to more than kissing. Before they knew they were under the covers. 'wait!!' she said and giggled when he pulled his head away from her neck to look at her. 'what?? Are you not feeling well.' he asked her and she giggled again. 'No you silly fin!! I forgot to tell you how much I love you.' She said and he smiled. 'aww your adorable.. I love you to more than anything in this world.' he answered her 'good just making sure of that.. now you can have your well third part of your present?' she chuckled and pulled his face closer to hers to kiss him intensely.                                                           

Chapter 13 Dark hair, Light Eyes and Finnish. Sigh!

The video shoot went brilliant. The shoot had been more than 2 weeks ago and the guys where now playing their last shows of the tour in Finland. Today was like every other day except for the fact that they had 3 more days of before their last 2 shows took place in Helsinki. Dee had been staying over at Jyrki's for a day now since they only got back yesterday morning. Today was a special day for Jyrki that Dee didn't know. It was his 37^th birthday and he hadn't even told her yet that today was his birthday. It wasn't until they met up with the others and everyone congratulated him that she found out. 'Hold on! What today is your birthday? Why didn't you tell me!!' Dee said out loud when Jo congratulated him. Everyone froze to their spots and looked over to Dee. 'you didn't know?' Jussi asked her while half shaking his head. 'No! I didn't! he never mentioned it!' Dee said again now out of breath. Jo knew what that meant that she was about to cry. 'Ohh Dee please don't!' Jo said already walking over to her wrapping a arm around her. 'I need to sit down for a minute.' Dee said fighting back the tears in her voice. 'Aww rakkauteni please... I'm sorry I forgot! It won't happen again alright please don't cry.' Jyrki said while sitting down next to her wrapping both his arms around her kissing her temple. 'I.. I'm okay.. it's just.. I know your birthday is on the 15^th because mine is on the 31^st and I totally forgot... which is stupid.' Dee said wiping her tears away from her cheek. Jyrki then laughed and hugged her even tighter. 'it's okay I forgot it myself to be honest.' He laughed while letting her go. She looked up and smiled. 'well happy birthday then my love.' she said to him while giving him a kiss he grinned and they both got up from the wall they sat on. They walked around town for a while and then they all went in for dinner. Dee , Jussi and Timo all in the mood for pizza and they had been driving the others halfway into insanity just for the pizza. Eventually everyone gave up and they walked in to a restaurant to get pizza. 'Whaaaah! Mine!' Dee said to Jussi grabbing the last slice of Funghi. 'Aww Dee now your being mean I wanted that one!' Jussi said still eyeing the slice. 'want to share?' Dee asked him with her mouth full while offering him a bite. 'sure!' Jussi said while grinning widely taking a bite out of the slice. The others where watching them from the other side of the table. Since they decided to let the pizza maniacs sit on the other side. All shaking their head. 'They turn into animals while eating pizza... don't want to sound rude but where are the table manners?' Bazie said to Jo while laughing. 'are you joking Dee is eating like a dude... and oh my god are they sharing the pizza now.' Jo said having her mouth half hanging open. 'Don't you think it's adorable?' Jyrki said chuckling while watching Dee and Jussi sharing the pizza slice. Óhh yeah really adorable.. your girl is having half her face covered in pizza sauce just like Jussi and is talking with her mouth full while drinking soda. Very adorable.' Archzie said sarcastic. Meanwhile on the other side of the table the 2 finished their pizza slice. 'ohh god Jussi you should see yourself!' Dee said laughing while pointing at him. 'ohh yeah right you should take a look in the mirror!' he grinned while they both found out they looked equally bad. 'ohh picture moment!!' Dee said out loud to Jussi and Timo while grabbing a slice and getting out her phone. They both acted the same as Dee and the 3 got together all taking a bite out of the slice while Dee took the picture. Dee flipped back her phone to look at the picture. She burst out into laughter the second she saw it and showed it around the table. 'ohhh you have to send that to me!!' Timo said while Jussi nodded and taking out his phone. Dee pressed send and the picture went around the table to everyone's phones. They paid and walked out the restaurant. 'So where to now' Jo asked when they all stood outside. 'well we can all go home and change outfits since we are going partying later.. it's about 7 now uhh let's say we meet each other around 8 at my place.' Jyrki said checking his phone for the time but instead typed a message. 'Okay then see you guys at 8!' Jussi answered and he walked of with Jo and Archzie since they lived near each other. 'uhm.. aren't you 2 going home or?' Dee asked Bazie and Timo. 'ohh no they are coming with us they already have their stuff at our place so... besides Bazie wants to see my mom again.' Jyrki said to her while they started walking. Dee stopped dead in her tracks and took a deep breath. 'y.yy... your mom? Your telling me your mom is coming over.. as in.. for real.!!' Dee said losing her calm. 'I haven't met your mother yet!! You know that.. ohh god.. what will she think of me.. damn I need to call Jojo she knows what to do.. ohh crap no she doesn't!' Dee started rambling in herself while staring blankly in front of her waving her arms around. She then felt 2 hands grabbing her wrists pulling them down slowly. 'rakkauteni.. she will absolutely love you.. I'm sure I know my mother.. you don't have to worry you will be fine... I promise.' Jyrki bend down to look into Dee's eyes. Dee looked up and pouted. 'she is going to hate me... I haven't met a mother in ages since well it's bad for me to say but Jay's mom was dead he only had his dad and well.. as you know I don't have parents well not anymore.. and .. oh god she is going to hate me' Dee said once again and started walking again. Jyrki just shook his head and smiled. Bazie and Timo just followed both having grins on their faces knowing Jyrki's mom and that she was awesome. 'hmm she just has to get use to it that's all.' Jyrki said to Bazie who walked closest since Timo walked next to Dee way up ahead. 'I know but dude give her a little air.. your birthday.. your mom.. it was just a little to much for her you know... I mean when she said that about her parents you could see for a second that she was thinking of her brother she hasn't seen him in 3 weeks now so.' Bazie answered him and Jyrki agreed. They walked around the next corner where Dee and Timo already stood waiting. 'oh I thought you where at the house already.' Jyrki said to Dee. 'No! I'm not going anywhere near there when someone is standing outside of it that I don't know. Yet!' Dee said pointing towards the woman standing in front of the building. Jyrki smiled and sighed while taking her hand and pulling her over to meet his mother. Dee felt her heart beating in her throat she was halfway losing it. Her hand even started shaking and Jyrki noticed looking next to him to see if his girlfriend was not having a episode or something like it. 'are you alright?' he asked worried almost near his mother. 'I'm fine.' Dee said in a high voice. They reached Jyrki's mother and she said Hi to them all with a kind smile. When Jyrki introduced Dee to her Dee almost completely lost it being as pale as a sheet. 'Hello, Nice to meet you Dee... are you alright you don't look so good.' Jyrki's mother said while shaking Dee's unsteady hand raising her eyebrow to look at her. 'H..Hi.. no I'm fine thank you.. n.n..nice to meet you to.' Dee stumbled out the words and released her hand. Jyrki's mom turned to her son and started in Finnish sounding a little upset. Well at least that's what Dee could make out of it while they walked up the stairs to Jyrki's place. 'B.. Did I upset her? Did I do something wrong?? Please tell me since well the Finnish.' Dee said to Bazie looking horrified while still shaking a little. 'Aww Dee.. no you didn't do anything wrong.. his mom is just a little worried about you that's all.. because well you look pale and you where shaking.. and Jyrki is now explaining to her why you acted like that.. your fine she doesn't hate you.' Bazie smiled while they walked through the door into the living room. Dee sat down in the nearest chair to stop herself from freaking out. Jyrki was still talking to his mom explaining everything and laughed every now and then and so did his mom. This was relieving to Dee since she figured out she really hadn't done anything wrong by now and that it will all turn out fine. At least that is what she hoped. After about 10 minutes Jyrki and his mom got up from the kitchen table and walked back into the living room. Dee sat there eyes wide waiting for a reaction when his mother approached her and sat in front f her. Her heart beating like it was going to burst out her chest at any second. Jyrki's mom then made a movement to Dee's hands taking them into hers. 'It's alright.. rakkauteni.. I know your situation now.. I will do my best to make it at ease for you we will take baby steps alright?' she said to Dee. First she was taking of guard since his mother called her exactly the same as he did rakkauteni. Second she felt an extreme calm coming over her the second the woman took her hands in to hers. Dee looked up again and smiled. 'Thank you.. I appreciate that.. but I don't think that is necessary.' Dee answered her and got a smile in return. Both women understood each other in that short moment that everything was going to be alright.

'you seriously want me to wear that?' Dee asked Jyrki. When he walked in the room with an outfit that looked more than impossible to get in. 'I'm not sure I am that thin you know.' Dee said again when he smirked. 'you tried it on remember you will fit in it since well your still the same as a month ago.' He said to her pulling her up from the chair putting his hands around her waist. 'your son is trying to get me killed mother.' Dee said to his mom. They had been talking for 20 minutes and Dee felt so comfortable with her that she already called her mom and mother. 'hmm well if it was up to me I started feeding you more immediately since child your way to thin for me have you looked at Jyrki?' Mom pointed at her son and he grinned. Dee rolled her eyes and took the dress he was still holding. 'Fine as you wish master!' she said walking past him into the bedroom. 'although I need help getting in to it.. mother could you help me a hand?' Dee asked before closing the door. She nodded and got in the room and closed the door. The dress was black and red. The top was black strapless and had to be laced up again in the back and the skirt was layered red and black fabric. Mom helped her into the dress and Dee turned to the mirror. 'Aww you look adorable honey.. I must say sometimes the son has a good taste.' Mom said when Dee turned around and smiled widely. 'thank you.. and your right if I say so myself.. hmm but what to wear under it the heels or the heeled boots?' Dee asked. Mom  suggested that she put both on to see which looked better. It turned out the heels looked the best so Dee kept them on. She then accessorised the dress with a choker and 2 more necklaces, putting some bracelets on and of course the ring. The make-up followed after Dee liked her heavy dark eye make-up and finished it with her Dark red lipstick. 'there all done... am I approved to go like this?' Dee asked mom when she walked out the bathroom. 'all approved now I know why my son likes you.. you're his little gothic girl.' Mom said when they both laughed and walked out the bedroom. The doorbell ranged and they heard the others downstairs making way to much noise. 'Hmm why are they always so impatient? I mean it's not even 8 yet they had 5 more minutes left.' Bazie said to Timo who got up and opened the door. 'uhh blame Jussi he is always the one behind it.' Timo said while grabbing the door handle. 'okay ready to go.. are the others here already well we have to make a moving then!' Dee said while the guys stared after her when she walked over to get her purse of the table. She turned around and looked at them. 'What?? Did I do something?' she asked and mom started laughing. 'no you didn't.. I think we.. as in me mostly.. are amazed how you can amaze us every time.. I mean you look stunning!' Jyrki said to her giving her a kiss. 'yeah.. since well now I'm a little jealous.' Timo said pretending to pout. Dee smiled and gave him a kiss on his cheek. 'there all better now?' she smiled and they walked out the door. Reaching the bottom step of the building Jussi was already there to greet them being as impatient as he is. Dee just walked past the guys letting them have their fun towards Jo. 'Hey Jojo. I like you to meet someone.. this is Jyrki's mother.' Dee said to Jo when she introduced her. Jo got out her hand and greeted her and then shot a quick glance over to Dee. 'I'm fine.. you don't have to worry since I know what you are thinking now.' Dee said to her and Jo smiled. 'love your dress... let me guess he picked it out again? Ha! Don't get me started Jussi did the same and well I guess we are now both doomed on heels.' Jo said while pointing down to her feet. She was wearing her black heels and striped skinny jeans with a dark purple halter top on it. Dee sighed and chuckled. 'Men.. thank god Jussi isn't that weird as Jyrki.. I swear to god that man has me in outfits sometimes that I think are impossible I mean hello wearing a freaking corset again!' Dee said pointing towards it. Jo laughed out loud and the girls stopped to catch a breath. 'I mean look at it normally we were the kind of girls that always wore t-shirts and jeans with you sometimes wearing a skirt and both wearing baggy jeans I mean what happened?' Jo said while the girls were still standing still laughing their ass of. 'I don't know!!' Dee said laughing so hard it started to get harder to breath every second. 'uhh girls we are losing the boys.' Mom said eventually and they started moving again having the guys already waiting for them on the corner. 'as of tomorrow we are becoming Dee and Jo again deal?' Dee said to Jo when they reached the guys and held out her hand. 'Deal!!' Jo said shaking Dee's hand. Mom just shook her head and laughed with the girls having the guys looking at them surprised since they had no idea what the subject was.

They reached the club where Jyrki's and also the rest of the 69 eyes friends were already gathering and waiting for him to celebrate his birthday. Dee being introduced around to his stepbrother and various friends some artist that she knew damn well who was who but just pretended she didn't while introducing herself and shaking hands. Jo happened the exact same thing meeting Jussi's brothers and friends. After being moved around the room for a hour Dee and Jo got to one another and both took a deep sigh. 'Oh my god.. if I have to meet another person in the next 5 minutes I am going to shoot myself.' Dee said to Jo and she laughed. 'I hear you chick! My head is spinning so much from all the names and faces I have to remember now.. I seriously need a drink.' Jo said holding her head in her hands for a second. Dee agreed and the girl walked over to the bar both ordering some shots. They both threw back several shots and then sat themselves down in a booth in the corner were Timo, mom and Archzie were already sitting. They where soon joined by Jyrki , Bazie and Jussi. 'are you enjoying yourself rakkauteni?' Jyrki asked Dee. 'ohh yes great party love.. I really like it are you to?' Dee answered him. Jyrki nodded a yes and the party went on. Dee and Jo laughing while taking pictures together and of each other and of course the guests. 'aww Jo smile for Christ sake!' Dee said while she tried to take a picture of Jo and Jussi. 'I am woman!! Take the damn picture.' Jo answered her chuckling. Dee then heard Jyrki greet some friends of him behind her in Finnish she could hear a woman and a man saying hi back. 'Ohh Tarja you have to meet my girlfriend.. hold on will you.' Jyrki said to the woman and tapped Dee on the shoulder. 'yes?' Dee answered him putting down the camera. 'Love you have to meet my friends for a second.' Dee rolled her eyes at Jo and Jo smirked in return and then turned around. 'Love this are Tarja and Tuomas.. this is my girlfriend Daremo.' Jyrki said to the man and woman. Dee smiled and looked up from her hands reaching them up to shake theirs she greeted Tarja first and then reached over to the mans hands. When Dee looked up to see who she was greeting her heart made a skip. Tuomas locked his eyes on Dee as well smiling kindly in return. Dee released his hand and got up. 'excuse me for a minute.. Jojo?' Dee said to Jo and Jo looked up. Dee said something to her in French and Jo followed immediately towards the bathroom. Once in the bathroom the girls checked if no one was in there. When the coast was clear Dee spoke of what she was thinking. 'Jojo.. I am in trouble.. remember Tuomas?? Well when I shook his hand I felt butterfly's like you know that love at first sight thing!! Help!' Dee said to Jo and her mouth dropped. 'are you kidding me?? For real?? Since well I know you when you say these things you really mean it!' Jo said to Dee who was half freaking out. 'I know!!' Dee said before both of them stopped walking around and looked at one another. 'you can't do this to Jyrki. You know you can't.' Jo started and Dee shook her head fiercely. 'Off course not!! I am not leaving him duh!! Jo I mean come on I love that guy to death! But it's just maybe I am becoming delusional and is the alcohol kicking in but oh my god have you seen that guy!!' Dee said to Jo and Jo started giggling. 'Well of course I did.. I mean dark hair , light eyes and well Finnish! Not usually my type to be honest since well you dig those guys I mean look at Jyrki.. but damn he's freaking hot. But I think he together with that woman anyway so.' Jo joked and Dee started giggling with her. 'what a hell of a day Dee I'm serious you freaked out all together for at least 2 weeks now.' Jo said to Dee when the girls walked back out. 'Ohh damn don't get me started.. let's go dance!!' Dee said grabbing Jo's wrist and pulling her towards the dance floor. 'Aren't we suppose to go back to the guys?' Jo yelled over the music to Dee. 'Hell no!! I have to relax first!!' Dee yelled back and Jo laughed dancing along. The song ended and Dee turned around in a circle grabbing Jo's hand. 'Tonight we are going to have old fashion fun!' Dee winked and Jo smiled widely. 'Ha awesome!! Well let's go then!' Jo said back and the music started again and the girls went lose jumping and dancing around having the time of their lives. Back at the booth Tarja and Tuomas had joined the 69 eyes and mom. 'So how long have you 2 been together now?' Tarja asked Jyrki. 'hmm little over 2 months now I guess.' He answered her and she smiled. 'Aww that is cute.' She said sipping her drink. 'yeah they already have matching rings.' Jussi said pointing towards Jyrki's finger. 'Ohh really now. Let me see.' Tarja insisted. Tuomas took a quick glance and then continued to look around the room again like he was looking for something. 'beautiful ring.. but where is your girlfriend? She left a half an hour ago.' Tarja said to Jyrki. Jyrki got up and looked around the club spotting Dee on the dance floor with Jo. 'Ohh she is dancing.. she usually does that I'll get her alright?' he said. 'ohh no let her dance for a while I get to talk to her when she is done.. besides the evening is all about you now anyway.' Tarja said again more eyeing Jyrki to stay with her then go look for Dee. Jyrki just smiled and returned and rolled his eyes when Tarja wasn't looking. Tarja used to have a crush on him but when she met Tuomas it was finally over. But that didn't mean she didn't like the fact that he was having a girlfriend right now. 'Dee, I'm out of breath chick shall we go back for a drink and then come back here?' Jo asked Dee when the song stopped. Dee nodded yes and followed Jo back to the booth. Reaching the booth both Jo and Dee spotted Tarja sitting closer to Jyrki than before acting like she belonged there. 'Dee that's a weird chick.' Jo said while they both watched from a little distance. Dee burst out into laughter. 'No shit.. hmm I don't care doesn't look like Jyrki is interested in anyway so.' Dee smirked and so did Jo both walking the last steps towards the booth. 'Babe!! Where have you been!! I missed you!!' Jussi said to Jo and grabbed her by the waist pulling her down on his lap kissing her. Jo just giggled and kissed him back. Dee still stood there since there was no room left in the booth. She reached over the table to grab her drink and emptied the glass. 'Jo are you still up for dancing or?' Dee looked next to her to find Jo way to busy with Jussi. She chuckled and looked around the table. 'okay who else is up then? Since well it's so crowded here I rather go dancing then try to push myself in between all of you.' Dee said eyeing Tarja while smiling kindly. No one responded since they thought she was mad. 'no one? Hmm that's a bummer well I'll go by myself then.' Dee said pointing towards the dance floor. 'I'll come.. well that means if you don't mind dancing with me and if Jyrki doesn't mind?' Tuomas said looking at Dee who half froze to the spot but relaxed quickly. 'No I don't mind.. you know I don't you're my friend! Besides I'm stuck here as the birthday boy so.' Jyrki said laughing while winking to Dee. 'Okay.. if he says it's okay then it is with me.. I hope you have some energy!' Dee said grabbing his arm and pulling him behind her in to the crowd on the dance floor. After dancing for a while a slow song came up and they were both standing a cross from one another not knowing what to do. 'well if we want to dance we have to dance on every song.' Dee said to Tuomas holding out her right hand. He smiled to her and took her hand into his and wrapped his left hand around her waist. 'I have to ask you one thing and please don't get offended by it. But when we were introduced to each other.. did you feel that spark as well.. or was it just me?' Tuomas asked Dee and she looked up she had been concentrating on their feet for a while before he asked the question. When she looked up she saw him already staring at her face waiting for her to answer. She blushed when looking into his eyes and to his beautiful but kind smile. 'yes.. I did.. but I did not felt the same as when I first saw Jyrki I am deeply in love with him.. I can tell you though if this would have happened if I wasn't with Jyrki.. Tarja would have had some tough competition. Tuomas smiled and squeezed her hand a little. Dee looked him deep into his eyes knowing she had said to much. 'that is very nice of you to say.. and I am flattered to hear it.. and I can tell you this.. if it would have happened and you weren't with Jyrki but I was with Tarja I would have left her for you.' Tuomas answered her and then took a small step back. Dee then realised that they had moved really close to one another and blushed again. 'Sorry.. didn't mean to do that... so this means friends?' Dee asked him smiling shy. 'ohh defiantly friends.. and if he ever leaves you which I hope he doesn't but from the other side I hope he does.. I am all but willing to be yours.' Tuomas joked and chuckled. Dee grinned in return and laughed. 'deal! So shall we go back to our friends and lovers?' Dee asked and he grinned 'off course.. ladies first.' He let go of her and gestured towards the booth. Luckily for the both of them no one saw what happened on the dance floor between them since they were all to busy partying and having fun taking picture's. Dee and Tuomas joined them with Dee looking at Tarja in a way that made her instantly move away from Jyrki. Dee sat next to him and smiled he gave her a kiss on the cheek and wrapped his arm around her pulling her close.  'how was the dancing rakkauteni? Did Tuomas show you some new moves?' Jyrki said to Dee while grinning over to Tuomas who grinned back. 'hmm I don't know did you now Tuomas? Or did I show you some.' Dee winked towards him. 'ohh don't get me started your girl can dance that's a fact and is a very charming lady.' Tuomas said and made Dee almost blush again. 'she is indeed.' Jyrki answered him kissing Dee. Jo shot a picture at the moment they kissed. 'aww Jojo!!' Dee said and grabbed the camera with Jo sticking out her tongue. 'don't get me started Dee we have like well no picture's of you 2 together at all.' Jo said and grinned when she saw Dee flipping through the camera looking for a picture of her and Jyrki but there were as Jo said none only the last one. 'seriously?? Oh my god that's awful.. your telling me that you have never taken a picture of me and Jyrki together in the past 2 months?' Dee asked Jo and Jo nodded no. 'nope chick only that one where he is on stage singing to you the night you guys hooked up but that's it I have more picture's of you with me , Jussi , Timo , Bazie or Archzie.' Jo answered her and Dee was stunned. 'well at least I have one of us together.. remember Bam taking it on set?' Jyrki said to Dee and got out his phone showing his display picture to everyone. It was a picture taken on the set of Lost Boys were he and Dee were in the corner of the set between the skulls and spider webs with him sitting on a chair and Dee sat on his lap and they held each other close. 'awww that one is adorable!!' Jo said out loud and Dee smirked. 'I remember you kept insisting to take a picture of me and you with my new hair.. I mean he has tons of pictures of me on his phone when I was still pink... and the one of us together with me being pink that was in the beginning when we woke up in the bus with me having a hangover.. I look like shit on it!' Dee laughed when showing them some of the picture's on Jyrki's phone. 'hmm no you didn't rakkauteni.. that's actually my favourite you know!' Jyrki said smiling widely looking at it. Dee rolled her eyes and gave the camera back to Jo. 'Click away woman!' Dee joked and Jo smirked taking picture's of Jyrki and Dee and everyone else the rest of the evening. She even ended up taking a picture of Dee and Tuomas and as Jo said in her tone it looked adorable and it sure did. It was one of Dee's favourites of the night.                                                   

Chapter 12 You make me feel special.

Part 2. 

'Yeah down here.. why are you out here?' Dee asked Timo when he sat down next to her. He smiled when he looked at her next to him. 'hm nothing really just getting some fresh air.. and besides I was the only one noticing you weren't in there anymore so.' Timo said while lightening a cigarette. 'Aww that's sweet thanks.' Dee said giving him a hug. They sat there a few more minutes until TT put out his cigarette. Dee got up and helped TT up. 'Ohh would you mind walking with me a little through town? I haven't been here in years so.. yeah well been here to stores but not really the city.' Dee said waiting for him to answer. 'Sure I'll come with you but let me get my hoodie first it's a little cold out... shall I bring yours to?' He asked her while opening the door. Dee nodded yes and waited outside. A minute later TT walks out holding her hoodie and Jyrki's jacket. 'Why do you have Jyrki's?' she asked him while pointing at it. 'For you to wear.. believe me he won't miss it.. I mean he doesn't even know we are gone so.. I told Jussi but if he will tell him I don't know.' He said while Dee got on the hoodie and the jacket. They both walked around town for nearly a hour. Walking by shops that were still open and little restaurants. 'Ohh I want a ice-cream.. you want one to?' Dee asked TT all excited while standing outside the shop. TT followed her inside and they both walked out with ice-cream. They walked around the corner when Dee's phone started to ring she got her phone out of her pocket and checked the number. It was Jyrki. 'Ohh crap.. well let's see what he has to say.. hello love?' Dee answered the phone chuckling. 'Where the hell are you?!! We are looking for you  Jussi just told me you where gone.' Jyrki said stressed out over the phone. 'Yeah you were right you shouldn't have told Jussi we have been gone for over a hour and he just told Jyrki that we were gone. I'm alright love I'm with Timo we are walking around town a little.' Dee said to Jyrki after telling TT about Jussi. 'Timo?? He is with you?? Give him to me.' Jyrki said over to phone sounding more relieved now. 'Here.. Jyrki wants to talk to you.' Dee said handing TT the phone. It went all Finnish then and Dee couldn't follow a word of it anymore she just made signals over to TT on their way back to the Rainbow bar. They stopped a street from the bar and TT gave her the phone back. 'wow all done already?' Dee said sarcastic while laughing. 'ohh don't get me started he was being overprotective.. never seen him like this...' Timo said while they stood in front of the bar now. 'Or that!!' Dee said when she looked inside the bar and saw Jyrki licking some girls latex boots. 'Are you fucking kidding me!!' Dee yelled outside making some heads of people behind the window turn one of them was Bam. His eyes widen immediately since he saw that Dee couldn't spot the camera that was recording this for the video. 'Sacre!!' Dee started outside and Timo tried to calm her. 'Dee it's nothing look there are..' Timo tried while pointing towards the camera. But no luck Dee went into full French cursing mode before he could stop her. Bam pushed through the crowd to get outside. Once je got through the others spotted him going outside and then spotted Dee and Timo. Jo's face turned into shock since she immediately understood the situation. 'Ohh goddamn it!! She didn't see the damn camera' Jo said pushing her way through the crowd as well. Bam in the meantime got outside and saw Dee completely pissed of against the wall still cursing. 'Uhh Timo what language is that?' Bam asked trying to follow Dee. 'French.. hold on... Dee please Bam is out here to explain.. Dee?' Timo tried again and this time it worked. Dee got up from the ground and stormed at Bam. 'You!! Are you behind this?!!' Dee asked Bam directly and furious. 'Wow easy.. yes I am but not like that... it's for the video.. you couldn't see the camera from where you were standing outside .. I swear nothing happened like that..please.' Bam said taking a step back from Dee. Dee then calmed a little down and spotted Jo behind Bam. She looked at Jo and asked her something in French. Jo smiled and nodded yes. 'Really now?? How come that idiot vampire of mine didn't notice I was gone?' Dee said smiling now while grabbing Timo's hand and pulling him with her towards Jo. Leaving Bam standing there on his own.  'Hmm probably because he drank to much tequila.' Jo said laughing while opening the door heading back inside with Dee and Timo following still holding hands. They reached the bar and Jo was fast into Jussi's arms again kissing him. Dee let go of Timo's hand and sat on a stool next to Archzie since Jyrki was busy again. 'you want something to drink?' Archzie asked her looking next to him. 'ohh yes please..uhm.' Dee said sinking into thoughts again having no idea what to order. 'she will have a rum and coke' a guy said behind Dee who she recognised immediately while hearing his voice. She slowly turned around and grinned widely. 'Oh My God... Donny!!' Dee yelled and jumped into his arms giving him a hug. Something Jyrki didn't like since he was watching her from the other side of the bar and he didn't like the fact that his girlfriend was half wrapped around the guy. 'Hey Dee.. how are you.. what is it 6 months ago since we last seen each other.. weren't you pink then?' Donny asked her while putting her back on the ground. He was also very tall with long blond hair and bright blue eyes. Wearing black ripped jeans with a lot of chains  and a Papa Roach t-shirt. 'Hmm yeah when we went to the gig.. wow that long ago already time flies.. hmm yeah decide to become black again.' Dee smiled while twisting a lock of hair between her fingers. 'Aww I like it looks good on you.' Donny said while touching her hair. A arm then abruptly wrapped around Dee and pulled her close to Jyrki. 'Ohh Donny this is Jyrki.. he's my Boyfriend... Love this is Donny a really old friend of mine.' Dee said while Donny held out his hand towards Jyrki. Jyrki took it and shook it squeezing it a little hard. 'Hey nice to meet you... I know you from somewhere... hold on... your that guy from that gothic band the 69 eyes right?.. wow cool Dee.' Donny said while letting go of Jyrki's hand looking at Dee. Jyrki then relaxed a little when he realised Donny talked to Dee as if she was one of the guys. 'yes I am... and little miss spookiness over here got very lucky since I normally don't date fans.' Jyrki said being a ball buster. 'Ohh shut up.. you couldn't keep your eyes of me from the first moment you saw me.. yeah I know about that.. Timo told me.' Dee grinned when she saw Jyrki was caught of guard by that. 'Hmm last time I tell him something.' Jyrki said while looking at Timo who grinned and turned around fast to talk to Jo and Jussi. 'wow Jyrki looked jealous there.. I wonder why.' Jussi said while looking at the situation. 'Hmm I know why... because of Donny.. he and Dee have been friends for a long time way before I met her.. when we were younger I always thought the 2 of them would end up with each other.. turns out they never looked at one another in that way ever... which is weird if you see the way they act around each other.' Jo said smiling a little while sipping her drink. 'that intense huh?? Did the 2 of them ever kiss?' Jussi asked further while Timo moved closer to hear it too. 'Never.. which is seriously disturbing.. well it was to us since they act very intense around each other... very close friendship they have.. but Donny is really cool he rocks.' Jo said while putting down her empty glass.

Next day or better say morning the shooting started again early. 'Are you sure your not coming with us love?' Jyrki asked Dee once more he didn't like the idea of Dee spending an entire day with Donny. 'Hmm yeah I haven't seen Donny in ages so I have to catch up and I promised you that I will be there at 2.' Dee said while fixing her hair in the mirror and adding some last finishing touches to her make-up. Jyrki just hung back on the bed while checking his phone he texted over to Jussi. 2 minutes later there was a knock on the door. 'who's that?' Dee asked walking into the room with her eyebrows raised. 'Hmm I don't know.. I'll get the door.' Jyrki said knowing damn well who it was but was to annoyed at the moment that he didn't take the effort to tell her. He opened the door and Jussi stood there looking at him seriously. 'Hei Jussi..  it's Jussi love.' Jyrki said while letting Jussi in. he walked back over to the bed and sat down again. Dee walked back into the room putting her lipstick in her purse and walked over to the closet to get her boots. Jyrki got even more annoyed then seeing her wear some of the clothes he got her. 'Hi Jussi .. are you alone? Where is Jo?' Dee asked Jussi while lacing the boots. 'ohh Jo is still in our room getting ready I just got bored and got over here.. so Dee are you coming to the shoot today?' Jussi asked Dee already knowing she wasn't. 'Ohh no I'm spending a day with Donny before we leave again but I will be there around 2 so Donny has to work then.' Dee said getting her jacket out of the closet. 'if you 2 don't mind I have to go now.. bye love see you later today alright?' Dee said walking over to Jyrki leaning down to kiss him. 'yeah alright. Please don't be late!' Jyrki said kissing her back. 'I won't love you.' Dee said while walking out the door. 'love you to.' Jyrki answered her not looking up. 'wow dude... I don't really like it either of her going to see that guy.' Jussi said while they both got up. 'I know.. let's go before Bam storms in here acting crazy.' Jyrki said while they both walked out the door down to the lobby where everyone else was already gathering. Jo looked up the stairs to see that Dee was not with them. 'Babe where is Dee?' she asked Jussi when he wrapped an arm around her walking out the front of the hotel towards the van. 'she is out with that Donny dude.' He answered her while they sat down in the van. 'Ohh' was all Jo said and turned around in her seat to look at Jyrki. Jo saw how annoyed he was by that fact and didn't dare to ask anything further to him. During the shooting you could see Jyrki was annoyed he barely reacted to Bam's comments to him. 'that's it I've had it with this now.' Jo said and walked on set towards Jyrki. Jo grabbed him by the arm and dragged him after her 'CUT !!Jo what are you doing.. you just ruined my shot!' Bam said walking towards Jo and Jyrki. Jo pushed Jyrki into the dressing room and closed the door and faced Bam. 'Put a sock in it will you the guy is miserable now give me 5 minutes!' Jo snapped at Bam and got in the room herself. 'what the hell is wrong with you today?' Jo asked Jyrki who had sat down in the nearest chair. 'Nothing... I hate Donny.' Jyrki said to Jo who took the answer in for a moment and then started laughing. 'what is so funny?' Jyrki asked irritated now. 'Your jealous.' Jo chuckled 'I am most certainly not jealous.' Jyrki said looking the other way. 'Ohh yes you are.. you listen to me mister and listen good.. Dee is not going to cheat on you with Donny... because she sees him more like a brother than something else believe me I know.. we have tried for years to set those 2 up because we thought they where the ultimate couple.. but they both didn't see each other in that way as in never!.. so stop worrying and do that damn video shoot Dee won't do anything stupid okay!! Since right now your getting on everyone's nerves including mine!!' Jo said to Jyrki who had looked up at Jo with huge eyes since she was right in front of him lecturing him. He got himself together and smiled and got up giving Jo a hug. 'Thank you.. I needed some one to tell me that.. and you where the best person for it since you know Dee and Donny the best.. Kiitos Jo really!' Jyrki let go of Jo and smiled. Jo opened the door and smiled herself half pushing Jyrki back out. 'Good for you now go and make that damn video please!!' she said to him now really pushing him. From the moment Jo had taken Jyrki apart from the others and talked well actually lectured him the video shoot went nothing but perfect. The motorcycle scene was ridiculous it went brilliant. Now the bridge hanging scene came up and the guys had to hold on for a long time. 'Uhh Jussi you have to let go sometime' Bam said to him while laughing while they were practising everyone else already let go. 'ohh right.. I just liked it for a bit.' Jussi said while letting go. 20 minutes later they shot the bridge hanging scene. 'Okay time for a break guys we start again in a hour!' Bam called around the set and everyone relaxed and went back to the dressing room. 'what time is it?' Jo asked Jussi since she left her phone in her purse in the dressing room. 'Uhh let's see 10 past 2.. wow that went fast.' Jussi said to Jo while wrapping a arm around her waist. 'I know.' She said smiling wrapping both her arms around him and they walked into the dressing room. 'Guys hold the door please!!' Dee yelled after the 2 of them while running towards them with her hands full. Jussi hold the door for her and Dee walked in. 'Aww thanks Jussi.. it would have been hell for me to open it myself and well since I can't knock with my hands full.. so how did the day go?' Dee asked everyone while putting down all the bags she had in her hands. 'It went great.. Jussi over here had to show off again... what's with all the bags?' Jo asked Dee who was rumbling through them before looking up to answer Jo. 'Well I went overboard today and the cool part is it's not even for me... I got you guys all something... so yeah uhm...' Dee said getting up again and handing a bag to Bazie and Timo. She then walked around again with her hands in her hair and then handed Archzie and Jussi a bag. 'Okay uhm.. this is for you Jo and this for you Jyrki.' Dee said while handing the last 2 bags to Jo and Jyrki.  Jo then spotted something behind Dee's ear and grinned. 'Okay.. if you didn't get anything for yourself... then explain me what the hell is that behind your ear.' Jo said pointing towards Dee left ear. 'ohh that.. well. I got a tattoo today.. it's really special well it is to me.' Dee said while putting her hair aside that everyone could look at it. It was a little heart with the letters L.A in it. 'Ohh wow Dee thanks they are awesome!' Jussi said all of a sudden holding drumsticks in his hand with his name on it and on one side the ankh and the other side the misfits logo. 'yeah glad you like it so I got you guys all a little something... hope you all like it.' Dee said now sitting down in a chair looking exhausted. 'aww don't worry Dee we all love your gifts.' Timo said sitting next to her smiling widely holding his new shirt Dee got him. Dee smiled and leaned back half closing her eyes. She then felt a pair of lips touching hers. She slowly opened her eyes to find Jyrki half leaning over her smiling. 'Thank you minun rakkauteni.' He said to her while she straightened up a little. Everyone was busy showing each other what they got not paying attention to them. 'you like it?' she said back to him looking him deep into his eyes not letting go of the gaze. 'off course I do.. you gave it to me.. I will always keep it close.' Jyrki said now taking Dee's hands into his. 'Good so will I.' she answered him and he smiled 'I thought you didn't get anything for yourself?' he asked her and then looked down at her hand to find the exact same ring she gave to him around her finger. 'Aww well.. it only has your name in it and the date that we got together it's nothing really..' Dee said looking down to their hands. 'It is to me.. I love it.. you make me feel special when giving me something like this.' Jyrki answered her still looking into her eyes. The intensity the 2 had in that moment was overwhelming. It even made the others look at them with their mouths half hanging open. 'Wow.. I mean that's wow.' Bazie said while looking at them. 'I know right if that would have been me and you babe we would already be you know.' Jussi said to Jo who turned red the second he said that knowing the others heard it. 'Aww Jo don't be shy we would all do it with our girls and we were all thinking it... weirdo over here just said it out loud that's all.' Timo said smiling. 'OH MY GOD I don't have to know that!' Jo said out loud half covering her ears while chuckling. Dee then snapped out of it and looked at Jo. 'Know what?? Did I miss something?' Dee asked and everyone started laughing except for Dee and Jyrki they didn't get why the others where laughing.  'Ohh nothing they were being perverts over here.. so what did you get Jyrki.. ohh I love my belt by the way.' Jo said walking over to them. 'Aww glad you like it.. it seriously took me forever to find it... well that one in particular you have been asking/talking about it as in forever.' Dee said to Jo who grinned widely. 'So what did she get you' Jo asked again now a little impatient. Jyrki lifted up his hand and showed her. 'Oh wow.. is that a.. bats head?' Jo asked looking at it more closely. 'Yes it is here catch.' Dee got of her ring and thrown it over to Jo who caught it. 'You got the same ring?? Aww that is so romantic... ohh wow love the red stones in it.' Jo said looking more closely to Dee's ring to find Jyrki's name in it. She looked up and grinned at Dee. 'They are ruby's actually had to wait for 2 hours for it to be done good thing I left early this morning... so when does the shoot start again?' Dee asked when both Jo and Jyrki half choked hearing that the stones were actual ruby's. 'In 15 minutes.. so we have some time.' Timo called from the other side of the room. 'Hmm okay.. well are you interested of giving me a tour on set I mean?' Dee asked Jyrki and he grinned already getting up from his seat taking her hand. 'Ill show you around set rakkauteni.' He smiled and she followed him out the door. Jo then got up and walked back sitting with the others. She sat next to Jussi and listened to the guys talking to one another in Finnish she started to understand some words slowly but sometimes they still went to fast for her but she didn't mind she loved hearing the language. 'so you know why the lovebirds where all gooey like?' Timo asked Jo after a while. 'Huh?? Ohh yeah they got matching rings.' Jo said halfway into her thoughts. 'excuse me?' Jussi said half choking in his drink. 'Yeah they do.. they look really great a bat head with ruby's for eyes and their names in it...  think it's really sweet.' Jo said now getting up walking towards the door following Bazie and Archzie. Timo and Jussi where still in their seats not believing what they just heard. 'Great!! I want to see the rings they sound cool.' Bazie said to Jo when they walked on set and found the 2. 'Dee can you show them your rings? Since these 2 like the idea and the other 2 don't believe it.' Jo said pointing behind her rolling her eyes. 'Ha yeah sure.. Jyrki has to take his off anyway.. because they start filming again and well I don't think Bam will like it if he has to take out the ring in every shot on the computer so.' Dee smirked and Jyrki handed her his ring while giving her a kiss. Dee showed them to everyone and the filming started again. Jo and Dee sat back on the floor again in the corner and talked some more about Dee's day. 'Ohh it was awesome with Donny he actually helped pick out the rings.. and well don't tell Jyrki yet but we have the same tattoo.. the one I have behind my ear he has on his left thumb...but please don't tell him yet I will someday.. you know how it is between me and Donny.' Dee said to Jo who nodded in agreement. 'I won't tell him.. scouts honour!! Aww Donny is rad.. it was really cool to see him again.. ahh well better go watch the guys now or else they think we don't give them enough attention.' Jo said chuckling while Dee started laughing.

'That's a wrap!!' Bam yelled after a couple of hours. Jo was still watching and Dee had fallen asleep on the floor using her purse as pillow. 'Dee they are done!! We can finally move!!' Jo said pushing Dee awake. 'Huh what?? Ohh yeah great honey great.' Dee yawned looking at Jo already getting up to put her arms around Jussi. 'What's up with Dee?' Timo asked when they all reached Jo and Dee. 'Tired I geuss.. Dee get up they are done.' Jo said again shaking Dee. 'Okay.. 5 more minutes please.' She said yawning again. Jyrki then showed up after thanking everyone on the set and grinned. 'ohh let me guess she fell asleep and is now asking for 5 more minutes? Am I right?' Jyrki said while already bending down sliding his arms under Dee's head and legs and lifted her up. 'How did you know?' Jo asked when they all followed Jyrki. 'Ohh she usually does that every morning.. rather adorable to look at.' Jyrki said walking towards the dressing room. They all got changed and Dee finally woke up. 'are you kidding party? Hmm okay.. but I already apologies now if I fall asleep okay?' Dee said to Jyrki while handing him his ring. 'Sure thing love.. as soon as you get tired we go back to the hotel.' Jyrki said kissing her. Dee nodded and followed everyone else back to the rainbow bar. Once it the rainbow bar the party started. Everyone was on Jagermeister to get warmed up the beer . tequila and everything else you could imagine followed. 'my sweet please don't get wasted tonight.' Dee said to Jyrki sipping her drink. He smirked and took hold of her pulling her with him into the corner at the bar sitting on a stool pulling her between his legs. 'I won't.. but that depends on our American friend over there.' Jyrki said pointing towards Bam and Jussi both throwing back a Jager. 'Ohh great .. like that is going to work.. hmm okay then.' Dee said half yawning again. 'hmm your very tired huh?' he asked her and she nodded yes. 'I know how to keep you awake' he grinned devilish at her and her eyes widen. He wrapped his left arm around her waist and pulled her closer to him. With his right hand he put his hand on her left side of her jaw and tilted her head a little up. He then kissed her intense not having any plans to stop anytime soon.       

Chapter 11 you make me feel special.

Part 1.

Jo woke up because of her phone buzzing in her pocket. When she looked around she saw everyone was still asleep in the plain. She flipped her phone open and saw she got a text from Dee she raised her eyebrows and opened it. 'It happened' was all the text said.  Jo's eyes widen the second she read it and the second after she stood up and turned around to look behind her to the seat Dee was sitting. Dee looked up from her phone to Jo and smiled. 'Hello sleepyhead' she said to Jo who smiled back. 'With it you mean you know?' Jo asked Dee and she nodded yes back. 'Wow that was uhh.. fast Dee .. I mean I know you.. how long was it that Jay had to wait' Jo said grinning. 'well long.. but well... I really like Jyrki as in.. I think he is the one you know for real.' Dee said while putting her phone back in her pocket. The girls talked some more for over an hour until Dee finally started yawning and telling Jo she was going to sleep. Jo already having her eyes at her feet agreed and returned sitting down and putting her head on Jussi's shoulder. 3 hours later everyone was woken by the stewardess who told them they were near the airport. Dee not waking up turned around and put her hoodie over her head not even in the mood to wake. 'Daremo you have to wake my love we are nearly there' Jyrki said to her while trying to shake her and turn her around. Dee didn't cooperate and turned around again now pulling her legs up in the chair. 'aww Jyrki leave her for a moment.. she hasn't slept that much the entire flight so she what slept for 2 maybe 3 hours.' Jo said to Jyrki who looked at Jo with huge eyes. 'she has been awake almost the entire flight? She is insane well I hope she can cope with Bam Margera then since he is directing the video.' Jyrki said to Jo who started grinning happily. 'Bam is directing?? Wow I would love to meet him well that means if I get to meet him.' Jo said while already putting some things back into her bag. 'off course you will meet Bam.. your coming with me to the set or else I am not going.' Jussi said while giving Jo a morning kiss. Dee in the meantime still refused to wake up. It wasn't until Jyrki started humming to her that she started giggling and stuck her head into view from under her hoodie. 'Ha! .. I knew you couldn't resist that love.. how are you feeling today?' Jyrki asked her while softly touching the bruise she got from Jay which was now becoming lighter and lighter. 'So I get to meet the skater? Wow that's awesome I can't wait to get of the plain now.. how many days are we shooting?' Jo asked Jussi in the meantime while Dee snuggled up against Jyrki fumbling with his left hand. 'Better.. so are we almost there yet?' Dee asked in a harsh voice she always got in the morning while waking up. 'We are shooting for 2 and a half days.. so loads of fun in Hollywood!' Jussi said to Jo who was messing with his hair now. 'we will land soon enough.. so are you coming with us to the set or are you dropping of your brother first?' Jyrki asked her while she got out her phone to check the time it was earlier. 'Dropping of william first and then I will come to the set.. Jojo are you coming with me or are you going with the boys?' Dee asked Jo while fumbling again with Jyrki's hand. Jo got up from her chair and turned around in the seat to look at Dee. 'well I was thinking of going with the boys.. but only if you don't mind I mean do you need me or not?' Jo asked. 'hmm no it's okay just wondering since I'm stopping by my place to get some things.. but its okay you go with the boys.' Dee smiled at Jo. Jo smiled back and sat back into her chair.

The plain landed and everyone got out and got their luggage. They walked up to the exit where a Van was waiting for them to pick them up. Next to the Van stood Joseph one of the directors of the video. William and Dee stopped a cab and Dee kissed Jyrki goodbye while getting in the cab taking her luggage with her. 'are you sure you want to take your luggage with you love?' Jyrki asked her. 'yes I have way to much stuff with me and I need some other things before I dump the rest at my place.. see you in a few hours alright?' Dee answered him before kissing him and closing the cab door. Jyrki sighed and walked towards the others to get into the van. 'why the sad face Jyrki?' Jo asked him in surprise since he looked a little down. 'ohh nothing just missing minun rakkauteni.' He said while he sat down in the van. Everyone half laughed. 'ohh dude you got it bad for her.' Bazie said while patting Jyrki's shoulder. They drove over to the location where Bam was already waiting for them to show up. They all greeted the skater and Jussi introduce Jo to him. 'Hey Bam this is Jo my girlfriend.. she is a fan off course' Jussi said half grinning while looking at Jo who blushed a little. 'hey Jo nice to meet you.. so how on earth do you manage to keep Jussi.' Bam joked while shaking her hand. Jo started laughing while Jussi made a face. 'Pff I have no idea.. I guess I have a lot of patience then.' Jo answered him. They then got into the location and Bam showed the guys around the set was heavily influenced by the guys favourite movie Lost Boys. With huge green screens to create the backgrounds. 'wow amazing set Bam.. you guys took some effort making this.' Jyrki said while walking around on set. 'Thanks we start filming in the afternoon since it is only 9 in the morning now and we need to shoot a lot at night to you know for the bar scenes and all so if you guys want to see some of town you can go now or whatever.' Bam said while sitting down lightening a cigarette. 'Ohh cool to me I need some more sleep if we are making it a all nighters.' Timo said while lightening one to. 'Sounds good to us Bam we need the sleep but I have to wait here first.' Jyrki said while getting out his phone texting Dee. 'For who does he have to wait?' Bam asked Jussi who was sitting nearest. 'His girlfriend..' Jussi answered him and Bam raised his eyebrows. 'He has a girlfriend? Your kidding right? Jyrki and a girlfriend now that is interesting' Bam said while grinning. Jo just shook her head at the two of them grinning probably having a inside joke she thought. They started talking about the plans of what they where going to do this afternoon and in the night. Jo just hung back in the sofa she and Jussi where sitting on and listened with her attention more to her I-pod which she had on.

Meanwhile back in Hollywood Dee and William reached Williams apartment and had dropped of his stuff and took his car over to Santa Monica so that Dee could get hers. 'So are you sure you can manage without me?? I know you kid you freak out fast.' William said to her and she just sighed. 'I'll be fine William I promise.. it will only be difficult in the beginning but I'll get use to it.. I mean I didn't freak out when I went over to Finland on my own you know.' Dee said while grinning widely. 'okay just to make sure and all you know I trust you kid.' William said and messed up Dee's hair. 'wow kid you need to do your hair again the pink is fading in the back here.' William said to make her pout at him. 'I know alright but when?? I have like no time you know!' Dee said laughing now when they pulled up on her driveway of her apartment building. They got in and Dee started unpacking and repacking her stuff quickly throwing stuff away she never wore since Jyrki half bought her a new wardrobe. After a hour she was done with some help of her brother. They where drinking coffee when Dee got the idea to go to a hairdressers now. 'ohh god William please come with me I know you hate those places but I don't want to go alone my hair takes a little of forever you know... please..' Dee begged her brother to come with her even showing her puppy eyes to him now. William rolled his eyes at her and then gave her a smile. 'Fine I'll come with you.. but if it takes longer than 2 hours I'm out kid!' He said while Dee got up from the chair she was sitting in grabbing her bag and suitcase. She managed to keep only one suitcase but with enough of Jyrki's bought clothes in it so that she wont hurt his feelings for not bringing it. 20 minutes later they pulled up at the hairdressers in Hollywood. Dee got overexcited when she walked in she loved this places they always did amazing haircuts and stuff. The girl smiled and greeted them when they walked in and William took a seat in the waiting area. 'Okay babe what can I do for you today? More pink?' The girl asked Dee. Dee looked over to William and gestured to him to get over. 'Will what shall I do? I was thinking about all black again with Purple strands in the back?' Dee looked at her brother and he grinned. 'All black again? Wow haven't seen you with black hair in what 3 or 4 years I like the idea though kid but as you know every colour suits you so.' William answered her and sat down in the chair next to her instead of the waiting area one. 'Okay good black it is then and I want some more layers in my hair... a little wild like with bangs but the back has to stay long.. hmm yeah I'm up for bangs that's over 2 years ago that I had those.' Dee said all happily while grinning and the girl got out the stuff. 2 hours later Dee was done and looked completely different then when she walked in 2 hours ago. 'Ha! Like I said kid you look good in every colour although I really like the black.. what do you think Jyrki will say?' William asked and Dee burst out into laughter. 'Ha completely forgot about that .. I have no idea I will find out soon enough though the location is only 15 minutes from here.' Dee said while the 2 of them got in the car. In the car Dee texted Jyrki it said : please don't freak out!! Xo.

Jyrki received Dee's text a little minute later and read it while frowning. 'Hmm that's weird..' he said out loud while reading it again. 'What is? Did something happen to Dee?' Jo asked and everyone looked tense into Jyrki's direction. 'Uhh I don't know she just texted me this.' Jyrki said while showing the text to Jo who started giggling the second she read it. 'Ohh god... nothing happened you'll see.' Jo said while sitting back again. William dropped Dee of and Dee hugged him and kissed his cheek before getting out the car. ' Thanks Will.. I will miss you but I'll keep in touch okay and as soon as we are around here somewhere I'll contact you okay?! I love you!' Dee said to him while releasing him from the hug. 'Sure do kid! I love you to and I will miss you. You're my world remember that!' William said and Dee closed the car door and he drove of with Dee waving after the car. 'Well here we go then.' Dee said while dragging her suitcase after her and her bag on her back. She opened the door of the building and walked in looking around of where she had to go. She saw Joseph again and stopped him. 'Hey I know you .. Hay I'm Dee the girl from the airport I was pink first.' She said while introducing her self. 'Ohh yeah hi .. wow almost didn't recognise you.. I'm Joseph.. are you looking for the others?' he asked her while looking at her from head to toe. 'Uhh yes could you tell me where they are at?' Dee asked and he grinned gesturing her to follow him. Dee followed him all the way to the back of a hallway he saw her half fighting her luggage and offered to take the suitcase. Dee handed it over and followed him. They then half walked into a door that said Bands dressing room. 'Okay here it is.. do you need some more help?' he asked her while Dee took of her sunglasses to make him even more stare at her. 'Uhh no thanks you did enough already so just through this door then?' Dee asked him while pointing at the door taking over her suitcase again. He nodded yes and walked out of sight. Dee took a breath and pushed down the door handle while pushing open the door and walked in. She looked around the room a little out of breath of all the walking and fighting her luggage and smiled. 'Hey guys sorry it took so long had some thing to take care of.' She said while half the rooms mouths dropped. 'Wow.. nice hairdo chick!!' Jo said and walked up to Dee first to give her a hug. 'Ohh yeah the hair. Thanks.. so uhh.' Dee said still looking around the room cheerfully. Jyrki was right in front of her scanning her with his eyes while grinning. 'Minun Rakkauteni.. you look absolutely beautiful as always.' He said to her while putting his hands and arms around her waist pulling her closer to him. Dee just dropped her bag and suitcase and leaned against his chest while he kissed her. 'That's his girlfriend?' Bam asked Bazie who stood next to him. 'Ha! Yes that's Dee we told you she was alright.' Bazie answered him. 'Wow... she is freaking hot.. I mean I'm jealous right now.' Bam grinned while walking over to them. Jyrki let go of Dee and introduced her to Bam. 'Love this is Bam Margera.. Bam this is my girlfriend Daremo.' Jyrki said while Bam took Dee's hand and gave her a hand kiss. 'Aww just call me Dee everyone does so.. nice to meet you Bam.' Dee said while he released her hands. 'Nice to meet you to.. I'm guessing you changed over the last 3 hours or so since half the room is staring at you with huge eyes. ' Bam said while Dee chuckled. 'Oh yeah I did a little 3 hours ago I was pink.' Dee said and bam smiled. 'So what were you guys doing before I entered the room?' Dee asked while Jyrki guided her over to the big chair he had been sitting in pulling her on his lap into his arms. He never kept his eyes of her completely while twisting a lock of her new hair around his fingers and stroking her almost gone bruise every now and then. Dee didn't seem to notice any of it anymore she got use to it. Bam started explaining what they wanted to do for the video and she loved hearing the concept of it. 'wow that sounds amazing.. I loved the lost boys movie so I think it is absolutely great that your making a video like it.' Dee said while smiling. 'well we start shooting around 5 and it's 12 now so.. you can get some more sleep or something like that if you want to.' Bam said to everyone once again. 'Ohh god sleep please for me I have slept like what 3 hours in the plain.' Dee said while chuckling. Jo agreed with Dee to go to the hotel and get some sleep. 'You need the sleep Jussi.. believe me.' Jo said while Jussi was already walking around again half hyper. 'Okay. What ever you want then we will go to sleep.' Jussi said walking over to Jo grabbing her hand and pulling her up from the sofa.       

Once they checked in and got their room keys everyone got dead tired. They all walked up to their rooms and got into bed real fast. Jyrki helped Dee with her suitcase into their room. She spotted the bed and let herself drop on it while looking up at the ceiling. 'Crap' she then said and got up again. 'what are you doing love?' Jyrki asked her while following her into the bathroom. 'Taking of my make-up and stuff I don't want the sheets to get ruined.' Dee said while washing her face. Jyrki just waited for her to be done and followed her back into the bedroom. Dee sat down on the bed and took of her hoodie and pants throwing them over a chair and opened the covers. 'No pyjama's??' Jyrki asked her with his right eyebrow lightly raised while looking at her. 'Hmm no takes to much effort to get it all out my luggage now so.. and besides you already seen me naked so it's no big deal.' Dee said while throwing the covers over herself. Jyrki smirked and got into the bed as well wrapping his arms around her and kissing her neck and collarbone before dozing of into sleep with her. At Jussi's and Jo's room was a different story.  Jo tried to get some sleep but Jussi was so hyper he couldn't leave her alone. 'Jussi please get some sleep.. stop that! Jussi!!' Jo laughed while Jussi continued poking her in her side. 'I can't sleep right now I have to much energy..' Jussi said while kissing Jo. Jo rolled her eyes and sat up in the bed. 'Okay then what do you want to do then?' she asked him while poking him back. Jussi pretended to sank into thoughts but looked at Jo real fast with a cheeky grin on his face. 'Well..' he said while pulling Jo closer and kissing her passionately.  It only felt like seconds to Jo that he got rid of her clothes and was pulling her on top of him while still kissing her intense. Jo kissed him back while sliding her hands into his hair. He then switched and was on top of her moving his lips down to her neck while she moaned softly into his ear which gave him the intention to make the next move. He was very tender taking his time to ride more into the moment. Jo never experienced this side of Jussi and enjoyed every moment that ticked by. A hour later they both finally doze of into sleep with Jo laying in Jussi's arms.

Back in the rest of the hotel Dee had woke up again with Jyrki talking. She sighed and got up and went for a quick shower. While drying her hair with a towel she heard a knock on the door. She walked towards the door and opened it finding Timo Timo outside of it. 'Hey Timo.. can I help you with something?' Dee asked him while gesturing him to come in. 'Hmm no actually surprised someone opened the door.. I can't go to sleep weird enough I'm to excited for the video so.. how about you I see you just went under the shower.' He pointed at Dee wrapped in a big towel. 'Ohh sorry I forgot give me a few okay be right back.. and well if Jyrki wakes up well yeah then he wakes up.' Dee said while going back into the bathroom giggling. Timo looked around the room and saw Jyrki still asleep in the huge bed they had.a few minutes later as she said Dee came out of the bathroom dressed again. 'So did he wake up yet?' Dee asked Timo and he nodded no. 'Pff for the love of god... Jyrki.. wake up!! You have like a hour left to get ready... Jyrki..' Dee shook him but he didn't respond. Dee looked over at Timo and shrugged her shoulders. 'I guess he doesn't want to wake up then.. hmm let's go.' Dee said to Timo and was about to walk away when she felt a pair of arms wrapping around her and pulling her back into the bed. 'Holy shit! Woooow!' Dee said when she fell back and Jyrki laughed. 'sorry love .. did I scare you?' he said to her while kissing her cheek. 'No you didn't but please get up to get ready.. you have 55 minutes left now.. Timo and I will wait in the lobby okay ?' Dee said while unwrapping his arms again and getting up to get her purse again. 'Okay.. so your leaving me here all by myself.. no just kidding my love I will see you in the lobby.' He said while getting up and walking towards the bathroom. 'Dude!! Next time please wear some clothes for gods sake!' Timo said while he walked out the door with Dee who giggled. Jyrki smirked and got under the shower. While walking down the hall Dee and Timo knocked on everyone's door to see if they where already awake. The only had success with Archzie since Bazie , Jo and Jussi where all not responding. 'we can text them later.. are you coming with us Archzie?' Timo asked him. 'Sure sure see you down in a few have to change first and put my shoes on.' Archzie said while closing the door again. 'Hmm okay well shall we then?' Timo asked Dee holding out his arm. Dee laughed and slid her arm under his and they walked down the stairs into the lobby. Once in the lobby they sat down at a table by the hotel window to look out at the people on the street. 'want one?' Dee asked Timo offering him a cigarette. 'Ohh don't mind if I do... so are you coming with us to the video shoot?' Timo asked her Dee looked up and smiled. 'Off course don't want to miss it all and as I saw you guys have to ride motorcycle's in front of a green screen that must look hilarious... and well Bam asked me and Jo for the bar scenes if we wanted to be in it sort of.' Dee answered him. They talked some more and a few minutes later where joined by Archzie and Bazie. 'Hey you woke up to?' Timo asked him. 'well yeah Archzie over here was being a little to loud knocking things over while getting dressed.. besides I have to be up anyway to arrange everything you know.' Bazie said sitting down next to Dee who gave him a kind smile. 'Good afternoon B!.. whaah I like your shirt' Dee said to him pointing towards the zombie shirt he was wearing. Bazie grinned widely before answering. 'Well thank you I like your outfit to.. when did you get the brilliant idea to wear it?' Bazie said to her. 'What you guys have seen me in a skirt before... okay I was more punk then and look more Goth now..' Dee said laughing while sipping her coffee. It didn't take long for Jo , Jussi and Jyrki to join them. About 30 minutes later everyone was down in the lobby ready to go to the shooting location. 'Whoa!! Your wearing the boots.. do they hurt already?' Jo said while pointing towards the boots when Dee walked up to her giving her a hug. 'Ha! Look who's talking miss I'm trying the heels again.. and no they don't hurt funny enough.' Dee said while they walked towards the van that was driving them to their location. They all got in and drove of towards it. Once pulled up front of the building Bam was already waiting outside for them. He looked very hyper since he was to excited to shoot the video. 'Hey guys had some sleep. My my the lady's look beautiful as I may say.' He said while giving both Jo and Dee a hand kiss keeping his eyes a little longer on Dee. 'Ohh jeez..' Dee said while rolling her eyes and turned to Jyrki telling him something in French. Jyrki smirked he got Dee's message all right. 'well Bam Bam I see you like my girlfriend?' Jyrki said to Bam while wrapping a arm around Dee's waist who was grinning. 'Huh?? Ohh no I wouldn't dare she is yours so.' Bam said while quickly looking away feeling a little uncomfortable since he did like Dee. 'well let's make this video!' Jo said trying to change the vibe in the room. Everyone laughed then and they went to shoot the video.  Jo and Dee just hung back watching the guys do their work. 'Ha! Looks like Bam liked you.' Jo said to Dee while giving her a elbow in the arm. 'Ha.. pff I don't know don't care really only got eyes for my vampire over there.' Dee said while Jyrki looked at them sitting on the ground in a corner. They where offered chairs but the girls refused them and sat down on the floor instead. The band shots were done and now Jyrki had to stand alone in front of the green screen shooting some scenes. 'Omg  he is checking himself in the camera lens.' Jo said while Jussi , TT and Bazie joined them Archzie had tog o to the bathroom. 'Yeah for some strange reason he always does that when there is no mirror around.' Jussi said while wrapping a arm around Jo's shoulders. 'Ohh that's just bad.. I mean Bam is talking to him and he is checking himself in the camera.' Jo said while both she and Dee started laughing. While they were having fun Jyrki had a hard time focusing on what he was suppose to do. 'Jyrki?? Hello.. your not doing it right where are you looking at?' Bam said while he yelled cut to the camera guys and walked over towards Jyrki. He then saw that Jyrki was looking into the others direction. 'Are you guys kidding me your like done for 5 minutes and your already drinking!' Dee said while laughing when Bazie handed her a bottle. 'don't tell me that you are distracted by her?' Bam asked Jyrki. Jyrki smirked 'sorry a little I will try to focus so just walk that way and do my thing with the camera.' Jyrki answered him while taking a glance over to Dee. 'Pff that's it!!... Dee!! Can you come over here for a second?' Bam yelled over to the group while laughing at Jyrki. Dee got up still holding the bottle and walked over giggling. 'You called??' Dee said while chuckling. 'Uhh yes can you do something for me.. well let's put this down and sorry.. can you stand over here a little.' Bam said while taking the bottle from Dee and moving her somewhat next to the camera. 'Uhh okay.. but why do you need me  to stand next to a camera?' Dee asked Bam who smiled. 'since vampboy over here isn't concentrating enough he keeps looking over at you guys instead of doing his job.' Bam answered while gesturing to Jyrki to start walking again. Dee just smiled and watched. The shot went prefect now and Jyrki flirted more with Dee than with the camera making her chuckle even more. When Bam called it's a wrap for the shot Jyrki was so hyper and eager to put his hands around Dee that he almost knocked the two of them to the ground. 'Omg love.. here have a drink.' Dee said while handing him the bottle and kissing him once. Which he wasn't satisfied with and slid his hand behind her neck and pushed her face closer to his and kissed her again for a longer period. 'Hmm better let's go party!' Jyrki said while letting go of a half stunned Dee and taking her hand pulling her after him. 'Great where are we going?' Jussi asked way to hyper for a party. 'Uhh let's go to the rainbow bar!' Bazie answered and they all agreed. 'Guys wait I'll bring the camera if it's alright by you we can shoot that scene then and tomorrow the bridge and all.' Bam said while telling Joseph already to bring the camera.

Down in the rainbow bar the drinking really started and Dee was watching with huge eyes. She never saw any of them drink this much the drinking they did after their gigs seemed like Childs play now. 'are you joking me? Jojo are we the only ones sober now?' Dee asked Jo while not even thinking of touching her drink now. 'Huh what?? Sorry honey.. yeah I guess you sort of are since I'm getting a little bit light headed to here.' Jo answered her while sitting down at the bar with Dee. 'great'Dee said back to Jo chuckling a little. She looked around the bar and was looking for Jyrki but didn't seem to find him. 'Super great!' Dee said sarcastic now. She sighed and walked outside and slid down the wall near the door. She lit up a cigarette and looked around in Hollywood it looked kind of amazing to her again and she wondered why she ever left here. She then saw and heard the door opening again. 'Dee are you out here?'                  

Chapter 10  I'll be there when you need me.

When they arrived at Amsterdam Dee, Jyrki and William got of the bus and walked in to town. Jussi had told them it was alright and that they would unload all the stuff. 'you let them go?? We have to unload everything all by ourselves now??' Jo said when she walked of the buss to see Jussi and Bazie already carrying some of the equipment. 'Yes.. is that a problem .. I mean come on Jo just let her have a moment with her brother she had a hard time already last night.' Jussi said while almost dropping a heavy case. Jo just pouted and helped unloading the stuff. She was just annoyed by the fact that she too wanted to go shopping. Back in town the 3 where having a blast walking in to stores and talking randomly. It wasn't a surprise to Dee to see that both William and Jyrki were getting along with one another. She was happy when walking in between them seeing them laugh. 'So what store do you want to go now?' William asked Dee when they walked out of a men's clothing store. Dee looked up and down the street which was huge and spotted a music store sign. 'Over there!! I mean hello music Will!!' Dee said laughing while already walking towards the store. Jyrki and William followed her shaking their heads when she half hopped in to the store. Dee looked around the store not finding her section. 'what are you looking for love?' Jyrki asked her while taking her hand in his. 'hmm the rock section... weird.. I'll ask her.' Dee said while pulling Jyrki with her to the closest store employee she could spot. Dee tapped the girl on her shoulder and she turned around. 'Hey... sorry but could you tell me where the rock section is?' Dee asked smiling kindly the girl grinned and pointed towards a stairs that led down to the basement. 'Down those stairs and then well rock heaven.' the girl smiled while making the hand movement. Dee thanked the girl and walked down the stairs. When they reached the bottom stairs the girl hadn't been lying it was huge and filled with CD's , DVD's and records. Dee let go of Jyrki's hand and made a jump while speeding around the basement. 'ohh she tends to go overexcited or better say nuts when coming in to a music store' William said to Jyrki who was laughing at Dee. 'Aww it's alright I know the feeling.. I'm exactly the same .. well let's see what they have for us' Jyrki said while going through some records of the misfits. After about 10 minutes Dee let out a squeak while walking over to Jyrki. 'Whaaah babe look they have your album here as well' she showed him the devils album that had come out a couple of months ago while half bouncing on the spot she was standing on. 'Aww they do nice... do they have more?' Jyrki asked her while following her back to the stand he just loved the fact that Dee was all excited. The girl behind the register at the meantime was following their every move while looking at Jyrki a lot thinking to herself that she recognised him from somewhere. 'Hmm I don't know I'll ask okay?' Dee said while walking of Jyrki just nodded and went back looking through CD's. 'Hi .. uhm do you have more material of the 69 eyes?' Dee asked the girl while showing her the devils album. The girl then made the click in her head looking from the album cover to Jyrki and back. She looked at Dee with huge eyes and Dee started laughing totally understanding the girl. 'Are you a fan?' Dee asked her . 'yeah not a huge one but I love their music.' The girl said all nervous while still looking back and forth. 'Do you want to meet him?' Dee said pointing towards the album cover. 'You mean?' The girl asked while her mouth fell half open. 'Ohh yes he is.' Dee grinned loving the fact she was making someone very happy at the moment. William stood next to Dee hearing everything and started laughing. 'Will would you be so kind and get Jyrki?' Dee asked him. He nodded yes and walked of towards Jyrki telling him Dee needed him.  The girl in the meantime turned red on the spot while fumbling with her hands looking for more 69 eyes material. 'Aww please don't be nervous he's very kind.' Dee said smiling the girl smiled back in return. Jyrki then joined them and wrapped an arm around Dee giving her a kiss on her temple. 'You need me love?' he asked her while smiling kindly to the girl already knowing what was going on. 'uhm.. yes. .Jane over here wanted to meet you' Dee said while looking at the nametag Jane was wearing. 'ohh okay Hi Jane nice to meet you.' Jyrki said while giving her a hand. Dee then excused herself and let them talk a little with Jyrki giving her a autograph and taking a picture with her. 'your to kind sometimes you know that... doesn't he mind you doing this?' William asked her while she sat down next to him on the stairs. 'hmm no not really he loves me the way I am.. he doesn't want me to change and besides he loves the camera. 'Dee said while her brother wrapped an arm around her shoulders and she let her head rest on his. 'Good you shouldn't change we love you the way you are' he said while kissing the top of her head. 'wait I want this moment memorised.' Dee said getting out her camera taking a picture of her and her brother.

Back at the venue Jo was till pouting and getting lightly irritated by the fact that they where already done but Jussi was taking a lot of time to get ready to go into town. 'Jussi seriously hurry up we only have 3 hours left to see something of town!!' Jo said already walking out the door sitting on the side walk folding her arms. 'wow she looked mad.. better hurry up.' TT said teasing Jussi who was already going warp speeds to get his hair fixed. 'Women.. I just want my hair perfect.' Jussi said rolling his eyes in the mirror. 'Ohh yeah that's all good but your like slower than a girl.. for real I mean you and Jyrki are like I don't know women!' TT said laughing now ducking out of the way since Jussi threw the hair spray at him. He walked out to see Bazie already sitting by Jo and Archzie coming out of the venue hall. 'Where's Jussi?' Archzie asked him. 'ohh well the hair you know.' TT said laughing while they both walked through the door and sat themselves down next to Jo and Bazie. ' I'm going to shave him one day!! I swear to god I will damn' Jo said while the guys laughed. 'Hmm a bald Jussi what would that look like I wonder.' Bazie said while Jo to burst out in laughter. Exactly 10 minutes later Jussi comes walking out seeing them all sitting their waiting for him. 'Babe I'm sorry I really am.' He said to Jo while giving her a kiss. 'Fine! Let's go now okay we have les than 3 hours left now and I want to find Dee before we have to go back here.' Jo said taking Jussi hand and walking of towards town. They couldn't find the 3 of them anywhere and no one was picking up their phones so Jo asked one of the locals where they could find some gothic type stores. She knew Dee very well so she figured Dee would be around them somewhere.  'uhh yes if you follow this street al the way to the end you have t go left and then just follow that street all the way down until it brings you towards the shops you an't miss them.' The guy said that Jo had asked for directions he winked at her when she said thanks to them and then walked of. Jussi made a face when he saw the guy winking to Jo he didn't like that. Jo didn't care and took his hand again and followed the guys directions walking past the record store Dee , Jyrki and William where an hour before. 'So uh... I guess we have to go left now then?' Jo asked while looking around they had 3 choices left , right or straight ahead so Jo had no idea if the street had ended or not. 'Hmm we could do that if we made the wrong one we can always walk back you know.' Bazie said while already turning left. 'it will only takes us a little while of forever so.' Archzie said while TT started laughing. They took the turn and started walking.

Meanwhile the 3 had already reached the gothic shops with Dee sitting on her brothers back and Jyrki walking next to them grinning when people stared after them. 'Ohh let's go into this shop... I like the outside already.' Dee said while sliding of William's back. 'Okay.. do you need clothes then?' William asked her. Dee just rolled his eyes at him and followed Jyrki who had already walked in the store. It was fun to watch Jyrki shop he dove straight into the t-shirt rack and searched through it. When he was done there he went to look for pants and accessories. 'Uhh... Jyrki.. William and I will be over there alright?' Dee said to him trying to get his attention since he had put it all on shopping. He didn't answer her so Dee made a turn and smiled. Just when she wanted to walk over to her brother on the other end of the store Jyrki stopped her by taking her hand. 'wait a second love.' He said to her while still looking through the racks with his one hand pulling her closer to him and wrapped his arm around her waist. 'yes? Do you need me for something?' she asked him while looking up at his face waiting for him to look at her. It took a while and then he looked at her. 'as a matter of fact I do.. how do you think about leather?' he asked her and Dee raised her eyebrows. 'on you? Well you wear leather most of the time so .. but I like it why? Do you need me to help you look for something?' she asked him looking behind her seeing William wait for her she waved him of telling him in a way that Jyrki needed her for something. William laughed and went back to the other end looking for new boots. Dee turned her attention back to Jyrki to see him already smirking at her. 'what? Did I do something?' she said looking around herself while pointing at herself. 'No.. you didn't.. but to get back to the point. I meant leather on you... you have like what 2 things? That are leather..' he said to her it was only then that Dee realised that the clothes he was putting on the chair next to him were women's. 'your kidding right? You want me to wear leather? Ha!! Funny I bet it doesn't even look good on me.' She said rolling her eyes. He then grinned picking up the clothes and pulling her towards a changing booth. He pushed her in while still grinning opened the curtain a little and gave her some clothes. 'just put that on.' He said chuckling. Dee laughed and just took the clothes.

Meanwhile outside the shop the group had arrived Bazie looked through the window and spotted Jyrki next to the dressing booth. 'Ohh they are in here.. I can see Jyrki sitting there.' Bazie said pointing into the shop. Jo looked through the window and sighed out of relief. 'thank god this town is confusing.' she said while walking in. Jyrki looked up when Jussi greeted him in Finnish. Jo looked around the store and spotted William she waved at him and looked around again. 'Jyrki where is Dee?' Jo asked him. 'oh my god thank god.. Jo I'm in here you have to help me!' Dee said while sticking her head through the curtain. Jo looked at her and smiled. 'you need help? Chick you never need help.' Jo said already taking a step towards her. 'I do now.. Mister I want to see you in that over here picked out clothes which requires help. ' Dee said rolling her eyes at Jyrki. 'that means you like it.' Jyrki said giving her a kiss trying to peek in. Dee pulled the curtain shut after she pulled Jo in. Jo took a look at Dee and grinned. 'Holy shit!! What's up with the' Dee covered her mouth before laughing herself. 'How bad? I mean do I look?' Dee whispered towards her. Jo removed Dee's hand and smiled. 'well I don't dig chicks but you look good.. Jyrki again with his leather?' she whispered back asking. Dee just nodded and rolled her eyes again. She was wearing leather pants which were laced on the front of her legs and a leather strapless top that had to be laced in the back. 'I like the pink graphic  it matches your hair.. now I bet you need help with that?' Jo said pointing towards the back of the top. 'ohh god please yes... only he can pick out something like this!' Dee said out loud sarcastic hearing Jyrki chuckle outside the booth. Jo laced Dee up which took forever. 'thanks chick.. I hate leather from now on!' Dee whispered to Jo and they both started laughing. Jo then stepped out of the booth still keeping the curtain closed. 'Is she almost done?' Jyrki asked Jo. 'Ohh yeah just fixing her hair a little.. she tends to mess it up while getting frustrated.' Jo said smiling. 'Hmm okay.. well give her these then... I know I'm bad.' He said while handing Jo the shoes. 'oh I like it since well Dee never let's anyone else pick out clothes for her so.' Jo said taking the shoes and sliding them under the curtain. A second later they heard Dee. 'Are you fucking joking me here!! You guys are like unbelievable how the hell am I suppose to.. son of a!' Dee complained making them all laugh. The shoes she got where really high but to be honest she loved them black and pink stiletto's with a skull on the side she put them on still trying to breath since she was laced up and sighed. 'Dee are you done complaining now I already gave you my opinion.' Jo said outside already holding the curtain. 'Fine!! Open the damn thing.' Dee said while standing in the booth with one arm across her waist supporting the other while looking at her nails. Jo pulled open the curtain and Dee looked up from her nails. 'Nice look Dee.' TT said sitting on the chair opposite from the booth. Jussi and Archzie looked up from the rack they were looking through and gave her a thumbs up. Jo joined Jussi still grinning.  Bazie and William walked up towards them to take a peek at Dee and both grinned. 'looking good kid!' William said while walking back towards the shoe section with Bazie. 'ohh wonderful.' Dee said rolling her eyes stepping out of the booth. 'well?? Do you like it or not?' she asked Jyrki standing in front of him with her right hand on her right hip while pointing towards herself with her left finger. 'you are wearing that tonight.. no no.. just keep it on now please.' Jyrki said with a smirk getting up from the chair walking over to her putting his hands on her waist sliding them on to her back pushing her against him. 'like I have a choice right?' Dee said being glad he liked it. He smiled widely before putting his hand behind her neck twisting her hair in his hands and kissed her. She wrapped both her arms around his torso and slowly turned them around and walked backwards towards the changing booth. Jyrki followed and when they entered the booth he pulled the curtain closed behind them. 'hmm I guess we won't be seeing them for a while. 'TT said chuckling while getting up and walking towards the others. 'Timo!! Not funny I need help you know!!' Dee said when Jyrki had moved his lips towards her neck. 'Jyrki.. we can't do this here... not now.. Jyrki?' Dee whispered in his ear while breathing a little hard. 'shhh.' He said back to her and let his hands slide down her upper legs and lifted her up so that she had to wrap her legs around his waist and pushed her against the wall kissing her again. She automatically threw her arms around his neck and her hands into his hair kissing him hard back. About 5 minutes later Jyrki released her being a little out of breath and let her slid back her legs towards the ground. 'Like I said... you have to wear that tonight at the show.' He said to her kissing her neck and collarbone. 'o.o...okay..'she answered him being completely out of it she never expected this to come when she would wear something he picked out. 'please don't tell me you have more leather for me to try on?' she asked him kicking out the shoes. 'well actually I do.. but that means if you don't mind?' he said to her looking at her trying to unlace the top. 'no I don't if you help me out of this thing.' She said turning towards him with the lace. 'ohh don't mind if I do.' He said unlacing her. 'Oh my god finally!!' Jo said out loud when Dee came out of the dressing room after 30 minutes. Jyrki just followed her smirking while holding some clothes and putting others back. 'Please tell me I can help you shop with something!!' Dee said dramatically pretending to faint. 'well uhm.. duh!! Come on!' Jo said grabbing Dee's wrist pulling her towards the racks. The girls went nuts since Jo to needed clothes they found all sorts of stuff hoodie's , pants , shoes and shirts. 'Deeeee!!! There is to much!!' Jo yelled from the other side of the store while laughing. She couldn't see Dee anywhere until Dee popped up in front of her out of the rack. 'Holy shit!!' Jo said while stumbling backwards. Dee started laughing while coming out of the rack half tripping over her own feet and fell down on the floor still laughing holding up some boots she wanted to show Jo. 'like or not like?' Dee asked Jo while still laying on the floor. 'wow are you sure you can walk on these things.. but damn like them love the belts and stuff on them.' Jo said taking the boots out of Dee's hands so that she could scramble up into a sitting position. 'Good... another one of Jyrki's picks I swear to god that man is insane wanting me to change my entire wardrobe!' Dee said while pointing towards the counter were Jyrki stood watching her with a big pile of bags next to him. 'he bought all that for you?' Jo said while handing Dee the boots back realising Dee wasn't wearing any shoes and sitting down on the chair that was next to her. 'yup ... don't get me started I tried to stop him but he was to persuasive... I hate losing like that.' Dee said grinning putting the boots on hearing Jo already laugh when Dee tried to stuff her pants into the boots that were knee high. She knew Dee very well and the fact that Dee hated losing a discussion for real it rarely happened when she was right. 'Aww well look at it from this side you can finally throw your old stuff away.' Jo laughed and then spotted Jussi with a lot of bags to knowing that it wasn't all his. 'Ha!! Looks like your guy did the same!' Dee laughed while getting up and walking towards Jyrki to help him carry the bags.

When they reached the bus and the venue the bus driver was already waiting for them they all got in the bus and he took of. 'uhm.. hold on. Where are we going?' Dee asked confused while putting the bags down. 'To a hotel.. we are here for 2 days and then we are of to America.' Bazie answered her. Dee turned around letting her mouth drop. 'Hold on America?? Which part?' she asked now towards Jyrki. 'Uhh Hollywood babe .. we have the video shoot for lost boys there.' Jyrki answered her pulling her down next to him to stop her from pacing around. William sat opposite from Dee and smiled. 'well sis that means home for me then and well sort of for you to.' William said to her the band then looked up at William with a confused expression. 'you live in Hollywood?' Jussi asked him. William nodded a yes and smiled. 'you live in Hollywood to then?' Jussi asked Dee now. 'No I live in Santa Monica... I used to live in Hollywood but moved like 5 years ago when I was with uh.. Jay.. before I lived with William but we are both born in Santa Monica.' Dee answered Jussi. The bus stopped in front of the hotel and everyone got out with their luggage with William helping Dee and Jyrki with theirs. They all got their keys to their rooms having Jo and Jussi , Timo Timo and Archzie , Bazie and William and Jyrki and Dee sharing a room. William still helped dropping of their bags before returning to his own room. 'Thanks bro! I owe you..' Dee said while giving her brother a hug. William left to get himself ready before their show started which wasn't long from now so they only had little time to get ready. Dee sighed and walked over to one of the bags and searched through it for her outfit Jyrki had got for her earlier. Jyrki was already getting himself ready in the bathroom changing his outfit and fixing his hair. Dee finally found her outfit and walked towards her suitcase to get her make-up bag out before heading to the bathroom. She changed into the pants first and then got of her long-sleeved shirt to put the leather one on. Jyrki was watching her in the mirror while fixing his hair she stood behind him in the corner of the bathroom. She never noticed and just continued to change her outfit putting the shoes on now. She then turned towards Jyrki who was half frozen still checking her out in the mirror he smiled kindly before turning around. 'You need some help minun rakkauteni?' he asked her while she already turned around for him to help her with the laces. 'yes please if you don't mind' she smiled in return holding her hair up. He started with the laces kissing her in her neck in between. 'Jyrki .. please.. your making it even harder to breath for me here.' Dee said to him when he kissed her collarbone. 'all right your all done.' He said to her while turning her around to kiss her pushing her against the bathroom wall. She felt the cold wall against her shoulders and moaned pushing him slowly of her. 'Jyrki.. not now I have like 5 minutes left to do my make-up and stuff before Jo and Jussi get over.' She said to him looking in to his eyes. He smirked and released her. 5 minutes later there was a knock on the door. 'ill get it' Jyrki said to Dee who came walking out to the bathroom finished except for one thing. 'Love where is the lipstick?' Jyrki asked her and Dee rolled her eyes. 'Well since you can't stop kissing me I decided not to put it on today..' Dee said crossing her arms looking at him he pulled a sad face at her. 'I like the lipstick' he said all sad while half opening the door for Jussi and Jo. Dee sighed while greeting Jo and Jussi and returned to the bathroom. ' Damn Fin!!' she said out loud sarcastic and Jyrki grinned. 'I guess we don't want to know right?' Jo said laughing when Dee walked back into the room grabbing her bag putting the lipstick in. 'Ask him not me.' She said rolling her eyes and they walked down to the lobby where the band and William were already waiting for them to get in the buss again.

At the venue William helpen Dee and Jo out at the merchandise stand. It was funny to watch for Dee and Jo since there were a couple of girl that really liked William and asked if he was in some way connected to the band. William smirked and answered all their questions while flirting a little with them selling them more than they actually wanted before. 'chick it's really handy that your brother is so cute.. we are selling a lot today.' Jo said while elbowing Dee. 'Ha I know.. weird... ahh well I guess you know' Dee said back to Jo who turned red again. The show went perfect Dee decided to stay side line with her brother and saw him enjoy the music. 'they are good.. why haven't I heard of them before?' William asked her. 'uhm. Well you did sort of at my place but you told me then that you didn't like them.' Dee said answering her brother. He laughed a hard laugh and started moving to the music together with his sister. After the concert and the signing ended they returned to the hotel with some being tired and some still in the mood for a party any way you looked at it they were drinking. 'damn!! You guys know how to party' William said to Bazie back at the hotel when they were down in the bar. After a while Dee got so tired she wanted to go up to bed but Jyrki had the key so she complained halfway towards Jo. 'Ohh god If I stay up any longer I'm going t pass out here.' Dee said towards Jo since they were the only 2 down there still sober. 'ohh god I know what you mean my eyes are like half on my shoes as well.' Jo answered her. Dee put her head on the bar and watched the guys partying while letting out a big yawn. 'don't you have your room key then?' Jo asked her showing her she got hers. 'nope Jyrki has it so I have to wait until he is done but I guess by that time I will be already sleeping here.' Dee said letting her head sink in more with the bar. 'well if you don't mind I'm going up Jussi will have to wake me up if he wants to get in.' Jo chuckled. Dee grinned and lifted her head up. 'okay let's go I'm walking with you it's better to pass out on the hall in front of my room then here.' Dee said already walking past the guys towards the exit of the bar. Jo shook her head and followed Dee towards the elevator. When the elevator opened Dee felt 2 arms around her. 'wow.. aren't you partying?' Dee asked while stepping into the elevator with Jyrki half wrapped around her. He shook his head into a no and tightened his grip around her. Jo looked at them and grinned. 'sorry Jo I don't know what has gotten into him.' Dee chuckled while trying to walk towards their room with Jyrki still holding on to her. 'aww it's okay I'll see you in the morning okay? Night guys!' Jo said while walking 3 doors further into her room. 'Jyrki... can you let go of me a second.. Jyrki!... hand me the key then please.' Dee said holding up her hand he dropped the keys in it and she opened the door. The second they got in he turned her around and started kissing her intense having her drop the key out of surprise. 'whoa!! Jyrki... slow down.' Dee said while gasping for air. He pulled the lace on her back loose in one pull and kissed her more passionate. It took Dee several seconds to realise what he was doing when they reached the bed. She froze and stopped him. 'wow!! Hold on for a sec.. please let me breath.' Dee said while laying a finger on his lips. He grinned and pulled his face back a little to look at her. 'thank you' she breathed out while laying herself down on the bed. She laid there for a couple of minutes with her eyes closed and jyrki sitting next the her stroking his fingers over her arms , neck , collarbone and lips. She was thinking. 'am I ready for this?' she said to herself in her head. She opened one eyes and glanced over to Jyrki. She smirked when she saw he was perfectly still looking at her with the most charming smile she ever saw.  'aren't you glad I didn't wear the lipstick now??' Dee asked him and he moved closer to her. 'I wouldn't mind to be honest.' he said in his deep voice kissing her neck. 'I am ready' she said to herself in her head and turned her head sideways to lift his up and kissed him back passionately. He kissed her back and took of her top slowly he then removed his own shirt. She kicked of her shoes and helped him with his shirt. After taking of all their clothes one by one he threw the covers over them and kissed her stomach working his way back up to her neck. She was half out of it thinking a million things at once when it all took place but experienced it as something special.  After a hour or 2 she rested her head on his chest out of breath. He kissed the top of her head and traced his fingers over her tattoo's. 'I love you.' He said in her ear which made her look up at him. 'love you to more than anything.' She said back to him and made him smile wide while giving her a kiss on the lips. 'they are beautiful' he said after a while. 'what are?' she asked him still laying with her head on his chest listening to his heartbeat. 'your tattoo's I didn't know you had these much'  he said tracing his fingers over her rib tattoo and the ones on her hipbones ending with tracing the bats on her back and neck. 'well it's addicting.. thank god it's the only addiction I have combined with the piercings' she said grinning. He grinned back and started fumbling with her earrings. 'ohh your perfect to me just the way you are.. remember that' he said wrapping his arms tighter around her. 'I know you are to me too' she said and they both dozed of into sleep.                             

Chapter 9  Damn those reflexes!!

'Noooo!!' Dee screamed while she saw Jay storming forwards to Jyrki. She did something she shouldn't have done she put herself in front of Jyrki just when Jay threw out his fist. She took the full punch since Jay hit hard and fell backwards towards the ground. 'Idiot!! What the hell do you think your doing!!' William yelled furiously when he saw his sister fall back on the ground. Dee lay on the floor while putting her hand on her left cheek trying to focus to see straight again. 'she got in the way!! I wasn't aiming for her but for him!!' Jay spat while pointing towards Jyrki. Jyrki was at Dee's side real fast before getting up himself furious. 'have you lost your fucking mind!!!' Jyrki yelled while walking towards Jay ready to knock him out. Archzie and Bazie flew after him holding him back telling him in Finnish that he wasn't worth it. Jo and Jussi in the meantime got to Dee to help her up. 'Dee are you okay?? Holy shit!!'  Jo said when she looked at Dee to see that her face was dark red where Jay had punched her. 'Jo help me up now please!?' Dee said pissed of.  Jo and Jussi helped her up and she shook her head a couple of times before she started to walk again. William was pushing Jay back to not get to Jyrki. 'stop it Jay he will kill you!! And if he doesn't I will!!' William said to him looking at him outraged. 'Dee where are you going?' Jo asked when she realised Dee was walking towards Jay and William. 'Not now!! He is mine!!' Dee yelled back. William snapped his head up and saw Dee coming for them. He yelled at her in French again telling her to back of but she didn't listen and yelled back at him. 'no!! not this time William!! I won't let him get away with hitting me again!' Dee spat at him. Jay then froze in Williams grip realizing William had heard something he didn't want to know. 'Again?? Your telling me he hit you before?!!' William said tightening his grip on Jay's arms. Dee nodded a fierce yes and was at their side in a second. William looked down at his little sister realising she wasn't lying to him. 'You did what!!' William said turning on Jay who had terror in his eyes. 'no I swear will I never touched her!! She is lying she is!!' Jay said out loud pointing his finger towards Dee. Dee shook her head and grinned knowing she was winning this time. 'remember the scar I got on my back?? When I had to go to the hospital Will??' Dee asked her brother when he let go of Jay who backed of immediately seeing outrageous siblings in front of him and a Fin going completely out of his mind hearing all this in the distance. ' yes.. I do you told me you fell' William said while looking at her. 'I never fell.. he threw me against the countertop when he was mad and I ended up ripping my back open at the tip of it.' Dee said glancing over to Jay who was taking more steps back. William then snapped he said something to Dee and she walked of towards Jo and the others. He went completely mad when he got Jay in his hands he knocked him out good. 'Dee please go to Jyrki he is really going insane.' Jussi said to Dee and pointed towards Jyrki still fighting his two friends to get to Jay. 'okay.. and thank you.' She said while walking towards Jyrki with TT following her. 'are you okay? You should put some ice on that' TT said to her checking her cheek carefully with his hands. 'hmm it's okay... I don't feel anything yet so.. I guess my reflexes failed on me once again.' Dee said smiling a little. They got to the guys and Dee slipped under Bazie's and Archzie's arms in front of Jyrki trying to calm him down. 'Love??... Jyrki.. please Love... I'm fine.. I'm right here.. Jyrki??' Dee said to him putting her hand on his cheek. He didn't respond he kept going more and more pissed. It wasn't until she stood up on her toes and looked into his eyes that he calmed down. 'minun rakkauteni' she said to him. He looked down and found her standing in front of him. Realising she was okay he calmed down. 'you can let me go now.. I'm alright' he said to Bazie and Archzie after a few minutes. They released him while he still kept looking down at her. 'why did you do that?? Stand in front of me??' Jyrki asked her. Dee smiled faintly since it hurt her cheek to smile he gently stroke his fingers over her now forming bruise. 'reflexes.. well actually really bad reflexes I didn't want him to get to you... I know it's stupid but hey that's me deal with it.' Dee said looking down. 'I like you the way you are.. you know that but next time don't stand in front of me please.. I'm sure I can handle myself.' He said now lifting her chin up to look at him. 'ohh deal.. I promise..' she half smiled to him while wincing a little. He grinned and gave her a soft kiss on her bruise and then a les softer one on the lips. 'Finnish??' He grinned towards her while kissing her cheek and nose. 'Yeah well you wouldn't listen to me when I was talking English you know!' Dee said smiling while he kissed her again.  

William cleared his throat before talking to his sister. 'Daremo? Can we talk for a moment please?' William asked her. Dee let go of Jyrki and smiled to him before turning to her brother. 'Off course Will... Be right back love' she said to Jyrki before walking of towards her brother. Jyrki watched her walking away with her brother when he returned to the others all standing there waiting for him to join them. 'Daremo??' Jussi asked Jo who started laughing. 'ohh yeah that's Dee's real name.. her nickname is Dee.. didn't you know that?' Jo asked him while he wrapped his arms around her. Everyone then looked at her and shook their heads into No. 'No we all thought her name was Dee... since she never mentioned her real name.' TT said shrugging his shoulders. 'Daremo Elizabeth Christine Kraven.' Jyrki said to them and they all gazed at him. 'Well that's her full name... she showed it once to me.' Jyrki answered them all still looking at him with their mouths half hanging open. 'Ohh let me guess you also knew she was half French??' TT said sarcastic. Jyrki grinned and shook his head into a yes. 'Wonderful' TT answered him again now turning around looking at Dee and her brother. Everyone laughed at him and they waited all having their eyes on Dee and William. 'I'm sorry.. how is your face??' William asked his sister while looking at the bruise. 'I'm alright I think I will live.' Dee said back to him and they both smiled. William then looked from Dee to Jyrki and then back to Dee he took a  breath before asking her a question. 'Do you really like him?' he asked her while looking at her seriously. Dee also took a deep breath and thought very hard before answering. 'I do actually .. I love him Will .. I really do' Dee said looking at her brother and then at the ground. William looked at his sister for a long while and took in every detail she was giving him. He then straighten up and Dee's head snapped up again looking at her brother with big eyes. 'Okay then.. I think you should introduce me to him then... I would like to meet the guy that wanted to defend my baby sister.' He said while looking down at her he was also very tall. Dee jumped up from the ground they had sat down at and hugged her brother. 'ohh William really?? Ohh thank you thank you thank you!! I swear you will love him!!' Dee said still hugging her brother. William hugged her back and smirked while picking her up. 'Whoa!! William put me down I can walk you know!!' Dee chuckled while he threw her over his shoulder. 'your slow kid.. you know that and besides your as light as a feather so your like hand luggage..' he grinned while he walked of towards the group. Jo smiled widely when she realised they had talked it through when Dee and William weren't fighting they where the best brother and sister in the world. 'dude hand luggage!! They wouldn't allow you to put me through the x-ray machine!!' Dee chuckled trying to get out of his grip which was impossible. He just laughed a loud laugh before stopping in front of the group he spotted Jo while putting down Dee. 'Oh my looky here it's Jo .. wow you have changed... you look well good.' William said to her while giving her a hug. Jo turned instant red she used to have a huge crush on Dee's brother but since he was 2 years older and much wanted with the girls he never really noticed her as just his baby sisters best friend. 'Will stop that!! Your making Jo blush besides she is taken now' Dee said smacking the back of his head. 'ohh really?? Who is the lucky man?' William asked Jo. 'That would be me.. Hi I'm Jussi' Jussi said while holding out his hand. William shook it and after Jussi everyone else introduced them selves. 'Dude you are like dangerous.. I mean look at the dude over there.' TT said while pointing towards Jay who everyone else already forgot. 'aww crap.. Will be right back have to wake up the bastard. 'Dee said while walking over to Jay bending down shaking him to wake up. Everyone followed her with their eyes not trusting Jay. Jyrki then took a step forward and introduced himself to William. 'Hi I'm Jyrki .. nice to meet you.' Jyrki said while he shook Williams hand. 'Aww right you're the guy who is dating my little sister.. nice to meet you to and I wanted to thank you for earlier when you wanted to defend her that means a lot to me so consider yourself approved.' William said while grinning.  Jyrki was stunned not knowing what to say he just grinned back. 'uh.. thank you... Dee will be pleased to hear this.' Jyrki said back releasing Williams hand. Dee in the meantime woke up Jay and the idiot had to hold on to her. 'Jay let me the fuck go.. stop that!' Dee said pulling her arm back. 'Dee please come home .. please I'm begging you... you know you miss me' Jay pleaded while sitting on the ground still trying to grab Dee's arms. 'No!! let go.. Will!!' Dee yelled. William was there in a second and Jay let go of her. 'you pack your stuff and head back to America!! And pray that I won't find you there!!' William threatened. Jay got up and started pleading towards Dee again. Dee then snapped and smacked him in the face while yelling No to him. He gave up and turned around walking away. 'come on kid.. let's go back to your friends.' William said wrapping a arm around her. They walked back over to the others and walked towards the bus. William got his bag that he left in the venue and walked with them to the bus since the band invited him. While William was getting his bag the others already returned to the bus except for Jo , Dee and Jyrki. 'you know he approved Jyrki' Jo said to Dee while smiling widely. Dee looked up to look at Jyrki and he nodded yes. 'Your kidding me right?? Are you fucking kidding me!! Ohh my god that is so awesome!!' Dee said jumping up and then took hold of Jyrki hugging him tightly. When they where joined again by William they walked back to the bus. The second Dee walked in TT came walking up to her with a icepack and put it on her cheek. 'you worry to much my friend!' Dee said and gave him a  kiss on the cheek while hugging him. TT smiled widely for the kiss he got and got back to his seat.

They spend the rest of the evening or better say night talking to William. With Jo telling that when they where in high school she used to have a huge crush on him. 'really? Ha! Sorry never noticed.. what a idiot I was.. I mean look at you now.. Jussi  you are one lucky guy' William said while everyone started laughing. 'aww remember the gigs we always went to.. we where only allowed to go if Will here went' Dee said poking her brother. 'Ohh crap yeah he always lifted you up on his shoulders so you could see the band' Jo said laughing while enjoying looking back to her teen memories with Dee. Dee and Jo met in high school both being first years they got along the second Dee had sat down next to Jo. 'well it was always my fault when we got into trouble since you were the good kid!' Dee said laughing. 'yeah I know.. weird no one understood why we were best friends.. since we where a world apart from another.' Jo said smiling and sipped her drink. 'you were the good kid?' Jussi asked Jo while he hold her closely kissing her hair. 'ohh yeah absolutely.. Dee was the punk that always got into trouble and was always kicked out of class since she out talked the teachers.. she was really bad it's a wonder that she even made it through high school and later on college.' Jo grinned seeing Dee half hide herself under her hoodie. 'aww Jojo your making me blush!! Ohh god remember college when we took on those snobs!! Poor girls I still see them screaming while we hid in the bushes.' Dee laughed so hard she nearly fell of the couch. 'what did you do?' Bazie asked chuckling because of Dee. 'Dee over here thought it would be funny to give them all some colour in their hair.. well we took on the blonds the brunets came later with the coloured toothpaste.. seriously she is evil.' Jo said pointing towards Dee who was still laughing. 'ohh god that was so awesome they waked around for 2 weeks with those colours!' Dee said wiping tears out of her eyes from the laughter. 'yeah the kid over here was a little bit out of control... when you pulled a prank on her she would get you back twice as bad.' William said while messing up Dee's hair. 'Ohh yeah of course it was only Dee you guys were partners in crime for crying out loud all the shit that you two have done there isn't even a list out there that is long enough!!' Jo said while shaking her head still grinning. 'aww now your being low .. since well you helped with half of it!' William said which made Jo shut up instantly turning red. 'wow and here I was in Finland being a good boy studying hard.. because my mom said it was important!' Jyrki said sarcastic. The fins all laughed remembering it all well before they even thought of becoming musicians they all studied but some of them quit. 'How do you mean.. you have a college degree to?' Dee asked him looking up from his shoulder she was leaning her head on. 'I do... In chemistry.. you could say I'm well smart.' Jyrki said shrugging his shoulders making her lift her head up. She smiled widely and turned in her seat throwing her right leg over both of Jyrki's sitting on his lap looking at him. 'Hmm I have a smart boyfriend.. about time I found a smart one!!' Dee said kissing Jyrki while he slid his hands on her legs and on to her back.  He didn't expect this to follow when telling a girl he was a chemist. 'Hello still people in the room here!' TT said while rolling his eyes at the both of them. 'Sorry' Dee muttered while letting go of Jyrki but she still kept sitting on his lap looking into his eyes. 'what did you study then? Since you got your college degree as well.' Jyrki asked Dee and Jo.  'Duh.. obvious!' Jo said showing her camera Jyrki smiled. 'Sorry' he said while turning his eyes back on Dee. 'Psychology' she answered him while looking down to his name on his hoodie. Jyrki looked at her and smiled loving every bit of the answer she just gave him. 'Really?? Well that means your not only a trouble maker.. it means your good in understanding the human mind.' He said to her. Dee just giggled while nodding yes and fumbling with his hair still looking into his eyes. She then abruptly turned around to look at William. 'When do you leave?? I have to know.. since well Will you know me.' Dee looked at him with a little sad expression on her face she hated it when she had to say bye to her brother since he was the only thing in the world she had left. 'not until tomorrow night.. so we still have some time.. where is your next stop?' William asked them already knowing what his sister was thinking remembering how much she panicked before when he left her when they had just lost their parents. Dee looked at Jyrki again for an answer. 'Holland.. Amsterdam.. so you can spend some time there with your brother.' He smiled comforting her. 'and you.. I want to spend time together just the 3 of us.' She asked him not even thinking of the others in the room. There were 2 important things in her life now she couldn't live without her brother William and her love Jyrki.                              

Chapter 8 There is always more drama around the corner.

The past 4 days had been busy. The girls helped out at every gig of the guys with selling at the stand. Bella and Katie had been around a lot since all the gigs where in Germany. Dee and Jo had to say bye to them since the next gig was in Belgium. The bus had been driving for several hours when Jo had woken up again. She looked next to her to find Jussi still asleep. She laid there for a while looking at him she then decided to get up and have something to eat since she got hungry. Jo walked into the kitchen to find absolutely no one in there well at least she thought. Dee was on her "bed" again trying to get some sleep but Jo didn't noticed until she sat down at the table with her sandwich. Jo smirked seeing her lay in a position which made her feel uncomfortable only thinking of it. She got out her i-pod and put some music of HIM on. 30 minutes later she felt someone looking at her. When she turned around to look around the buss she saw no one when she looked back she saw Dee looking at her. 'Holy shit Dee you scared the crap out of me' Jo said half clutching her heart while pressing pause. Dee smirked and sat up straight to look at Jo. 'Sorry hun, I woke up hearing a little music you got that thing loud!! So why are you up?' Dee asked her twisting to get up and get her something to drink. Jo followed Dee with her eyes and sighed. 'Ohh I couldn't sleep and got hungry.. hold on why the hell are you out here' Jo asked Dee pointing towards the "bed". 'ohh that well it's sometimes impossible to sleep next to Jyrki when he can't shut up. He talks in his sleep and it's all in Finnish so that annoyed me not even knowing what he talks about specially when he says my name and then Finnish!!' Dee said walking back to the "bed" with a juice bottle in her hand. 'he does wow that's interesting I could ask Jussi to translate though if you like..' Jo said smiling putting away her I-pod. 'Ohh don't bother he doesn't even know that I'm gone since I always slip back in the bunk in the morning before he wake's up.' Dee said grinning while sipping her juice. The girls talked some more when suddenly something beeped next to Dee on the table. She lifted up her new phone she got from Jyrki since Jay had blocked the credit card and Dee had no money. Dee rolled her eyes and flipped open her sidekick typing something back. 'Something wrong?? Since your typing irritated again please don't kill the phone.. for Jyrki's sake' Jo said chuckling while looking at a frustrating Dee. She sighed deeply before answering Jo. 'no I won't it's just Jay... he says that William wants me to come back now or else.. I mean hello seriously if my brother wanted me back in L.A he would have texted or call me himself.. men seriously I wish I could kick his ugly head against a door or something .' Dee said grinding her teeth putting down the phone. Jo lifted up her eyebrows at Dee. 'Jay is texting you? How long has he been texting you? Does Jyrki know?' Jo asked Dee all confused not believing what she just heard. 'for 2 days.. since I got the phone from Jyrki.. and no he doesn't know I never told him everything about Jay.. he doesn't have to know... it just sucks that the texting is getting worse.. I mean the guy feels like a stalker for god sake not leaving me alone... although he doesn't dare to call because of Jyrki.' Dee said getting up her phone again to answer another text she just got. 'You listen to me Dee this has to stop.. you have to tell Jyrki.. he has a right to know since your with him now.. and he cares about you nidiot!! He really does!!' Jo said a little irritated frowning now. 'Aww Jojo I know I will I promise it just got out of hand now!! He is already in Belgium!!' Dee said showing Jo the text. Jo's eyes grew big and her mouth dropped reading the text.

The guys woke up late in the morning. Jyrki turned around not to find Dee anywhere near him when he opened the curtain and looked out of the bunk he saw Jussi doing the same with no Jo next to him either. 'Dude is yours gone as well?' Jussi asked him while getting out of the bunk putting some pants on. 'Ha!! Yeah weird.. she is usually here.' Jyrki answered him while putting on some socks. They all woke up one by one all getting ready for the new day. Jussi and Jyrki together on the bathroom both fixing their hair. It was like an obsession for them to have the hair perfect. 20 minutes later and a perfect hairdo later they walked out into the sitting area to find the girls there joined by Bazie and TT. Jo greeted Jussi sweetly pulling him next to her putting her legs on top of his lap and kissing him a few times on the lips. Dee didn't even respond to Jyrki. She looked horrible to be honest like she hadn't slept all night which was true. Jyrki sat himself down next to her kissing the side of her head again not even asking what was wrong and wrapped his right arm around her pulling her closer. It then snapped Dee half crushed herself into Jyrki's chest and started crying. Everyone looked up at her even Jo was shocked. 'what's wrong love?? Did something happen?? Dee love what's wrong??' Jyrki asked her by gently pulling her back to lift her face up to him. She sobbed and sobbed without answering. After a while she stopped crying and pulled herself together to look at Jyrki. He smiled kindly wiping away her tears with his thumb before kissing her on her forehead. 'now please tell me what is wrong?' He looked at her and Dee threw a glance over to Jo who understood immediately. 'I have to tell him now don't I Jojo??' Dee asked Jo. Jo shook her head and smiled looking down at the table. 'okay well here it goes... remember Jay love??'' Dee asked Jyrki he shook his head into a yes. 'well uh... he uh...' Dee stumbled while her hands started shaking not out of fear but out of rage. 'go on... I won't get mad' Jyrki said to her still smiling kindly. 'okay... the bastard followed us here and is in Belgium as we speak to get me back to L.A. he even brought my brother along all though that is what he says!! I can't believe him!! He has been pissing me of for days ever since I got the phone.. I'm so sorry I really am I'm sorry I DON'T WANT THIS!!' she said to him while tears filled her eyes again. Jyrki looked at Jo to get the story confirmed Jo just nodded a nervous yes before returning to look at the table again. 'he will not get you! That's a promise he will never ever get you!' Jyrki said to Dee who's head snapped up and looked at him. 'but he will.. he brought William.. they will drag me back to America Jyrki they will!!' Dee said panicking now. Jyrki then smiled again and then started laughing getting Dee and Jo confused. 'they have to get through 5 fins first to do that and believe me that won't be easy for them.' Bazie then said bursting out in laughter himself bumping his fist against Jyrki's. 'ohh they will.. he can't steal you away from us again. You belong here Dee.' TT  said rubbing Dee on her shoulder. 'but you guys will get hurt and she will kill me if I let anything happen to Jussi' Dee said pointing towards Jo. 'ohh I can forgive you for that nidiot.. but it seems like this side of the party isn't letting you go either interesting..' Jo said looking at Jyrki smirking. 'ohh I won't believe me when I tell you I won't' Jyrki said to Jo who smirked back. Jussi than had to be a ball buster and said something to Jyrki in Finnish. 'Ohh positive!!' Jyrki answered him wrapping both hands on Dee in a protective way. 'wow easy there Jyrki!!' Dee chuckled while he pulled her on his lap. Jyrki then looked at Dee and locked his eyes on hers. Dee froze and felt something was coming up from his side. 'mina rakastan sinua.. minun rakkauteni.' He grinned while saying those words to Dee. Jo then gasped and almost jumped up from her seat. 'oh my god Jojo what did I miss I only understood the last part what did you say love??' Dee asked Jyrki who was still looking at her almost drowning in her eyes. Bazie opened his mouth to answer her question but Jyrki himself beat him to that. 'I love you' he said to Dee and she froze again. Jo chuckled seeing how Dee reacted and everyone else was waiting for her to give an answer. Dee then snapped out of it and tears filled her eyes again. ' you do?? You really do??' Dee asked him he nodded yes twice. Dee then put her hands on both side's on his face and smiled. 'ohh Jyrki.. I love you too' and kissed him.

That night the girls and the guys walked over to the venue with Dee being so nervous her hands were shaking the hole way. 'how the hell does he know I am here... Jo I don't get it how does he even know I'm with you guys.. he texted me like I know your touring with the 69 eyes 2 days ago.. how can he know Jo.' Dee said to Jo who was walking next to her and Jyrki trying to calm her down. Jo thought about that for a while and came up with no answer. 'I have no idea how he knows he just does maybe he checked the internet and found a picture of..' Jo then stopped dead in her tracks. 'ohh god I know how he knows he checked my website I have a couple of pic's of you up there with Jyrki and everyone in the crowd remember back in Sweden god damn!' Jo now smacked herself in the head. 'aww it's okay hun we couldn't have known he would check your site.. it's alright I'm not mad at you just pissed of at Jay that's all.' Dee said while they walked inside through the back exit. Jo and Dee took their usual spot at the stand outside the hall. The doors opened and the crowd got in. they where selling a lot of merchandise again. Dee got so busy that she wasn't paying attention anymore. It wasn't until Jo gasped and grabbed Dee's arm that made her look around to the spot Jo was looking at. 'William..' Dee whispered while her eyes grew big and she took a step back. Dee spun herself around and looked at Jo fear and rage in her eyes at the same time. 'Go!!' Jo said to her. Dee dropped everything out of her hands and took a run for it with William and Jay right on her heels yelling after her. 'Dee you get back here!! Get back here now!!' Jay and William yelled after her. Tears fell down her cheek while she looked for a way out she then spotted Bazie. 'Bazie!!' Dee cried out and he turned around. He saw her running and crying and then spotted the two running behind her. 'run Dee come on!!' he yelled running towards her. Dee got to him and he pulled her with him backstage and shut the door. Dee completely out of breath and crying looked around anxious while Bazie just kept on pulling her with him. 'where are we going?' Dee asked in sobs. Hearing her brother and ex outside the door arguing with the security guys. Bazie gave Dee a hug to calm her down which worked. 'I'm bringing you to Jyrki as in now.. we have another hour left before the show starts so and don't worry security won't let them in.' Bazie said letting go of Dee. They walked towards the backrooms of the venue. They then stopped in front of a door that said THE 69 EYES. Bazie opened the door and got in first. Dee then followed and searched the room for Jyrki. He sat at the far left side of the room next to the mirror with Jussi they where talking about something in Finnish when they spotted Bazie come through the door and Dee. 'Dee?? What happened!!' Jyrki flew up from his chair and sped across the room towards her. He took hold of her and bend down to look into her eyes. ' William..' Dee choked out before letting her self fall down on her knees. 'Oh my god!! Jyrki.. I forgot about Jo.. they can get to her now!!' Dee half yelled getting up and gripping the door handle ready to go back and get Jo. Jyrki and Bazie stopped her in time. 'no love you are not going back we'll take care of it.' Jyrki said to her. He turned around and said something to Jussi and then to Bazie and TT. Archzie already got up and walked out with Bazie following him. 'where are they going?? Your not sending them out there now are you?' Dee asked Jyrki who took her hand and led her over to the chair he had been sitting in. He pulled her on his lap and calmed her. Dee turned to look at Jussi who just sat there grinning and drinking another beer with TT. 'they are going to get Jo.. don't worry those two won't get to her.. she will be here in a moment.' Jussi said to calm Dee down since he saw her half loosing it. Dee watched every minute ticking by on Jyrki's watch he just kept calming her down by humming to her. After 15 minutes the door opened and Dee's head shot up. Jo got in followed by Bazie and Archzie. Dee half jumped upand ran towards Jo. 'did you see them?? Are they still out there?' Dee said throwing her arms around Jo. 'ohh yeah they are still out there but security won't let them anywhere near you I explained the story to them... ohh they almost got to me but these 2 beat them to that.. but the main thing is now how are you feeling??' Jo asked Dee hugging her back before letting her go. 'they almost got to you!! That's it!!' and Dee took of cursing in another language. Everyone looked up at her except for Jo she grinned and walked across the room towards Jussi. She kissed him and sat down. 'Is that French? I mean what Dee is talking.' Jussi asked her and everyone else looked at Jo waiting for an answer since Dee was to busy walking around cursing and throwing her hands in the air. 'Ha!! Yeah.. Dee's mother is French.. so I think it's funny usually when she yells in French but right now it's not funny she is furious.' Jo said watching Dee pace around the room.

The show started and the guys wanted the girls to be close. So they stood next to the stage out of sight for the rest of the crowd. Dee still talking to herself in French and Jo scanning the room for Dee's brother and ex. Jo then found them front line but the  couldn't see them. But they where also looking for the girls. 'Dee they are over there.. but they can't see us.' Jo said pointing towards the front of the stage. 'Pff I  don't care... let them come I give that bastard a piece of my mind!!' Dee said eyeing Jay. The show ended and the guys walked backstage before going back out an play one more song for the hungry crowd. Jyrki walked towards Dee without thinking and took hold of her kissing her. When he let go of her he had to half run back to the stage since the others were already there. 'holy shit what was that.. and ieuw!!'Dee said laughing a little. 'it looked like he missed you and why are you saying ieuw??' Jo said laughing at Dee's expression on her face. 'because he was all sweaty' Dee said now bursting out in laughter. 'ohh god the man just kisses you like it is your last kiss and you complain about the fact the he is a little sweaty.. jeeezzz Dee..' Jo said rolling her eyes at her. Dee stock her tongue out at her while throwing her plastic cup over at her. 'now that's just mean!!' Jo said throwing the cup back. The girls where laughing when the guys came walking back. Dee got a idea. 'Jussi!! Please go and give Jo a big hug for me please..' she said while giving Jyrki a kiss. Jo looked at Dee and then felt two arms around her. 'ieuw!!!' Jo then said out loud. Dee laughed her ass of at her. 'I told you they where sweaty' she said while standing behind Jyrki in case Jo would throw another cup at her. They walked back to the dressing room and the guys fresh themselves up Jyrki got rid of his stage clothes real fast and wore something more handier just a shirt some jeans and his hoodie. He turned around quick to take hold of Dee again who was standing against the wall waiting for them. Dee looked up and saw him smiling before she could ask he kissed her again not letting her answer.

Once they got outside the thing Dee had feared happened. Jay and William came walking towards them from around the corner. Dee then let go of Jyrki's hand which made him look down next to him. She walked up front first towards them. Jay got to her first and took hold of her arm. Dee tried to shake it of 'Let go asshole!! Jay I swear to god let go your hurting me!!' Dee snapped at him. 'Jay let my sister go!' William said Jay obeyed immediately since William wasn't the kind of guy you wanted to piss of he was tall and buffed. With tattoo's everywhere and long brown hair. 'explain!!' he demanded from Dee. Dee snapped at him to and then they both started yelling at one another in French. It almost got entirely out of hand with Dee standing closer and closer to William with every second that ticked by getting more mad. It then stopped all of a sudden and Williams mouth dropped. 'that's right!! He didn't tell you now didn't he.. yeah your precious friend over here cheated on me!!' Dee yelled at him in English now. William then turned around at Jay. 'I'll deal with you later!! Dee you are coming home now!!' he said while taking a hold of Dee's arm. ' William let go.. let go of me!! I'm not coming with you!! Will!!' Dee yelled at him while still fighting to get her arm back. 'let her go please.' Jyrki then suddenly said towards William who turned around and released Dee. 'and who the hell are you!!' he spat at Jyrki. 'he is mine!! And you don't get to take me away from him!! Do you hear me will I am not going!!' Dee said rubbing her arm which was turning blue now. 'you're her new boyfriend??' William asked still angry. 'yes.. I am' Jyrki said holding out his hand towards William.  

Chapter 7  That's what you get.

'are they still asleep?' Jussi asked Jo the next morning. They had both fallen asleep in the sitting area while watching the movie. TT lay on the floor where he had sat himself the night before and Bazie and Archzie went back to their bunks with their eyes on their shoes. 'Juzz just walk in there and get your stuff.. they are not waking up any time soon.' Jo said pushing Jussi of the couch. He fell down with a loud thud and Jo started giggling while looking over the ridge at Jussi lying on the floor. 'Sorry babe didn't mean to do that' she said holding back her laugh. 'yeah right. Get over here!!' Jussi said while grinning grabbing Jo by the arm and pulling her down on the ground with him. He started tickling her with Jo kicking around like mad asking for mercy. TT woke up and stretched feeling his body ache from sleeping on the floor. 'ohh damn .. that's the last time I'll do that' TT said while getting up and sitting at the table. 'uh.. what the hell are you 2 doing?' he asked seeing both Jo and Jussi on the floor. They both looked at him and started laughing. 'I'm ticklish' Jo said getting up and walking towards the fridge. TT just shook his head and helped Jussi up. 'so what time do we have the interview?' Jussi asked him. 'pff I don't know what time is it now? TT asked. Jussi checked his phone that lay on the table. 'Around 12' Jussi answered him putting his phone back down. 'Pff In 2 hours then.. better wake up the rest..' TT said getting up and walking past Jo into the bunk area. Jo looked after him and shrugged her shoulders sitting down at the table putting down her tea and sandwich. 'where is he going? 'she asked Jussi taking a bite of her sandwich. 'to wake up the others we have a interview in 2 hours so.. hmm babe where is my sandwich?' he asked eyeing Jo's. 'over there for you to make yourself' Jo said laughing pointing towards the fridge. Jussi got up laughing and walked past Jo giving her a kiss into the bunk area. TT already woke Archzie and Bazie up. 'Did you wake up Jyrki yet?' Jussi asked the second he walked in. 'uhh no because..' TT said pointing towards the suitcase standing in front of the bunk where the curtain was still closed. 'ohh I see I'll do it then' Jussi said smirking. He pulled open the curtain a little to look inside to see if they where already awake. He only found Jyrki looking right back at him. 'whoa!' Jussi said falling back out of shock. Jyrki laughed at him and pulled the curtain open a little more Dee was still asleep and didn't noticed until they started talking. 'She slept here all night?' Jussi asked Jyrki in a whisper. Jyrki smiled and nodded yes. 'she Is rather cute to look at when she is asleep.' Jyrki said chuckling a little. Dee suddenly woke up entirely feeling a headache come up. She moved around a little and turned so that she was in Jyrki's arms again. Jyrki turned his head so he could look at her. 'are you awake minun rakkauteni?' he asked her moving some strings of hair out of her face. Dee opened her eyes and looked up while squeezing them a little the light was to bright for her head to handle. 'yes, but it feels like my head is going to explode any second now.' She said smiling a little looking at Jussi waving at him. 'you have a hangover?' Jussi asked smirking. Dee moaned and buried her head in the covers. ' I guess that is a yes 'Jyrki smiled kissing Dee on the top of her head. Dee then got her head out from under the covers and half covered Jyrki's ears with her hands 'JOJO I HATE YOU!!' she yelled towards the kitchen and uncovered Jyrki's ears again. She smiled and laid her head back down again. 'Hmm Jo was right last night when she told me you would hate her in the morning.' Jussi said grinning.

Meanwhile in the kitchen Jo had burst out in laughter hearing Dee yell at her. 'Sorry chick!!' she yelled back while drinking her tea. About 10 minutes later Dee came walking out still wearing her pyjama's with her hoodie over it and sunglasses on. 'ohh that bad?' Jo asked her smiling. 'ohh shut it!' Dee snapped at her while smiling herself. Jo then offered Dee something to eat she nodded a fierce no and pulled her knees up to her chest in the corner of the couch. 'I'm in no mood for food now. Maybe coffee will do.. or not we'll see' Dee said looking through her bag for a cigarette. 'Food noo way and cigarette yes.. your weird Dee.' Jo laughed making her a cup of coffee. 'ohh god sweet freedom!!' Dee said while smoking her cigarette just to mess with Jo. Jo shook her head and laughed putting the coffee in front of Dee walking into the bunk area to get changed. 'What?? Your leaving me again??' Dee said making a dramatic face pretending to let a tear fall down on her cheek with her finger. Jo just closed the door and heard Dee laugh out loud. When Jo closed the door all eyes where on her. 'what?' she asked walking past Bazie and Jyrki to get to hers and Jussi's bunk. She bend down for the drawers  and got out some fresh clothes and walked in to the bathroom to get changed. Jussi just grinned and shrugged his shoulders while getting changed himself. They guys where in full vampire mood again they had to look good for the interview and photo shoot after it. Jo walked out looking for her ways plain normal with her dark bleu jeans chains black 69 eyes hoodie and black him shirt. When she looked up at Jussi and the others her mouth half dropped it was like they transformed into complete different characters in just seconds. Jussi asked her to wear the hoodie since they needed both Jo and Dee for the merchandise stand and they had to look like the other crewmembers. 'Jyrki did you tell Dee yet that she has to work today?' Bazie asked while fixing his chains on his jeans. Jyrki laughed and shook his head into a no. Pulling out his own 69 eyes hoodie with his name on it and opened the door. He walked towards Dee and sat himself down next to her. 'Hey love what is that?' Dee asked him pointing towards the hoodie. Jyrki showed it to her and smiled. 'Would you do something for me today?' He asked handing her the hoodie. 'Yeah sure what ever you want' Dee said looking at the hoodie smiling when she found his name on it. 'uh.. would you mind helping us out today at the merchandise stand we need the extra help.. and you can wear my hoodie.' He said waiting for her to answer. 'Sure babe what ever you want.' Dee said to him making an army salute while grinning. She kissed him and crawled over him to get of the couch and into the bunk area before entering it she turned around. 'How much time do I have left? To get ready I mean?' she asked him. 'About a hour' he said to her while checking his phone. 'ohh crap better get moving then!' she said walking into the bunk area having Bazie , Archzie and TT walking out.     

45 minutes later Dee was done they still had about 20 minutes left to get to the venue. Dee had acted in crazy mode going for a shower and then changed into pink skinny jeans and black and purple sneakers with a black shirt and wearing Jyrki's  hoodie with the hood over her still wet hair while applying some eyeliner and mascara and then her dark red lipstick.. When she walked out Jo started laughing knowing how ridiculously fast Dee acted in there. 'done?' Jo asked her and Dee grinned. 'Ha!! All done although I still feel like shit.. hand me those painkillers please I will need them for my head .. oh and don't forget my cigarettes I will need them too.' Dee said pointing next to Jo while putting back her sunglasses on the light was still to bright. Jo grabbed the box and cigarettes and stuffed it in hers and Dee's bag the girls decided to share one today to bring less was better. Bazie handed them yet again crew passes and Jo and Dee putted them on around their necks. 'Like they wouldn't know we where crew I mean hello look at the freaking hoodie's' Dee said laughing to herself seeing that both her and Jo where wearing completely different hoodie's Jo was wearing one with her name on it and Dee was wearing Jyrki's. 'Hmm no fair why does Jojo have her own hoodie?' Dee said pouting a little while sitting next to TT. Jo laughed and shook her head while Jussi started to explain. Jo already was a member of the crew being the bands photographer so it was more than normal that she already had her own hoodie. Dee understood and then smirked. 'Ha mine is special though' Dee said pointing towards Jyrki's name on it. 'hmm I hope the fans don't see that they might want to rip it of you.' Jo said smiling. 'ohh they can try but I'll defend it with my life' Dee said making another salute. The interviews and photo shoots went fast and before the girls knew it was only 2 hours away before the gig would start and they had a lot of preparing to do.

Back at the venue the girls where sitting at the front doors at the stand. There wasn't a soul out there yet and the girls got bored. 'we could build a plastic cup tower' Dee said holding up the cups the staff gave them. Jo looked at her and smiled knowing it would turn into disaster if they would do that. 'No you know we can't do that... hmm god I'm bored where the hell are all those kids.' Jo said looking out the doors then finding out that there was a huge line in front of the venue. 'Holy shit Dee look that's outrageous' Jo said pointing towards the door. Dee flipped her legs down from the table and stood up to look at the doors. 'oh crap poor kids they have been waiting out there forever the show starts in a hour aren't the doors suppose to be open by now??' Dee said looking around for a staff member. Jo shook her head and walked towards the door Dee followed her grabbing a piece of paper and a marker. 'Dee what are you doing with that??' Jo asked seeing Dee write down something. 'ohh nothing just giving one of those kids out there a chance to win something from the guys... I mean hello it's cold and they have been waiting forever.. where is the damn staff when you need them.' Dee said to Jo looking around again before pressing the paper against the window. The question on it was : what was the song of the 69 eyes first music video? The winner gets a free t-shirt and something special from the guys. A staff member then showed up after a minute. When Jo and Dee looked in front of them again loads of kids had wrote down a answer on a cell phone or a piece of paper. 'Holy shit!! Look at all those answers Jo!!' Dee said laughing. Jo looked at them alright but she couldn't find the right answer. They searched around the crowd when they finally spotted the right answer. Dee started grinning hugely since she knew the girl holding up the paper that said Mr. Pain. 'Jo over there she has the right answer... okay you can open the door now a little but not let anyone in yet I want that girl over there in first.' Dee said towards the staff member. He opened the door and Dee slid through it and yelled at the girl. 'Bella!! You have the right answer did you bring Katie with you??' Dee yelled. 'Hey yeah I did.' Bella yelled back having a huge grin on her face when she pulled Katie next to her. 'Good you 2 can come in first since you won. Don't worry everyone the guys will sign after the gig.' Dee said taking Bella's hand pulling her inside while hearing the crowd cheer. 'okay you both won a t-shirt and drum rolls please a meet and greet with the band before the show.' Jo said making the girls scream in excitement. 'are you kidding .. seriously?? Dee we can meet the guys??' Katie asked Dee who stood there grinning shaking her head into yes. They then both handed the girls a t-shirt and Jo walked with them towards the dressing room where the guys waited which was funny since Jo just informed them a minute ago that someone won a meet and greet with them. Dee sat behind the stand and signalled the staff to let the crowd in. It went crazy everyone almost wanted a shirt or a hoodie or whatever you could get from the band. Some girls even spotted Dee wearing Jyrki's hoodie and all gazed at her when Dee told them that it really was Jyrki's. About 20 minutes later Jo joined Dee again helping her. 'So how did it go??' Jo asked Dee while seeing Dee half covered in shirts and money. 'ohh good I'm out of medium shirts already and people are interested way to much in my hoodie.' She said grinning. 'aha good.. hmm don't take it of then they might want to steal it.' Jo said laughing while handing a guy a beanie. 'they are also murderous for the patches it's ridiculous really 'Dee said laughing handing out a hoodie. 'so how did it go with the girls??' Dee asked Jo. Jo smiled and pointed behind her. 'Ohh it went great they half died when Jussi signed their drumsticks from the last gig and when they got a hug with everyone and a picture.. they even showed me and the guys the picture they had with you in Sweden .. I didn't know that happened to you that night.' Jo said smiling. 'ohh did they now nice.. yeah it was a weird and busy night then.' Dee said remembering her and Jyrki's first kiss. Bella and Katie in the meantime still stood behind Jo and Dee talking about their meet en greet when Jo told them to go inside or else they would miss the show and a spot up front. The girls thanked both Dee and Jo again and walked into the venue. 'hm think they will be up for a drink afterwards??' Jo asked Dee who looked back at Jo with raised eyebrows. 'you like them?? Since I do they are really nice and I have a weird feeling they are followers as in they go to as much gigs as they can' Dee said laughing selling the last item before the show started. Jo sat back in her chair and lifted her feet up the table and Dee did the same while grabbing her juice and lighting a cigarette. 'ohh yeah they totally are.. do you mind if we sit out here for a while before heading in??' Jo asked Dee. 'ohh yeah totally I mean hello' Dee said pointing towards the sunglasses she was still wearing. Jo grinned and got out eh box of painkillers handing one to Dee. 'This must be your worst hangover yet right??' Jo asked her. Dee threw back the painkiller and nodded. 'One of them I had worse to be honest so uh.. how the hell are we going to ask those chicks to have a drink with us?' Dee asked Jo. Jo lifted up her shoulders and hand and laughed. 'ohh great plan yeah..' Dee said sarcastic while the girls hung back just a little more before heading in to the venue.

'Holy shit!!' Dee yelled over the music. The crowd went insane and some of them where even crowd surfing while others banged their heads so hard it looked like their necks where about to brake. Jo found a way through the crowd and grabbed Dee's hand pulling her after her. They showed their passes again and got in between the crowd and stage on the side. 'it's a little mad house out here.' Jo laughed when she saw Dee half loosing it with her headache standing next to a speaker. 'are you ever going to take of your sunglasses?' Jo yelled over the music of the speaker it was really loud and Dee didn't hear a word of what Jo said. Dee then spotted both Bella and Katie in the crowd up front. 'Be right back!!' Dee yelled towards Jo while she took of towards the girls. 5 minutes she got back and stood next to Jo and the speaker again feeling 2 eyes burning on her back. 'they are up for it!' Dee said to Jo and Jo nodded that she understood. When they both looked up they saw Jyrki smirking towards them while blowing a hand kiss over to Dee. Some saw it and some didn't but Bella and Katie sure as hell did and went overexcited.

The show ended and Jo and Dee told the staff that  Katie and Bella where with them. They lifted the girls over the fence and they walked straight to Dee and Jo. 'Hey ready for that drink?' Jo asked them. They both nodded yes and followed the girls backstage. Once backstage they half bumped into Jussi and Jyrki who where checking themselves in the mirror before heading out for the signing. 'minun rakkauteni' Jyrki said to Dee before giving her a light kiss on the lips. Katie and Bella's mouth dropped when their suspicions where confirmed. Dee smiled and got the little lipstick again of his lips before answering him. 'Love I'm taking the girls for a drink I see you after the  signing alright?' Dee said. Jyrki nodded yes and kissed her on her cheek and the top of her head. Jo walked with Jussi towards the door hugging him and kissing him passionately before letting him go. 'okay girls let's go then .. ohh goodie TT is coming with us.' Jo said while walking back towards the girls and TT. He decided not to sign tonight but join Dee and Jo for a talk with Bella and Katie. When they got into the bar of the venue the girls went nuts with their questions towards Dee and Jo about dating the guys. Dee told them everything about the weird night in Sweden and the girls went more excited with every detail Dee wanted to tell them. Jo then told her story and the girls went 'aww' all the time. TT just hung back and listened to the story's already knowing them in full detail. 25 minutes later they where joined by the rest of the band and the girls went full speed again with a lot of questions. A hour later they had to go and said their goodbye's to everyone before heading of home. They where from Germany and the gig in Sweden had been a exception of usual. They also told the band and the girls  that they where coming to more gigs in Germany. Dee walked them out giving them a hug and slipping them 2 more patches for free before saying goodnight. When she walked back to the bar she dropped her head on the bar. "fuck!!' Dee said while mumbling further. 'let me guess you still feel like shit?' Jo asked her while Jussi fumbled with her hair stroking the back of her neck with his fingers. 'mmhhhmmm someone please shoot me!!' was all Dee said before lifting her head back up again putting the hood back on while taking of her sunglasses. Jo then had shock cross her face before turning it into a grin. 'Holy shit Dee you really do look like shit!! Have you looked into the mirror yet?' Jo said while everyone else stared at Dee all grinning. 'ohh god Jojo not funny.. is it really that bad?' Dee asked Jyrki in a sad tone facing herself towards him. 'aww not at all they are just messing with you.. you only look a little pale that's all.. nothing to worry about.' He said giving her a kiss on the side of her head while wrapping a arm around her pulling her close towards him. Dee just let her head drop on his shoulder and took a deep sigh. 'you guys are mean!' she said.                                   

Chapter 6 Drowning in you.

Their next stop was Germany. Luckily for the band they had a day of before playing the show in Hamburg. Jyrki woke up early for his sake and heard laughter in the sitting part of the bus he figured Dee was already up. He felt extremely happy knowing that he finally found that what he had been looking for so long a girl to spend his days with. Knowing that he once said that he would never find one that could keep up with him and that he was doomed to be alone for the rest of his life. He got up and checked himself in the mirror as he did so often before walking out. He saw Dee having fun with Bazie and Timo Timo while they tried to learn her how to play guitar. 'dude I suck at this seriously where was I suppose to hold me fingers again?' Dee asked Bazie who was shaking his head at her taking over the guitar and showing it to her. 'ohh hmm yeah that explains a lot Bazie.' Dee said sarcastic to him and they started laughing again. When she looked up she saw Jyrki already standing at the door watching her with a smile on his face. Dee was still in her pyjama's having the covers half wrapped around herself since she was obviously cold again. A smile appeared on her face as well when she saw him leaning against the door post with his arms crossed in front of his chest watching her. 'Morning sleepyhead' Dee said to Jyrki while waving at him with her fingers. Jyrki chuckled and walked over to her bending down to lift her head up with his fingers to give her a kiss. 'morning beautiful' He said back to her and she smiled. TT was being a ball buster imitating them. Dee grinned and threw her pillow over to him. 'whaaaah stop it weirdo!' Dee said sticking out her tongue at him. 'You... get over here' Dee said to Jyrki moving over so he could sit behind her and leaned herself against him again grabbing the covers. 'are you cold again?' Jyrki asked her while wrapping his arms around her. Dee smiled and took his right hand and touched her nose with it. It was stone cold. 'You know it isn't really warm out here in the night I'm all alone here you know you guys are all half packed on each other in there.' She said pointing toward the bunk area where Jo and Jussi came walking out kissing each other good morning. Jo spotted Dee and Jyrki and figured they had spent the night together. 'had a good night sleep you two?' she asked Dee while grinning. 'How do you mean? I was over here and he was over there.' Dee said laughing at Jo's confused expression now. 'you let her half freeze out here?' Jussi asked Jyrki who smirked. 'yes that's what she wanted so' Jyrki answered him. Jussi sighed and shook his head while laughing. 'you guys are weird.' He finally said. Jo walked over to the coffee maker to make some tea. 'Jojo are you making coffee? Can I have a cup since I'm freezing' Dee said pretending to be freezing since she was already warmed up by Jyrki and the covers. 'No you know I don't drink coffee but I will make you a cup okay?' Jo said laughing at her. They spend the morning having breakfast and discussing what to do the rest of the day. 'we could go sightseeing?' TT said after a while. Everyone liked the idea so they decided to do that.

'my feet are killing me!!' Dee complained after 4 hours of walking around in Hamburg. 'you shouldn't have worn heels then' Jo answered her laughing walking towards Dee who had plunged herself down at the ground with Jyrki standing next to her smiling while still holding her hand. Dee then kicked her heels of and got up again. When she stood next to Jyrki now she was really small with her 1,70m against his 1,85m she sighed and got her heels back on levelling more with Jyrki now and smiled. 'pff I'm short' Dee said while walking again while her feet hurt like mad. Jussi started laughing and walked next to Dee. When she looked next to her she notice that Jussi was smaller than her now when she wore heels. 'ohh sorry didn't mean it like that.. auw.' She said while avoiding a second hole in the ground she almost stepped in. Jyrki stopped and pulled Dee next to him. 'come on up you go' He said while bending down to lift her on his back. 'whoa!! Jyr what are you doing put me down.' Dee laughed but he didn't listen he kept walking further with her on his back. About 20 minutes later they found a bar and decided to go in there to have a drink. Which after 5 seconds wasn't the best idea since it was a gothic bar so there had to be fans of the 69 eyes in there. 'what do you want to drink minun rakkauteni?' Jyrki asked Dee who looked at him again having no freaking clue what he meant. 'he said my love.' Bazie answered her while standing closest grinning. 'Ohh great well uhm..' Dee looked around the bar and had no idea what to order. When she looked at Jo and Jussi she saw that they where already drinking Jäger Meister but she didn't like that so she looked further making Jyrki laugh more and more. 'what are you laughing at?' she asked him while folding her arms. 'You.. not able to make a decision?? I'll order you something alright?' He said back to her unfolding her arms giving her a kiss on her head. Dee just nodded yes and looked further into the bar. Jo then walked over to Dee rolling her eyes. 'what? Something wrong?' Dee asked her. Jo laughed and pointed at Jussi he was surrounded by fan girls all asking for his autograph. 'Your lucky they didn't spot yours yet.' Jo said laughing while pointing at Jyrki who handed Dee a glass. 'how do you mean?' Jyrki asked while sipping his drink. Jo and Dee just pointed towards Jussi who was now joined by Bazie and TT. 'ohh I would help them but not now I've got other things to do' Jyrki said to Jo while eyeing Dee. Dee rolled her eyes and sipped her drink finding out it was Jack Daniels she made a face and looked at Jo. 'What Dee you look like your going to have a mental breakdown.' Jo burst out in laughter and so did Dee. 'No I'm not stupid, he gave me whisky.' Dee said taking another sip. Jyrki grinned and sat himself down on a stool at the bar pulling Dee towards him to have her lean against him. 'there I told you I was going to be busy' he said towards Jo while grinning. 'yeah busy to get me drunk' Dee said making a face again while giggling. After a while Jussi , Bazie and TT joined them again and they partied on. Jyrki not letting Dee out of his sight which was understandable since a lot of guys where eyeing both Dee and Jo the entire time. Jussi didn't worry that much and kept drinking having a little game with everyone they moved to a sitting booth. 'Oh oh I know... let's play what's that game called again with the questions??' Jussi asked both Dee and Jo. 'Uhm.. ohh you mean truth or dare? Your kidding right I last played that when I was 16' Jo said laughing while Dee already went excited. She remembered truth or dare very well with Jo since the two of them where always the idiots that picked dare and had to do stupid stuff. Jo shook her head at a already grinning Dee. 'Aw Jojo please?.. ohh come on please? Please please??' Dee started towards Jo winning it. 'Ohh alright then but no crazy stuff okay?' Jo rolled her eyes at Dee who shook a firm yes knowing she wouldn't keep that promise. 'Okay then I'll start hmm.. Jo truth or dare?' Jussi asked Jo. 'Truth' Dee made a face knowing Jo was playing it on the safe side. 'Okay uhm.. oh I know.. would you have dated me if I wasn't a famous rockstar?' Jussi asked. Jo rolled her eyes and smiled. 'Off course, I wouldn't care if your famous or not.' Jo answered. Jussi grinned widely and kissed Jo. The game went on and on with silly dares and Dee not keeping her promise still having Jo tell things that where sometimes embarrassing. It was Jo's turn then and she already grinned evilly towards Dee. 'Hmm Dee truth or dare?' Jo asked already having a evil plan not entirely sure if Dee would do it or not. Dee grinned seeing a little through Jo. 'Dare .. oh and Jojo bring it!' Dee said grinning wider and wider. 'Hmm a dare what to do what to do..' Jo looked around the bar and pretended to look for a dare since she already had one in her head.  'Dance on the bar..' Jo said . Dee grinned 'Ha!! That's easy Jo not even a challenge do you prefer a song as well?' Dee said getting up taking of her hoodie. 'Ohh I'm not done yet.. dance on the bar while drinking 10 Sambuca shots.' Jo grinned evilly knowing Dee hated Sambuca. Dee's eyes grew and stood large for a couple of seconds Dee then grinned back at Jo. 'Deal!! Bring it on.' She walked of towards the bar asking the bartender for permission and 10 Sambuca shots. Jo followd laughing her ass of. 'Why are you laughing?' TT asked Jo while everyone else lined up to look at Dee. 'Ohh nothing only the fact that Dee hates Sambuca as in true honest Hate she once got drunk and the only thing that came up again was Sambuca. She swore she would never ever drink it again since the smell alone makes her sick.' Jo laughed out loud when Dee climbed on the bar having all the other customers look at her while the bartender lined up the shots across the bar. 'Do you prefer a song miss?' the bartender asked Dee who looked at Jo. 'Hmm yes do you have Wicked Game from HIM??' Jo asked the bartender. He nodded and walked towards the jukebox. 'Jo your evil!!' Dee yelled on the other end of the bar. 'I know' Jo yelled back. The song started and Dee started dancing flirting with some men sitting at the bar when a shot glass came up she threw back the first one still laughing. 'She is going to hate me in the morning you know.' Jo said to Jussi who wrapped his arms around Jo. They saw Dee drink 2 more shots. 'Oh I bet.. she is a good dancer though.' Jussi said kissing Jo lightly on the cheek while moving her a little on the song. Bazie , TT , Jyrki and Archzie where all looking at Dee having their mouth hanging half open. 'uhh did you know she could dance like that?' Bazie asked Jyrki when Dee drank her 6^th shot. Jyrki just shook his head into a no and started smirking walking towards the bar where the last  shot glass stood picking it up holding it up for Dee. The song nearly came to a end and Dee spotted Jyrki holding up the shot. She crawled towards him on the bar and then threw her legs over the ridge taking the shot drinking it and pulling Jyrki close kissing him. Jo couldn't believe it that Dee drank all 10 shots without getting sick. Little did Jo knew that Dee was feeling more sick by the second that ticked by.

Back at the bus things went completely the way Jo said it would. Dee getting sick out of her mind outside. With her ordering Jyrki to go into the bus not wanting him to see her throw up. Jo felt a little bad well not entirely off course and went to help Dee a little while Jussi and the other also went into the bus. 'I'm sorry I got you sick Dee' Jo said rubbing Dee's back trying to calm her down a little since she was breathing heavy in between puking. 'It's okay Jojo I took the dare so.. pretty smart and evil move though.. I like it.. sounds something more like me to be honest but brilliant' Dee said to Jo when another one came up. 'besides I'm drunk so I don't care' Dee said after a while getting up and sliding down the side of the buss sitting down. 'you feel al little better?' Jo asked her giving Dee water to rinse her mouth. 'much better now that is all out. Come one let's go party' Dee said getting up walking a little wobbly towards the front of the bus. 'Party? You just threw your entire stomach out of your system and you want to go party again? Your nuts Dee I tell you that!' Jo said laughing walking next to Dee. 'ohh dammit!!' Dee said running back for one last puke. 'Ohh god and you want to go party, I'll go inside already okay?' Jo said while knocking on the bus door. Bazie let her in 'How is Dee?' he asked and Jo pointed towards the end of the bus where you could still see Dee's legs and back. 'hmm not that good huh?' he laughed and closed the door while following Jo back to the sitting area. Jyrki looked up to see only Jo walk in. She slid next to Jussi kissing him and rested her head on his shoulder while he wrapped an arm around her. Putting his phone away. 'Hello love, missed you' He said in her ear and made her smile. 'Aww me too, so what do we do now?' Jo asked everyone while Jyrki got up and walked out the bus to find Dee. 'hmm don't know usually we jam or watch a movie or talk or off course drink and party' Jussi answered her while kissing her head. Jo looked around the buss for something to do. 'hmm movie and talk then?' she asked everyone. They agreed and got out pillows and blankets to lean on in case they would fall asleep. 'Don't forget the food!' TT said walking into the bunk area. 'you and your damn food!!' Archzie yelled after him laughing getting out food and drinks. Jo got changed into her pyjama's and snuggled up against Jussi. Everyone got settled and they pressed play for the movie. 'uhm guys aren't we forgetting something?' Bazie suddenly said pointing towards Dee's sleeping area where there was no Dee or Jyrki. 'aww we'll fill them in when they come back.' TT said already eating. 'hmm okay I'll text Jyrki to tell him that' Bazie said getting out his phone.

Meanwhile outside Jyrki had found Dee at the back of the buss where she slid down again sitting still breathing heavily with the water bottle in her hand rinsing her mouth. 'babe? Are you alright?' Jyrki asks Dee sitting down next to her. She took a deep breath and drank some more water before answering. 'ohh yeah perfect my entire stomach Is like over there.' Dee said chuckling a little. Jyrki smiled and put his arm around her pulling her a little closer to kiss her in the top of her head. 'ieuw! Don't kiss me I just puked for crying out loud.' Dee said trying to pull away from Jyrki. He started laughing and didn't let her go. After the text Jyrki got from Bazie and  sitting outside for 15 minutes to make sure Dee was alright they get up to walk back into the bus. 'are you sure your alright?' Jyrki asks her again holding her close to him. 'yeah I am' Dee said looking up to smile since she walked barefoot holding her heels in her hand. They enter the bus seeing everyone focused on the movie. Dee walks up in front of Jyrki and plunges herself down in her "bed" with him sitting at the end watching her. 'do you want to watch the movie or go to sleep?' he asks her. Dee looks up at the movie and makes a face. 'they are watching jackass so no thanks I already feel sick so I'll go to sleep.' She says lying her head back on her pillow. Jyrki smirks and pulls on Dee's legs with her head or her pillow. 'Jyr what are you doing?' Dee whispers while yawning. He doesn't listen to her and scoops her up in his arms and walks back to the bunk area lying her down in his bunk. 'you stay here give me a sec okay?' he says before walking back to the rest who all look at him weirdly wondering what he was doing. He grabs her suitcase and take's it back with him and closes the door putting it in front of her. 'there you go get changed and stuff and I'll wait here.' Jyrki says to Dee with a smile. 'yuour kidding right?' Dee says while getting up. Jyrki nods a no and smiles. Dee sighs and grabs the stuff she needs out  of her suitcase and walks into the little bathroom. A few minutes later she walks out while brushing her teeth to get her hairbrush. Jyrki just follows her around lying in the bunk smiling . Dee rolls her eyes and walks back closing the door again. Jyrki changed his own clothes into shorts again and started throwing his stuff of the bunk. Dee then walked out again in her pyjama's and put her stuff away in her suitcase. She threw her hair back and made a loose ponytail with some strands of hair falling over her face. When she looked up from her suitcase towards Jyrki he was lying on the bunk looking at her with a sweet smile on his face. 'okay and now??' Dee asked closing her suitcase walking over towards him. 'now we go to sleep. Do you feel any better?' he asked her while she sat in front of him in the bunk looking at him. 'a little I'm so glad I could brush my teeth I swear to god Sambuca is disgusting.' She yawned while cracking her neck. 'well next time don't take the dare from Jo' Jyrki chuckled. 'I'll think of that' Dee smiled. Jyrki opened the covers and laid down inviting Dee in with one open arm. She slid in the bunks next to him resting her head on his chest while he threw the covers over her closing his arm on her and kissing the top of her head. 'night love' he whispers in her ear while Dee was half dozing of into sleep. She smiled and opened her eyes reaching up giving him a soft kiss on the lips 'Night my sweet'.                  

Chapter 5 why all this drama?

Next day Dee woke up because of the bright light shining in the bus. When she sat up straight she realised the rest was still asleep. 'great' she said to herself and got up to make some coffee. While the machine was running Dee started putting away her sleeping stuff so that everyone could sit again at the table. The machine was done and Dee grabbed her coffee putting it in front of her while pouring sugar and milk in it. She took a deep sigh and sipped her coffee looking out the window. Jyrki told her last night they where heading over to Stockholm in Sweden. Dee was looking forward to it since she never been to Sweden before. When she raised her cup again to take a sip her phone ringed. Dee grabbed her phone and looked at the number turning instant pissed off it was Jay who was calling her. 'yes what do you want?' Dee said picking up the phone angrily. Jay then told her that he knew where she was since he got the bill from the credit card and that he told Dee's brother that she was gone. Dee went furious shouting at her phone now waking the others up 'you did what!! You told William that I'm gone!! You fucking asshole!! I swear to god Jay I will kill you when I get my hands on you!!' Dee shouted through her phone already grabbing it tighter in her hand ready to throw it around the buss. Jay than continued his little rant with her by pissing her even more of telling her that her brother would come after her is she wouldn't come back this instance. 'did you also tell him that you cheated on me with that whore? Did you now or not probably not because if you did you would already be dead by now Jay and you know it!!' Dee kept raising her voice louder and louder. Jo then walked in the room and stopped dead in her tracks seeing Dee lose it. But instead of Jo walking towards Dee and calm her Jyrki walked right passed her towards Dee. ' I will kill you Jay that's a promise!!' Dee yelled while throwing her phone away and saw it shatter to pieces against the wall she threw it. Jyrki walked over to her and stood behind her holding her shoulders 'Dee calm down please.. are you alright??' he asked her saying these things in her ear since Dee refused to turn around. 'give me a second please .. just one second' she said shrugging of Jyrki's hands. Jo stood there with her mouth wide open Dee never calmed down this fast only when Jo talked to her. Dee walked over to her now broken phone and search through the pieces for her memory card and phone card. She then turned around with the other pieces and dropped them in the trashcan sitting herself down at the table with Jo opposite from her. 'what happened? And tell me everything since you only kill phones when you are extremely angry.' Jo asked Dee the minute she sat down with her. 'he told William that I was gone...' was the only thing Dee said and Jo asked no further. She knew Dee's brother well and him being overprotective and all scared both her and Dee the most. He would do absolutely anything to get Dee back to America. It already took him 2 years to accept Jay. So there was no way in hell that Dee was going back to America now knowing that her bother knew she was gone. He would lock her up in the worse case. Jo and Dee talked some more just to calm Dee down. 4 hours later they arrived in Stockholm where the guys would perform this evening.  

Jo helped the guys load all the sound equipments out of the buss with Dee. It took them about 30 minutes to get everything out of the buss and into the venue. When they where done Dee and Jo walked back to the bus to let the guys arrange everything with the crew.  The minute the girls walked in the bus Dee dropped herself on the couch with her feet on the table searching through her bag for a cigarette. Jo laughed at Dee for reacting like that and sat herself opposite from her while reaching over to the fridge to get a drink out. 'want one too?' Jo asked Dee holding up a juice bottle. 'hell yes juice rules!!' Dee said getting her feet of the table to catch the bottle Jo threw over to her. They both sat there for an hour Jo busy with her camera's and Dee listening to music half dancing through the bus. Dee didn't hear the guys come in so she was still dancing in the bunk area when Bazie lightly tapped her shoulder making her turn around half shocked. 'having fun?' he asked her smiling kindly to her. Dee grinned and continued dancing around Bazie into the area where the rest was sitting. Jyrki lit up the second Dee came into the room. It was then that Jo noticed it and sat straight up pointing at Jyrki 'Ha!! You like my best friend now don't you?' Jo asked Jyrki who's eyes widen the second she said it and shot straight towards Dee who was still dancing and didn't hear anything. 'Babe.. shhhh.. you half scared him Dee doesn't know yet.' Jussi said to Jo playfully putting his hand in front of her mouth laughing. 'Ohh sorry Jyrki.. but do you like her?' Jo asked again. Jyrki then relaxed a little and smiled nodding yes still having his eyes locked on Dee. 'I do like her from the first moment I saw her.' Jyrki said still grinning widely happy he told Jo. Jo grinned in return and sipped her drink. She then smacked Dee against the head. Dee reacted and pressed pause taking of her head phones 'Auw!! What the fuck Jo.. stop that nidiot.' Dee said rubbing her head walking over towards Jyrki reaching over him to get her bag to put her headphones in. 'Sorry' She said looking at Jyrki while reaching over him. He smiled in return 'It's okay' he said to her.  Timo Timo and Archzie where in the back half prepping themselves for the gig while Bazie reached in his pocket and got 2 backstage passes out and handed one to Jo and Dee. 'here you go don't lose them or else you won't get in again.' he said raising a finger pretending to lecture them. Jo started laughing and Dee looked at her pass frowning. 'something wrong with it?' Jyrki asked her but Dee started smiling. 'well it depends can is still stand in the crowd or not?' Dee laughed and so did Jo. 'your honestly worried about that Dee I mean hello you can stand with me without hysterical girls screaming in your ear.' Jo said grinning while Jussi pretended to be a hysterical girl. 'Chick I can handle myself and I love the hysterical types they crack me up. They will probably be going like ohhh my god Jyrki marry me!! While waving madly around them trying to touch him or the other guys. it's hilarious since I can just touch him now and they don't know' Dee said reaching over towards Jyrki touching his arm and started laughing out loud. Everyone started laughing now and shaking their heads 'Dee your weird. But you already know I like that in you.. and your also a little mean poor girls.' Jo said grinning. Dee stood up and made a bow before walking back to the bunk area with her suitcase. 'where are you going?' Jo asked her. 'To get changed woman! Honestly I'm not going to a gig looking like this.' Dee said pointing towards herself. 'okay wait for me then!!' Jo said hopping after Dee while closing the door. 20 minutes later the girls come walking out completely different than when they went in. Jo walked out first wearing a purple and black striped jeans with lots of chains and belts and pink and black sneakers under it and on her upper body wearing a sleeveless black top with pink and purple skulls on it wearing fingerless gloves and having her hair hanging loose which fell down on to her back. To top it all of she was wearing make-up lightly it was obvious Dee had her ways with Jo. 'Whoa!! Babe you look .. wow .. HOT' Jussi said walking over to Jo dipping her back and kissing her. 'Well thank you Dee couldn't resist you know..' Jo said laughing showing her look to the rest of the guys who all started howling and whistling making Jo blush again. 'where is Dee?' Jyrki asked Jo the second Jo sat down. 'Oh well' Jo said laughing pointing towards the open door.  Dee stood there smiling a little shy like or at least that is what it looked like. She was wearing a deep black skinny jeans which was ripped so there where hole everywhere in it and chains on her right side with high black heels under it and on her upper body a leather halter top which you had to close in the front with a zipper. To top it of she was wearing a lot of necklaces including a choker and lots of bracelets and very dark eye make-up and dark red lipstick. Dee walked into the room showing her look of as well and got the same reaction Jo got. 'Ha!! Ready to go since I'm to stoked now to stand between those hysterical chicks!!' Dee said half bouncing on the spot she was standing at. 'uhh yes we can go' Jyrki said still half stunned of the way Dee looked and he walked towards her offering his arm. Dee smiled and slid her arm under his and they walked out the bus towards the venue having the rest follow them.  'he really likes her now doesn't he' Jo whispered in Jussi's ear which was unnecessary since Jussi couldn't  keep his eyes of Jo neither. 'uhh yeah .. babe you really look hot if we didn't have a gig now I would totally' he looked at Jo and smiled a cheeky smile . 'Aww Juzz!! Later okay' Jo said winking towards him before kissing him intense. When they almost reached the backdoors there where some screaming fans in their way. Desperately making their ways to the guys. TT took of towards them telling them they would sign stuff after the gig and signed a few things. 'do you think they seen us ?' Dee asked Jyrki while chuckling. 'I don't know why?' Jyrki said smirking. 'ohh nothing poor girls probably wondering who the girl was on your arm' Dee started laughing and so did Jyrki and they walked in the venue.

Dee stood frontline right behind Jo and the girls where talking when the venue started filling up fast with indeed hysterical girls. 'Ohh god just look at them!!' Dee said smirking evilly while rubbing her hands together. 'Aww Dee be nice now okay' Jo said laughing. 'Always' Dee said pretending to be an angel. The concert started and Jo had her camera ready to take picture's of the guys onstage. Dee stood right in between the hysterical girls and laughed her ass of while Jussi , TT , Bazie and Archzie took their places on stage. A minute later Jyrki came walking out as the head vampire himself and Dee started laughing harder hearing the girls scream over the top seeing Jyrki. 'Jojo they are going insane!!' Dee said pretending to drown in the crowd Jo started laughing and took picture's of Dee between the fans and then turned again to take picture's of the guys. 30 minutes and being nearly deaf later Dee froze on the spot when Jyrki started singing gothic girl but he wasn't singing it to the crowd he was looking directly at Dee while singing it. Dee started blushing and Jo noticed and took a picture of Jyrki singing to Dee since he was right in front of her bending down to touch her hand and winked making Dee blush even more. The girls next to Dee nearly died seeing their vampire touching her. It then all clicked in Dee's head. She liked Jyrki no it was more than that  she liked him a lot!. 'Jojo!!'Dee yelled over the music towards Jo. But before Jo could answer she had to duck out of the way for one of Jussi's drumsticks which Dee caught and gave to the girl next to her who looked at Dee in disbelieve but hold on to it tight. Dee didn't care about it she had to Jo she liked Jyrki and fast as in now. 'what??' Jo shouted towards her before getting to Dee. 'chick I like Jyrki' Dee said to Jo. 'aw that's nice that you like him' Jo said not getting the point completely. 'No Jojo your not listening I LIKE him as in a lot!' Dee said again and Jo's mouth fell wide open. 'oh my god for real!!' Jo said Dee nodded fiercely into a yes and turned back to the guys catching yet another drumstick and giving it to the girl on the other side of her who also looked at Dee like she lost it. 'that's great!!' Jo said giving Dee a hug. Dee then got over the fence having the girls look at her like what the fuck?. And showed the crew her backstage pass. Meanwhile on stage Jyrki was following Dee's every move and felt a lot better knowing she was safe in his zone now. The concert ended with the guys playing Lost Boys and Jo and Dee started jumping and singing along like the fan girls. Having the guys look at them shaking their heads and grinning.

Backstage in the dressing room Jo jumped into Jussi's arms the minute he walked in and kissed him intense. Jussi walked over to a chair still having Jo in his arms. 'Aww you guys are really cute' Dee said again sitting in a corner watching them with devilish eyes. 'Dee stop that weirdo' Jo said laughing and let go of Jussi to sit on his lap. 'Aww chick you know me always have to say something.' Dee said laughing while getting up. The others weren't in the dressing room yet and Dee wanted a smoke and didn't want to wait. 'where are you going? For a smoke again?' Jo said being a ball buster. 'yes if you don't mind you now I hate smoking inside.' Dee said grabbing the door handle. 'watch out outside crazy fan girls out there and the guys are signing.' Jussi said before Dee walked out laughing.

Outside it was insane Jussi wasn't lying the girls and guys where half jumping the guys towards the ground to get an autograph and picture. Dee giggled and walked passed behind the guys when she heard a girl call for her. 'Hey you there!! Hey pink chick!!' The girl yelled after Dee getting closer to her. When Dee turned around the girl was in front of her half out of breath. 'yes?' Dee answered her kindly. 'well I want to thank you for giving me the drumstick and wondering if you wanted to take a picture with me so that I can show my mom who gave it too me and besides you look important since you got backstage.' The girl babbled and Dee chuckled. 'ohh I'm not that important you know but okay I'll have a picture with you.' Dee said. 'uhh oh wow great well would you mind walking with me over there since my friend is there and she has the camera.' The girl pointed towards the other girl standing next to the guys who was also holding a drumstick which Dee figured was the other girl she gave one to. 'Ohh okay lead the way' Dee said and lit her cigarette on her way over. Dee stood next to the guys and greeted the other girl who also thanked her for the drumstick. 'uhm... uhm..' The girls said who spoke to Dee first. Dee smiled and got the point 'who's going to take the picture right? Give me a sec I'll arrange something.' Dee said to the girl and winked. 'TT!! Do you have a sec?' Dee yelled over to TT who was standing closes. He straightened turned around and walked towards Dee with a smile. 'yes ma'am?' he said laughing. 'can you take a picture of me and?' Dee looked over to the girl who couldn't believe what was happening 'Bella and Katie' the girls said. 'yeah sure .. okay .. one two three .. smile' And the camera flashed. 'thanks a lot miss' Katie said to Dee. 'aww your welcome sweetheart and call me Dee have fun with you drumsticks!! Bye!!' Dee said to the girl and walked off again past the guys who where all looking at her shaking their heads and smiling. She walked  around the corner out of sight of the fans and slid down the wall smoking her cigarette. She wasn't alone for long when she looked up she saw Jyrki leaning against the wall next to her looking down at her. 'what's up?' Dee asked while standing up and putting out her cigarette. 'you are .. that was really nice of you to do for those girls back there' Jyrki said pointing his thumb behind him. 'ohh that yeah well I can be nice too you know.' Dee said grinning. 'are you guys done signing already?' Dee asked now trying to look pas Jyrki around the corner but he stopped her by wrapping an arm around her waist and pulling her back towards the wall. 'hmm no I'm just done.. you got me distracted.' Jyrki said looking deep into Dee's eyes again. 'ohh... well sorry for that than. 'Dee choked out staring back into his ice blue eyes getting a little nervous. Jyrki smiled at her 'please don't be I don't mind... you got me distracted all evening so.' Dee's eyes widen and it clicked again but she didn't give in that fast. 'ohh uh.. why is that than?' She said sarcastic feeling more comfortable by the second knowing the answer already. He let go of her and took a deep sigh before looking at her again seeing that she was perfectly calm. 'uh.. don't know how to say this but I have to. Well here it goes.. I like you.. no no that's wrong uhm .. I really really really like you more than like to be honest.' He looked down to his feet and than back up again to see that she was still perfectly calm against the wall looking at him. 'uhh Dee hello? Are you alright?' he asked her after a couple of moments. 'Hmm?? Ohh yeah I'm fine thanks for asking... so you like me huh? Ha! Cute' she answered him while smiling to sweet for him. Jyrki got confused now and started questioning himself. What did he do wrong? Why does she think it is cute? Would she even like him back? Does she take him seriously? All these thoughts and questions shot through his head like a bullet. Dee then started chuckling and he looked up at her seeing that she moved closer to him. 'Jyrki69 is not sure of his case now that's something to remember.. you look pretty darn cute when your confused' Dee said looking at him moving even closer almost touching his nose with hers. Jyrki then looked at her and his devilish grin appeared on his face he finally got what Dee understood minutes ago. He moved closer to her making her step back towards the wall and he wrapped a hand around her waist towards her back and pushed her against the wall moving his other hand under her chin and lifted her face up. He looked deep into her eyes and kissed her. Dee was swapped of her feet the moment she realised she was kissing Jyrki. She opened her eyes to see that she wasn't dreaming he then let go of her and she gasped for air. 'sorry I got a little caught away.' Jyrki said to her lifting her face up to his again kissing her softly on her lips again. 'oh! Uh.. I don't mind it's just I thought I was dreaming' Dee said chuckling. Something else than snapped again In her head. 'Oh!!' she said out loud and Jyrki looked at her with he eyesbrow raised 'something wrong?' he asked still holding her in his arms. 'Jo knew!! She freaking knew!!' Dee said laughing again now. Jyrki nodded a yes and smiled. 'do you mind that they knew?' he asked her. 'hmm no not really it's just weird I don't know Ha! Guess we have to tell them the good news now.' She said and grabbed a mirror out of her purse to fix her lipstick since it was smeared now so she took it of instead when she looked at Jyrki she giggled. 'Ha! You should see yourself now' she said to him and pulled his face close to wipe the lipstick of. 'hmm that's better thank you' he smirked and pulled her into another kiss having her wrap her arms around his neck pulling him even closer to her.

'where the heck are Dee and Jyrki?' Jo asked Bazie once again. 'I don't know they disappeared a hour ago I really don't know Jyrki just took of during the signing session after her so.' Bazie answered her. Jo shook her head. She didn't like the idea of Dee being out there for so long on her own the only thing she hoped now was that Jyrki was with her. Little did she know if she knew what was really going on outside she wouldn't have to worry. 'calm down babe they will come back.. they can't be far' Jussi said while calming Jo down stroking her hair while she laid with her head on his chest. 'she could have left me a message you know as in hello Jo I'm taking of on my own and I have no idea when I will be back!' Jo said sarcastic trying to imitate Dee's voice. 'she can't you know her phone is in the trashcan' TT said pointing towards it Jo just rolled her eyes. Minutes after Dee and Jyrki walked in having Jo jump up and throwing her arms around Dee hugging her. 'you!! I swear to god you got me worried here!! I thought you where dead you know!!' Jo said letting go of Dee who smiled at her. 'I'm sorry hun... next time I'll leave you a message.' Dee said innocently. 'Good almost got me a heart attack here!!' Jo said letting her eyes wander of towards the ground. 'Oh!!' she said and spotted Dee's hand in Jyrki's and she looked up at Dee and noticed they where standing real close to one another. 'Perkele!!' Jussi shouted and walked towards Jyrki smirking. They exchanged something in Finnish and shook hands closely after Bazie , TT and Archzie followed. Dee took a sigh and looked over to Jyrki. 'do I want to know?' she asked while rolling her eyes smiling. Jyrki smirked and Dee knew enough. 'I guess not then.' And smiled wanting to let go of his hand but felt Jyrki pulling her arm to him and he kissed her again.           

Chapter 4 What to do when your lost?

They walked back from the city towards the studio to collect their stuff and went over to Jussi's place they all decided to have dinner over there. Dee wanted to see the house more than anything else just to know where her best friend had slept for the last month. 'so uh.. Jo do you already now what your packing?' Dee asked while Jo showed her around the house. Jo smiled hugely when she showed Dee the room she and Jussi  slept. 'Hmm no.. not yet care to help me with that?' Jo asked Dee who grinned jumping on Jussi and Jo's bed folding her legs with her attention on Jo's closet. 'well duh of course I'll help you mine is already packed anyway I never unpacked it.' Dee grinned while Jo shook her head at her. The girl spend a good hour and a half to pack Jo's suitcase. Jo then smelled the food coming from the kitchen and dragged Dee along with her. In the dining area everyone was already placed at the table except for Dee and Jo. Jo sat herself next to Jussi kissing him. Dee had no other option there was only one spot left and that was next to Jyrki and Bazie. She slipped in between them and ate slowly listening to the story's Jo was telling of herself and Dee back in L.A. years ago. Everyone was having fun and laughed. Jo then started telling about some of Dee's tattoo's 'Hmm yes she even has a 69 eyes tattoo' Jo grinned and Dee looked up in shock. 'uh no I don't' Dee said sticking her tongue out at Jo. 'now I want to see it' Jussi said already getting up walking towards Dee. 'dude whoa!!' Dee said backing away from Jussi who grinned and didn't give up. 'now where is that tattoo' Jussi said looking at Jyrki who got his message immediately and took hold of Dee not letting her go. 'Jojo!!' Dee yelled laughing. Jussi wanted to start poking Dee but she stopped him in time. 'stop stop!! I'll show you if Jyrki let's go of it.' Dee said glancing back to Jyrki who let his hands drop the second she looked at him. Dee rolled up her sleeve and showed them one of the tattoo's on her right arm which was the ankh the 69 eyes had as logo for the band. Jo also looked up and shook her head and Dee's eyes widen again. 'I wasn't talking about that one' Jo said laughing. 'Jo!! Not funny I am not showing them that one I have to get undressed then.' Dee said chuckling. 'we don't mind you getting undressed' Jyrki said and the others just nodded a firm yes. 'no way!! Not now' Dee said getting nervous. Finally they gave up and started laughing and continued dinner.

Around 11 they called it a night and everyone returned to their home's with Dee yet again following Jyrki towards his place. Luckily this time she didn't froze on the spot since she was wearing her new coat. Jo and Jussi got into bed and cuddled closely with each other with Jussi kissing Jo's hair. 'are you excited to go on tour?' Jo asked Jussi who wrapped his arms even tighter around Jo. 'hmm yes a lot to be honest I love touring but it's even better now' Jussi answered her kissing her neck. Jo turned herself around so that she could look at him.  'why is that?' Jo traced her fingers over his arm down to his hand. 'because you are coming with us now.' Jussi said smiling before kissing Jo passionately. When they separated from the kiss Jo looked up into his eyes and got completely lost in them before he kissed her again.       

Back at Jyrki's house Dee had sat herself down on the couch watching Jyrki pacing back and forth in the room looking for stuff he had to bring with him on tour. 'I can help you.. you know if you want me to' Dee said to him to stop him walking back and forth. He stopped and looked at her raising one eyebrow. 'don't you have to pack your own stuff then?' Jyrki asked her. Dee smiled and pointed towards her suitcase in the bedroom. Jyrki then smiled and sat himself down next to her and yawned widely. 'hmm okay come one let's get your stuff packed.' Dee got up and walked into the bedroom and opened the closet. Jyrki smirked and followed her half tired out of his mind. He sat himself down on the bed and watched Dee getting out some of his clothes and showing them to him. 'okay this is how we do it I show you some clothes and you say yes to the one's you want with you and no to the one's I can put back okay?' Dee asked Jyrki who just sat there smiling. Normally he would care if someone else looked in his closest but with Dee he didn't care he even loved it just when he loved it when she wore his jacket. 'okay let's do it' He said smiling saying yes or no to the things Dee held out for him. After a hour they where done and Dee tired out of her mind since she half reorganised Jyrki's closet because it was a mess. 'are you sure you have everything now?' she asked him sitting down on the floor leaning her head against the closet door struggling  to keep her eyes open. 'yes I do thank you for helping me. Do you want something to drink?' he asked her and got up. 'your welcome.. uh.. no thank you.' Dee still sat there trying to keep her eyes open when Jyrki walked into the kitchen to get something to drink. When he got back into the bedroom Dee had slid down on to the floor and fell asleep. Jyrki put down his drink on the night stand and walked over to where Dee laid on the floor. 'Dee get up you fell asleep on the floor.' Jyrki tried to wake her by gently shaking her but Dee gave no response. He then wrapped her right arm over his head and put his left arm under her back with his right under her legs and lifted her up to the bed. He then put her down in the bed and took her shoes off and threw the covers over her. Jyrki than sat himself next to Dee in the bed and drank his drink before turning of the light himself and went to sleep.

Next morning Dee woke up and looked around the room. She then realised she was holding on to someone when she looked up she saw that she had her head on Jyrki's chest and an arm wrapped around his waist he was still asleep and didn't seem to notice. 'ohh crap' she said to herself and let go of Jyrki then realising she was still fully dressed. 'double crap' she said to herself once again and got up out of the bed. She walked towards her suitcase and searched for a new outfit few minutes later she fond something and started to undress herself forgetting Jyrki was still in the room. Dee turned around and glanced over at Jyrki he was still asleep at least that is what she thought he was awake and pretending to be asleep. Through his eyelids he was checking what Dee was doing on the other side of the room. Dee then decided to take a quick shower grabbed the stuff and walked out the room. Before she was out of the room Jyrki got a glimpse of the tattoo she didn't want to show yesterday it was on her left side on her ribs and it was huge. A portrait of a gothic girl surrounded by roses holding the ankh in her hands.

Back at Jussi's house Jo and Jussi where messing with each other the entire time. 'aww babe you should wear that' Jussi said checking Jo out every five minutes since Jo didn't know what to wear. 'are you sure? Since I'm out of ideas... don't know how Dee does it..' Jo said taking a deep sigh. Jussi made a face when she said that 'what do you mean? What does she have that you don't have?' Jussi asked her and Jo started laughing. 'the guts to wear heels and not break her neck trying to walk on them. Honestly I have no idea why I bought them' Jo said still laughing now making a attempt to walk to the kitchen. Jussi followed her and sat at the kitchen counter putting his hand under his head and whistle at Jo. Jo turned instant red because of the whistling 'Stop that!! Your making me blush..' Jo said hitting Jussi playfully on the arm he then took hold of her arm and pulled her close to him wrapping his arms around her waist. 'sorry can't help it you look well hot in heels' he grinned a devilish grin and before Jo could answer he pulled her into a kiss. Two hours later and a new attempt for the heels they grabbed all their stuff and took a cab towards the recording studio since the tour bus was over there waiting for them to leave.

Once at the tour bus Jo already saw everyone was there and that Dee was having a fight with her luggage. 'close goddammit!!' Dee said to her suitcase while sitting on it trying to close it. Jo walked up to Dee and started laughing. 'shall I help you? Since well in this rate it will take you forever to close it.' Jo smiled and offered Dee a hand to get up from the suitcase. 'yeah sure at least someone is helping me then!!' Dee said out loud towards Jyrki and Bazie who had been standing there watching her the entire time. Jo sat herself on the suitcase and Dee pushed it down with her fumbling with the lock to close it. After 5 minutes they got it closed and Dee jumped up In happiness throwing her arms in the air 'thank god for that!! Pff I thought I would never get it to close.' Dee said helping Jo up who half fell down again because of the heels. 'Wow!!' Jo said grabbing Dee's arm again pulling her down with her. The girls fell both on the ground and started laughing. 'Jo what the hell!! Oh my god are you wearing heels? Whaah brilliant!' Dee said while scrambling up from the floor. 'Ha!! Yes and oh my god they are killing me.. I have so much respect for people now that wear heels. They are killing!' Jo said laughing while getting up herself and looking around for something to lean on. Jussi then walked over to her and flipped her up in his arms while he entered the tour bus. Dee grinned and followed dragging her suitcase behind her. She dumped it somewhere in the sleeping area and walked back to the sitting area and sat herself down opened her bag and put on her headphones wrenching the volume far up. Jo came walking back and laughed at Dee half humming the music while smoking a cigarette. 'Yo Dee!!? Do you have a second??' Jo said gesturing to Dee to take of her headphones. Dee got of her headphones and pressed pause. 'What? Something I need to do?' she asked Jo. 'uh yeah sort of which bunk do you want to have and be fast because we are actually short of bunks..' Jo said and pointed towards the sleeping area where everyone was already picking out their bunks. Dee grinned and got in there as well to look for her suitcase when she had it she pulled it with her out to the sitting area and shoved it under the table. 'dude? What are you doing?' Jo asked her in disbelieve. 'I choose my bunk' Dee said while chuckling and putting her headphones back on. 'weird chick' Jo laughed and walked back to the sleeping area helping Jussi to unpack their stuff. 'who is weird?' Jussi asked while taking clothes from Jo to put in the drawers under their bunk. 'Dee.. she is sleeping in the sitting area.' Jo said while closing the drawers and getting up to make the bunk. 'your meaning to say that one of our guest it sleeping on the couch?' Bazie asked the bunk above them. He was already in there. 'hmm yes but that's Dee she doesn't care where she sleeps.' Jo answered shrugging her shoulders. 'hmm okay then it's what she wants so.' Jussi said while looking at Jo cheekily and pulled her into the bunk with him and closed the curtain. 'Aw guys I don't want to see or hear that!' Archzie said walking out of the room with Bazie following him. Timo-Timo was already out sitting next to Dee listening to the music she had on her I-pod. Jyrki sat opposite from them watching them while drawing. 'what's up with Jyrki?' Archzie asked Bazie. 'I don't know but It looks like he is jealous of TT sitting with her.' Bazie said grinning. They walked over to him and sat at the table with him. Jyrki looked up and put his drawing book away. They started to have a conversation in Finnish so that Dee couldn't understand TT had his ears wide open when he heard something about jealousy. 'What are they talking about?' Dee asked TT. He looked up at Dee and smiled. 'well to be honest I don't know if I am aloud to tell you. Well at least not yet then.' Dee looked at TT and chuckled. 'they are talking about me right?' Dee asked and TT nodded yes. 'well I have to start learning Finnish then. 'Dee sighed and TT started laughing. Bazie , Archzie and Jyrki looked up at TT. 'she knows your talking about her she is not that stupid.' He said grinning. Dee just smiled with him and turned her attention back to her I-pod. Bazie then said something to Timo and he chuckled 'really now is that so?' he threw a glance over to Jyrki and he nodded in agreement. 'are you sure about that since we know how you are.' Timo said while checking Jyrki's reaction. 'sure as can be but don't know what to do with it... I feel a little lost..' Jyrki said looking at Dee who was listening to her music again having her eyes closed and moving a little on the rhythm. 'tell her then.. or do you think she will be mad at you?' Bazie asked Jyrki who was still sitting there completely lost in his words. 'I could do that now don't I but not now she Is to busy with her music now.' Jyrki said smiling looking at Dee realising he started to like her more and more. Dee then started singing a little just loud enough to hear the words. She sang the words 'everybody knows your lost' from lost boys before getting up and half dancing towards the coffee maker and Jyrki smiled even wider that she was listening to them. When she passed them again to go back to her seat he pulled her next to him on the couch he was sitting on smiling at her. Dee half stunned pressed pause and took of her headphones. 'something wrong??' she asked innocently and looked him straight in the eyes. He looked back in to her light red brown eyes and smiled he was really lost in her. 'no nothing just wandering if you wanted to know where we are going' he said chickening out of the thing that he really wanted to say to her and the guys started laughing. Having Dee look at them wondering what was wrong with Jyrki.

Chapter 3 intimidating or temptation?

When they walked out of the studios and said goodnight to one another Dee walked after Jyrki towards his place. While walking Dee started shaking of the cold she forgot that it wasn't always that warm in Finland and she was to much adjusted to the L.A. weather. Jyrki noticed and stopped dead in his tracks it took Dee a couple of seconds to get to the spot he was standing still since he walked faster than her. 'are you cold?' Jyrki asked Dee while he saw her shaking while standing still. 'hmm no I'm fine.. How far is it over to your place?' Dee asked trying to concentrate on the warmth she still had in stead of the cold coming closer every second. Jyrki smiled at her while taking of his scarf and putting it around Dee. 'not that far.. is that better?' he grinned while taking Dee's suitcase in one hand and wrapping the other around her shoulders. 'u....u...uh yes thank you.' Dee answered him shivering form head to toe. They than walked farther and 10 minutes later reached the destination. He unlocked the door and let her in first we had to walk 2 stairs to get to his apartment. When we got into the apartment Dee couldn't belive her eyes when she saw it. It was exactly the way Dee pictured it in her head dark and gothic style with candle's spread around the rooms on the table the closets everywhere. Dee loved it. Jyrki showed her around where everything was. He then putted her suitcase in the bedroom. Having Dee look at him thinking 'what the fuck?' she walked over to him in the kitchen and sat down on a chair. 'so where can I sleep?' she asked watching his every move knowing the answer already and not by guessing it. 'my room.. I will sleep on the couch.' Jyrki answered her while sipping his drink. Dee looked over to the couch and her eyes grew when she saw it. The couch didn't really look that comfortable and well rather to small for Jyrki to sleep on. 'ohh no I can't sleep in your room I mean it's your room, I'll take the couch.' Dee said getting up and walking over to the bedroom to get her suitcase out. Jyrki then stopped her and smiled. 'you're my guest and I don't want you to sleep on my couch' Jyrki smiled one of his charming smiles that made Dee instantly blush. 'Okay but I don't want you to sleep on that either it looks rather uncomfortable' Dee said pointing towards the couch while biting her lip waiting for his reaction. He turned around and shook his head while chuckling. 'your not going to give this up now are you?' Jyrki asked her. Dee grinned and walked back into the bedroom opening her suitcase and getting her pyjama's and toothbrush out. 'nope get use to it.' She said grinning walking past him into the bathroom. Jyrki just sighed and changed himself into shorts to sleep in. Dee came out of the bathroom wearing top and a pyjama pants. Jyrki's jaw almost dropped but he kept himself good hiding it. 'what side do you prefer?' Dee asked him standing at the end of the bed with her hands on her hips. 'uh the right side' Jyrki answered her still staring at her. 'good I like left more anyway' Dee said grinning and walked over to the left side of the bed. She got into the bed and threw the covers over herself and looked at Jyrki who was still standing he then snapped out of it and got in the bed as well thinking 'The only time a girl got in a bed with me this fast was a one night stand' he looked a little confused and then decided to look next to him. 'are you alright? You look a little confused?' Dee asked him. He then told Dee what he was thinking before getting into the bed and Dee started laughing. 'oh god really? Ha! That's interesting' Dee said still laughing. He then smiled in return knowing that she was not mad at him for thinking that 'I promise not to do anything stupid' he said with a hand a crossed from his heart. Dee then burst into laughter and laid her head on the pillow Jyrki gave her 'Dude don't worry that much.. night' Dee said to him and closed her eyes.    

Next morning Jyrki woke up by the sound of a phone buzzing realising it was not his but Dee's he looked next to him but there was no Dee. He then got up and walked around the apartment hearing the shower running. He stood at the bathroom door hesitating to knock or not he then heard the shower turn of and knocked. 'Dee your phone is buzzing it's Jo.' Jyrki said at the door 'Pick it up then she knows I'm here tell her I'll be out in a sec' Dee answered grabbing a towel drying her hair a little before wrapping it around herself. Jyrki picked up the phone and told Jo Dee would be out of the shower in a moment he then turned around to walk back towards the bathroom when Dee was already behind him. 'Thank you .. Hey Jo .. yeah I slept good uhuh .. yeah sure sounds good' Dee was into conversation with Jo and walked back towards the bathroom. Jyrki couldn't believe what was happening and sat himself down on the bed 'did that seriously just happen did she really just walk in here only wearing a towel' he said to himself before shaking his head. When Dee got dressed they had something to eat before meeting up with Jo and everyone else.

Once back outside the studio Jo and Jussi meet them outside holding hands. Dee off course had to say something about it 'Aww you guys look cute' she said making a cute face. Jo just rolled her eyes at her and let go of Jussi and walked inside. Dee followed Bazie, Timo Timo and Archzie where already inside Dee introduced herself to Archzie since she hadn't met him yet. Jussi and Jyrki walked in discussing something in Finnish. Jussi then started laughing together with the rest of the band except for Dee and Jo because they didn't speak a word Finnish. 'they are lucky you know' Dee said towards Jo and made everyone look at her. 'For what?' Jo asked laughing at Dee's expression. 'that first we don't understand and that second Finnish sounds hot' Dee burst into laughter together with Jo and the guys just shook their heads. 'aww Dee your such a nidiot' Jo said still laughing. After a while of listening to the guys jam Dee got up and walked out the door with Jo following. 'Where are you going?' Jo asked surprised. 'For a smoke.. you know I don't like smoking inside' Dee said laughing getting her cigarettes out and lighting one leaning against the wall. Jo only then noticed that Dee was wearing Jyrki's skeleton jacket. She smirked and pointed towards it. 'What?' Dee asked 'Nothing your just wearing Jyrki's favourite jacket that he never let's anyone else wear than him' Jo laughed. 'ohh right yeah well you know me right and me being a nidiot forgot to take a coat or jacket with me not knowing Finland could be so damn cold! So Jyrki offered me his jacket this morning.' Dee said laughing while shivering. 'so you need to get a coat? I mean I'm up for shopping if that's what you want' Jo said checking her phone. 'Ohh god yes please.. I need a coat one that fits anyway because well I can half swim in this' Dee said making swimming movements with her arms. The girls laughed and got back inside telling the guys their plans. 'ohh can I come?? I love shopping' Jussi asked immediately when hearing the plans. 'sure sure' Jo said giving him a kiss on the cheek. 'so anyone else coming?' Dee asked suddenly everyone was staring at her for wearing Jyrki's jacket except Jyrki he sort of liked it Dee wearing it. 'we all come since we need to do something else and tomorrow starts our tour and your going to need a coat' Jyrki said smiling towards Dee. 'uhm tomorrow that's fast it's so cool your going on tour.' Dee said smiling. Jyrki then shook his head and glanced over to the other band members who al nodded yes. 'we are going on tour as in us you and Jo your coming with us.' Jyrki said grinning. Dee jumped up and started bouncing happily 'whaah I can come ohh that's so awesome 'Dee said running over to Jyrki giving him a hug and then everyone else.      

The shopping took forever store after store Dee didn't find a coat. Well she did find a lot of other stuff she bought but not the coat she sort of wanted. They walked into the last shop hoping to find one there. Dee was looking through a rack when Jo suddenly gasped. Dee turned around and saw Jo's eyes widen. 'dude what the fuck? Is there something wrong?' Dee asked worried. Jo then smiled and pointed behind Dee towards something. 'dude you scared me there!! Don't do that again weirdo' Dee laughed before turning around to almost bump into Jyrki who was holding a long black coat with a high pointy collar and long pointy sleeves. It was the exact coat Dee had described store after store. 'guess what I found' he said to Dee in his heavy voice smiling. Dee jumped up and down and slipped out of Jyrki's jacket to try the coat on. It fitted perfectly alright it just looked like she was wearing a long black dress when she walked the coat just moved with her almost touching the ground. Dee turned around and looked in the mirror 'perfect! I take it' she said grinning. Jo smiled and then looked at the price tag it was expensive and she knew Dee didn't have the money for it. Dee looked at Jo and read her expression perfectly 'don't worry chick I got it covered' Dee said showing a credit card that Jo knew wasn't hers 'well actually Jay's got it' Dee laughed and so did Jo 'your evil you know that' Jo grinned.         

Chapter 2 A way out of this mess.

It only took Jo seconds to realise something happened. Jo dropped herself at the ground with people staring at her. 'Hun what happened? Are you hurt?' Jo asked Dee hearing nothing but sobs on the other end of the phone. 'Dee focus honey!' Jo said when she heard Dee snap back into sense again. 'He...He cheated on me Jo.. I walked in on him 4 hours ago!! He cheated Jo!!' Dee yelled falling back into tears before explaining the entire story to Jo. 'Calm down Hun... your better of without him I told you he was no good.'

Dee straightened up when she heard a sound at her door some one was messing with the lock. 'Jo.. I think someone is trying to break in.. I can hear the lock move' Dee got up slowly and walked towards the door peeking through the hole where you can see who is in front of the door. 'What the fuck!! It's Jay I'll kill him!' Dee raised her voice so loud that the fumbling with the lock stopped immediately and Jay started pleading. 'Babe come on.. let me in.. you know she didn't mean anything to me' Jay said desperately. Dee didn't buy it and went for the kill by already opening the locks on her side of the door she stopped when she heard Jo yell at her through the phone. 'Dee stop that right now!! Don't let him in you know what will happen you will forgive him and regret it later!! Don't do it!!.' Jo yelled it sounded more like she was screaming her lungs out at the phone. But it worked Dee stopped. But then decided another unexpected thing.

'Jo? Where the hell are you?' Dee asked which caught Jo of guard. 'Ohh yeah that's right that's what I was calling you for. I am currently in Finland.' Jo said with a huge smile across her face. One for telling Dee where she was at and two that she got her doing something else instead of opening the door. 'Finland? dude what the hell are you doing in Finland? Dee chuckled while walking away from the door towards the living room and sat herself down in her comfy chair. 'Well.. remember me photographing with bands and all.. well I ended up here in Finland with the last band I toured with and currently are touring with another band which I know you are going to flip when I tell you who it is.' Jo said grinning already looking at the band members sitting next to her already watching her. 'Dude that's mean that can be like a lot of bands..' Dee said laughing now and shaking her head. Jo always had one of the jobs Dee always wanted but she couldn't say goodbye to the record store and Jay it was her life until now. 'Okay.. I'll tell you are you sitting down? Because I think you need the chair.' Dee rolled her eyes before answering. 'Yes I am sitting already thought I needed that so way ahead of your thinking' Dee said sarcastic. 'Okay.. so uh yeah.. well I'm currently touring with the 69 eyes .. well not really touring yet but' Jo was cut of mid sentence by the hysterical screams of Dee. 'Oh my god!! Shut up!! You are messing with me right!! Whaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!' Dee screamed overexcited. The band members looked up in shock since Jo put Dee on speaker so that they could hear her reaction. 'Dee calm down will you, my phone almost died over here' Jo said laughing. 'oh I'm sorry hun don't want your phone to die now do I.. I mean hello you have to call me everyday from now on and tell me everything!' Dee said half bouncing of her chair. 'well I could do that now don't I? unless you want to join me.. off course.. 'Jo said waiting for Dee to respond which took awfully long. 'excuse me? Join you? How on earth am I suppose to do that I mean hello work and all... although' it made Dee think for a while she could go there was nothing here that could hold her back now not even the store. Mel could handle that on her own like she always wanted. 'Deal!' Dee answered Jo. She then heard a loud thud. Which was caused by Jo dropping her phone out of her hands in disbelieve and picked it up again. 'you'll come? Seriously since I have been asking this question to you for over a year now and well you never said yes.' Jo shook her head in disbelieve and looked over to the band members all sitting there smiling. 'so you are coming over for real? How long? And when?' Jo asked Dee still not believing that she was coming over. 'Uh.. well yes .. and uh depends on how long you want me there and well I don't know the first plane I can get to Finland.' Dee answered her grinning her head of knowing Jo was doing the same. 'how do you mean the first flight over here what about your job? And you know I always want you around I mean I have been going insane for a year now not seeing you I almost forgot what you look like if I wouldn't have picture's.' Jo said getting up and pacing back and forth. 'I'll quit my job I don't care I have to get out of here anyway I have been stuck here in L.A. for 24 years now Jo.' Dee said laughing already sitting behind her laptop looking for flights over to Finland. 'hmm where would I have to go to in Finland I mean?' Dee asked still scanning the internet for last minute flights. 'Helsinki.. but that's out of the case you can't quit.' Jo tried to negotiate but with no luck Dee had found a flight that would leave in 5 hours and booked a ticket. 'Hmm okay see you tomorrow night then I guess I have to hang up now to get my stuff.. bye love you!' Dee hung up before Jo could respond. Jo stared at the phone shaking her head and then grinned. 'what happened?' Jussi asked Jo who was all to curious since well they only heard half of the conversation. 'Oh nothing my friends are just completely utterly insane..' Jo chuckled and smacked herself against the head bursting into laughter. 'How do you mean? Did she went back to the guy?' Bazie asked. 'No she didn't the only thing that nidiot did was take a flight to Finland she will be here tomorrow evening... which I can't believe because well.. sorry long story to explain.' Jo smiled and threw her hands up in the air. 'your friend is coming over here?' Jyrki asked now smirking. 'which one?' he asked again.. Jo got out a picture and showed it to the guys. It was a old picture taken 2 and a half years ago at a theme park but it was both Dee's and Jo's favourite of the 2 of them together. 'aw she looks nice.. is this from long ago?' Jyrki asked again since well the picture was folded a lot since it was always in Jo's purse. 'hmm yeah like 2 and a half years ago.. I last saw her little over a year ago Dee always changes so I have no idea what she will look like now...' Jo lifted up her shoulders and put the picture back into her purse. 'well what is her style usually?' Jussi asked sitting closer to Jo to hear her answer. Jo chuckled before answering with a huge smile. 'Ohh you will like her style she is more punk rock gothic like .. always pushing things to the extreme she loves shocking people with her appearance.' Jo laughed thinking back to old times with Dee walking through a shopping mall with people staring after them. 'ohh that sounds good already' Jussi answered with a smile. 'uh weren't we suppose to go for something to eat before Jo decided to sit down on the sidewalk to talk on the phone?' Timo- Timo mentioned and they got up and went into the restaurant which was like 5 steps farther of where they sat down.

Back in L.A. Dee packed her bags and dialled Jack's number which was the owner of the store. He picked up not amused since it was almost midnight and he was trying to get some sleep. 'Hey Jack, it's Dee I called you to tell you that I quit.. I've got another job offer in Europe so I'm taking it.' Dee lied which was easy because Jack took everything Dee said lightly but that was mainly because he had a crush on her. 'how do you mean you quit , you can't quit on me now Dee you know we need you' Jack getting worried she would actually leave. Dee rolled her eyes and took a deep breath. 'Jack I quit and that's final you don't need me you have Mel around remember your girlfriend.. I have to go now my plane leave in 4 hours.. bye jack take care.' And she hung up while grabbing her last stuff and headed out the door holding a cab telling the driver to go to the airport.

Once at the airport she got her ticket and arranged everything with the lady at the desk a little hour later Dee could finally board the plane. She put her headphones on and listen to some music before dozing of into a deep sleep. When she was woken by the stewardess they where flying above Helsinki airport. Dee looked out the window and smiled it would only take a while before she could see Jo again. The plane landed and Dee got out after 15 minutes and walked towards her luggage.

Back at the airport in front of the gate Dee was suppose to get out Jo already waited. 'why does this always take so damn long.. jeezzz seriously' Jo said impatient folding her arms in front of her chest and tapping her right foot like crazy on the floor. When she looked next to her she saw Jussi already grinning at her. 'what?' she asked a little irritated while frowning. 'A little impatient now are we?' Jussi said trying to sound smart while still grinning widely. 'ohh shut up .. I just cant wait to see her what she looks like.. you just have no idea' Jo said smiling and blushing while Jussi wrapped an arm around her giving her a small hug. 'Okay.. I'm sorry' He said all smooth while smiling at Jo. 'Ohh is that her?' Jyrki suddenly said pointing towards the gate with his mouth open. Dee came walking out like Jo would expect she would. Punk rock to the bone wearing a black skirt with black and white striped leggings under it and her army boots with the laces hanging loose, on her upper body she wore a white misfit shirt with the misfits sign in black and pink on it and to top it off her hair was dark pink and black not even to mention the accessories she wore. 'OH MY GOD!! That's Dee for sure!! Dee!!!'Jo yelled waving like mad. Dee turned around and a huge smile crossed her face. 'Jojo!!' she yelled back. Dee started running towards Jo pulling her suitcase after her when the girls where almost 3 meters separated Dee just dropped it and ran towards Jo with her arms wide open and hugged Jo. 'Ola Chicka!! I've missed you!!' Dee said to Jo hugging her tightly. 'Aww I missed that little line!! Missed you too.. and oh my god your pink!!' Jo said laughing pulling back from the hug to look at Dee's hair. 'I know.. I couldn't resist you know how I am with these things' Dee said smirking while pointing towards her hair. The girls laughed and chatted while walking back to get Dee's suitcase. 'Jussi.. is that seriously the same girl we saw on that picture? Jyrki asked him still his eyes widen while looking at Dee. Jussi looked at him while frowning 'Uhh yes I think so why?' he looked at his friend suspiciously. 'Hmm nothing I was just wondering she looks nothing like the picture that's all' Jyrki said still not able to keep his eyes of Dee. Jo and Dee then walked up to the guys and Jo introduced them to each other. 'Dee this are Jussi and Jyrki.. Guys this is Dee my best friend.' Jo said smiling. Dee smiled widely knowing exactly who was who but just stuck her hand out anyway saying a little shy 'Hi' and shook Jussi's hand first who smiled at her kindly. She then shook Jyrki's hand who grinned widely just before Dee let his hand go he said something to her 'Hei kaunis tyttö' he smiled widely. Dee just stood there stunned 'Excuse me? I'm sorry I don't speak Finnish well a few words but that's it' she smiled looking at Jo who shook her head not knowing what Jyrki had said. 'Perkele!!' Jussi said smacking Jyrki on the arm while laughing. Dee did know what that word meant and her eyes widen with a little shock. 'Aww Jyrki that's just mean talking Finnish to the poor girl what did you say?' Jo asked laughing at Jussi for hitting Jyrki. 'He said hello beautiful girl to her' Jussi answered Jo. Jo looked at Dee smirking seeing Dee blush while looking up to Jyrki. 'Ohh uh.. well uhh Kiitos' Dee said letting her eyes wander to the floor. Jo smiled again grabbing Dee by the arm with her to the exit the guys followed. They got into a cab and drove of towards the recording studio since Dee still had to meet the other band members.

Once inside the studio Dee finally seem to relax a little she met Bazie and Timo-Timo. Archzie wasn't there yet so she would meet him later. Dee then walked over to her suitcase opening it with everyone staring after her. 'Dee what are you doing?' Jo asked interested while walking over to Dee. 'Getting you your present you wouldn't think I would fly all the way over to Finland and not bring you a gift.' Dee said smiling while shoving her clothes aside to get a small box out. She handed it to Jo with a smile encouraging Jo to open it. 'you brought me a freaking gift aww Dee you shouldn't have I don't have anything for you now..' Jo said looking at Dee. 'I don't care open it!!' Dee said closing her suitcase and sitting down next to Bazie on the couch. Jo unwrapped the box and saw it was a gothic style box she figured only Dee could give her something like that. But when she opened it she couldn't believe what she saw it was a music box with something laying on the bottom of it. 'Chick!!' Jo smiled and turned around to look at Dee already grinning. 'You freaking nidiot!! This must have costs a lot!' Jo said while getting out the silver heartagram necklace Dee got her. 'do you like it?' Dee asked while getting up and helping Jo to put the necklace on. 'Dude!! I love it! Thanks!' Jo said giving Dee another hug. 'good' was all that Dee said before sitting back in her seat. Dee then started yawning and stretching her arms and legs almost hitting Bazie against the head he just smiled while Dee apologised. Jo then got up and stretched herself. 'Dee, did you have anything to eat on the plane? 'Jo asked knowing the answer already. 'Hmm no, you know I hate airplane food' Dee smiled innocently while everyone stared at her. 'You didn't eat at all?  The entire flight?' Jyrki asked surprised whole everyone else looked at him surprised. Dee just shook her head into a firm No while fumbling with her rings. 'you must be hungry then?' Jyrki said still looking at her. 'Hmm no not really.. what I do want to know is where am I suppose to sleep?' Dee asked laughing. 'Ohh your right.. I forgot uh let me think okay..' Jo said sinking into thoughts. Dee ignored her then and turned around in her seat towards Bazie instead 'I like your piercings' Dee said smiling. Bazie then started laughing 'I like yours too..' he finally said pointing to the snake bites and nose ring Dee had. Dee chuckled 'Kiitos' while sticking out her tongue revealing another piercing. Bazie just laughed out loud and so did Jussi who already sat closer to Dee interested. Dee always had that vibe with people being sort of the centre of attention but she meant no harm with it she just loved people and talking to them. 'Looks like Jo is out of it.. hmm where does she sleep then? 'Dee asked Jussi. 'At my house we are sort of..' Dee's eyes shot up and a smile revealed on her face. 'You guys are dating? For how long .. hold on how long has Jo been with you guys now?' Dee asked so many questions at the same time it made Jussi fall on the side of the couch he was sitting on. Dee laughed and offered her hand to help him up. Once back on his feet he answered her. 'Jo has been here for a month now and yes we are sort of dating... but she already slept at my house before the dating.' Jussi said waiting for Dee's reaction. 'Aww that's cute and thank you for dating Jo.. it explains the happiness I see in her. But damn! It also means I got have been here way before yesterday.' Dee grinned sweetly and got a smile in return of Jussi. Jo then snapped out of it realising her name was mentioned. 'Hmm Dee I have no idea where your suppose to sleep. I'm sorry forgot it to be honest. 'She raised her hands in defeat and Dee smiled. 'Aww it's okay hun. I'll find something. Are there any good hotels around here?' Dee asked the question but before Jo could answer someone else already did. 'You can sleep at my house I have some room left.' Jyrki said smiling kindly to Dee. Jo exchanged a look with Dee who yet again sat there stunned. 'A..are you sure I can sleep in a hotel I don't mind.' Dee said but Jyrki was not giving up. 'Hotels are expensive around here and I really don't mind.' He answered. 'hmm okay then I'll sleep at your place.' Dee agreed.